A bit about me

I'm Melody.
But call me Mel.
I'm pansexual.
I like darker colors but most of all, I really like the color red.
I enjoy watching older shows (The Three Stooges, Gilligan's Island, The Twilight Zone and Thriller) and Criminal Minds, Cold Case, Without a Trace, Law & Order: Criminal Intent, Law & Order: Special Victims Unit and House M.D.
I enjoy watching anime; I'm currently watching Attack on Titan, Free!, Death Note and Blue Exorcist.
I am a roleplayer on tumblr.
I also enjoy writing in my free time.
Math frustrates me.
I am currently being home-schooled.
I have a kitten named Midnight McMittens. I just recently got her.
I am currently trying to lose weight to become healthier.
I consider very few people my best friends.
I'm deathly afraid of needles.
And spiders.
And any bug in general.
I want to learn to play the piano and the violin.
I want to become a professional photographer.
I am an Agnostic Atheist; I don't believe any god exists, but I'm not claiming that I might be wrong.
I support LGBT.

If you want to know anything else, just ask c:

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the moment you realize
that your bones are made of the same d u s t
as the planets,
your lungs are breathing the same a i r
as the migrating butterflies,
and your blood is pumping because
of the love and care of thousands;

is when you realize
that you are not as broken
as you think you are.
you are full
of the world.


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"Don’t fight your demons. Your demons are here to teach you lessons. Sit down with your demons and have a drink and a chat and learn their names and talk about the burns on their fingers and scratches on their ankles. Some of them are very nice."


- Unknown

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perнαps тнe reasoɴ
yoυ нαтe yoυrselғ so мυcн
нαs тo do wιтн тнe ғαcт тнαт
yoυ've poυred αll yoυr love
ιɴтo soмeoɴe else
αɴd leғт ɴoɴe ғor yoυrselғ

Who are you?

who are you, really?

you are not your
relapses, nor your
mistakes.

you are not your weight
and you are not your grades

you are not your past
but only your future.

here, let me help you out;
you are beautiful, you are loved.
you are worthy, you are intelligent.
you are special, you are important.
you are oh, so strong, you are not perfect.

but that's okay.

-c.m.

Magic

ʀead this to yourself. Read it silently.
Don't move your lips. Don't make a sound.
Listen to yourself. Listen without hearing anything.
What a wonderfully weird thing, huh?

NOW MAKE THIS PART LOUD!
SCREAM IT IN YOUR MIND!
DROWN EVERYTHING OUT!
Now, hear a whisper. A tiny whisper.

Now, read this next line with your best crotchety-old-man voice:
"Hello there, sonny. Does your town have a post office?"
Awesome! Who was that? Whose voice was that?
It sure wasn't yours!

How do you do that?
How?!


...Magic.

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roѕeѕ тнαт wιlтed,
ѕĸιeѕ тнαт crιed
αɴd ɢroυɴdѕ тнαт ѕнooĸ.
ιт αll preѕeɴт мy ιɴɴer ѕelғ,
тнαт cαllѕ oυт тo yoυ
нopιɴɢ тнαт yoυ мιɢнт нeαr,
ғeel,
υɴderѕтαɴd тнe loɴelιɴeѕѕ
тнαт ι вαre ѕιɴce yoυ αre ɢoɴe.

ι lιved ғor over α тнoυѕαɴd oғ yeαrѕ,
wαlĸed over тeɴ тнoυѕαɴd мιleѕ
αɴd ɴever ғelт ѕαdɴeѕѕ ɴor reɢreт.
ѕo wнy,
αт тнe мoмeɴт yoυ cloѕed yoυr eyeѕ
мy cнeѕт ғelт нeαvy,
мy вreαтнιɴɢ αlмoѕт ѕтopped
αɴd leɢѕ ɢαve ιɴ?
ι ғell тo тнe ɢroυɴd

тнe ɢroυɴd тнeɴ ѕнooĸ
тнe roѕeѕ тυrɴed тo αѕнeѕ
αɴd тнe ѕĸy crιed.
тнαт ιѕ wнαт ι тнoυɢнт.
тнαт ιѕ wнαт ι ѕαw.

вυт ιɴ тrυтн
ι wαѕ ѕнαĸιɴɢ,
мy нeαrт тнαт yoυ creαтed,
wιlтed ιɴтo dυѕт
αɴd ғroм мy eyeѕ тeαrѕ were ғαllιɴɢ,
ғαllιɴɢ ѕιleɴтly,
αѕ ι dιed αloɴɢ wιтн yoυ тнαт ɴιɢнт.

ι αм ɴo мore
αɢαιɴ wαlĸιɴɢ тeɴ тнoυѕαɴd мιleѕ.
ι αм ɴo мore.
ι нαve ғιɴαlly dιed.
ι αм ɴo мore, ι αм ɴo мore.


ι αм wιтн yoυ ɴow.
 

Just Call Me Mel

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Last Login: 08/29/2014 12:29 pm

Registered: 12/14/2010

Birthday: 10/17

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I am loved.
I am beautiful.
I am needed.
I am intelligent.
I am worth it.
I am wonderful.
I am helpful.
I am important.
I am kind.
I am reliable.
I am artistic.

I am me.

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wнeɴ тнe wαlls
вeɢιɴ тo cαve ιɴ
αll αroυɴd yoυ
pυsн тнeм αwαy
вecαυse ι ĸɴow
тнαт yoυ αre
sтroɴɢer
тнαɴ yoυ тнɴιĸ yoυ αre

[r.h]

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Who taught you
that the
value of a woman
is the ratio
of her waist
to her hips
and the circumference
of her buttocks
and the volume
of her lips?

Your math is
dangerously
wrong.
Her value
is
nothing less
than infinite.

— 'Greater than' by Della Hicks-Wilson

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maybe not today,
or tomorrow,
but eventually,
things will turn up,
you will get better and
be able to look back
and say with relief:
"I made it."

Broken

I want you
to undress
your heart,
and show me
how much
it hurts,
so that
I can show you
how I intend
to make it
stop.


-j.l.

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And in the end,
we were all just
humans,
drunk on the idea
that love,
only love,
could heal
our brokenness.

-Christopher Poindexter

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Remember to be kind
to everyone,
especially the ones
who brought you down.
The ones who need
love the most,
are the ones who
have yet to learn
how to give it
in return.

-j.b.
 
 
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