My name is Kaira, and I've been around for a very long time.
My background around these parts is fairly extensive, but I won't bore you with the details. It's safe to say, I've been around the block quite a few times. I've seen more incarnations of Gaia than most of you. I've been around since '05, though my original account was hacked and locked by a vindictive ex-boyfriend, who also hacked my emails to prevent me from recovering my information. GaiaOnline refused to help me recover my account, and so here I am.
I've been MIA for many, many years. I disappeared to try and get what I thought would make me happy--a "real life". The truth is, my happiest days were ones spent in absolute denial of reality. Days when I spent hours upon hours on the computer, pretending to be someone else. I was a child then. I'm now twenty-three years old with a job, a spouse, and a home.
But I long for a glimpse of those days again. I need to re-ignite the muse in me. I don't want society to have completely brainwashed me into thinking that there isn't more to life than what I'm living through. I need excitement. I need heartbreak. I need struggle and pain. I need overwhelming joy and unabashed sorrow. I need these extremes, because it reminds me that I am human, that I am alive, and that I have not lost touch with my imagination.
I'm working in retail of course and working toward my degree still biggrin paying my way, no help from the gov. I don't expect it either bleh. Congrats on being married. Still play WoW and all that? And how's your fiancé, he a gamer too?