you tell yourself 'BE BRAVE'
— to put on that face
{ CREATE } that f a c a d e
because if you don't
you're afraid you'll b r e a k.

this is your cacophony of lies.

This Silence Is Mine

places you can contact me c:

Dream Avi

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I'm Melody.
But call me Mel.
I like darker colors but most of all, I really like the color red.
I enjoy watching older shows (The Three Stooges, Gilligan's Island, The Twilight Zone and Thriller) and Criminal Minds, Cold Case, Without a Trace, Law & Order: Criminal Intent, Law & Order: Special Victims Unit and House M.D.
I am a roleplayer on tumblr.
I also enjoy writing in my free time.
Math frustrates me.
I am currently being home-schooled.
I am currently trying to lose weight to become healthier.
I consider very few people my best friends.
I'm deathly afraid of needles. And spiders. And any bug in general. Also dentists.
I want to become a professional photographer.
I am an Agnostic Atheist; I don't believe any god exists, but I'm not claiming that I might be wrong.
I support LGBT.

If you want to know anything else, just ask c:


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Nivanfield Report | 10/03/2013 5:50 pm
Well, not everyone's too kind about it.
I've come to realize if I was a guy admitting his sexuality, I'd get a lot more hate.
People tend to focus on that they think lesbians are 'hot'
Nivanfield Report | 10/03/2013 5:38 pm
I'm really happy about how accepting my friends are about my sexuality.
My friend Justin constantly compliments Logan, and we get into conversations about what girls are 'hot'.
Yay for acceptance. xD
Nivanfield Report | 10/03/2013 5:29 pm
We decided not to go, because he wasn't a full-bred corgi, (what my mom wants), and he was 175$. So we're gonna keep looking. ;w;
Nivanfield Report | 10/03/2013 5:20 pm
"Mr. Murphy, I can't play today."
"Because running is not healthy for your knees, and I don't want to be crippled when I'm sixteen."
"But you-"
"I've already accepted that in the zombie apocalypse, I will die quickly since I can't run."
Nivanfield Report | 10/03/2013 5:04 pm
Maybe I could use that as an excuse next time we have gym. xD
Nivanfield Report | 10/03/2013 4:50 pm
In gym, every Friday we have to run around the gym for five minutes straight.
I swear I thought I was going to die. My lungs felt like they were somersaulting up my esophagus.
Nivanfield Report | 10/03/2013 4:30 pm
That'd be awesome.
Then there would be someone to take me to the ER when I puke up my lungs.
Nivanfield Report | 10/03/2013 4:12 pm
D: *throws cold medicine*
I wanna ask my mom if I can get this shirt. I wanna start getting in shape...I'm getting kinda flabby. xD

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Nivanfield Report | 10/03/2013 3:55 pm
Why? D:
Nivanfield Report | 10/03/2013 3:21 pm
How was your day?

Best friend c: