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Birthday: 03/31
I don't care if u hurt me. I don't care if u say words to me sometimes that feel like a knife cutting trough my heart, because I love you. I will always be here for you even if you don't want me anymore. Know that I will always love you no matter how much I hurt, nothing can change that, ever, because you and I we are, and always will be made for each other.
Within the walls there are secrets yet untold. I lay on the floor, crying for i have nothing else to do. i want sombody to take me in their arms and tell me "its going to be okay" and wipe my tears away, yet i find myself in the corner trying my best to resist this urge...I hug my knees and let their words sink in...I truly am worthless...a waste of human life...a freak...an unloved mistake...why the hell am I here? I know there is a reason to live, but what is mine? I could never find it...what if I don't have one...why the hell am i still here? I don't want to break her promise...I don't want to make her upset...I don't want to hurt her. She is the reason i still hold strong, the reason i have never given up. I hug my knees thinking how much I need her now, how much I truly do love her, how much she cares about me. I'm not going to let them get to me. I know I'm better than that. I'll hold my head high and wipe away these silly tears. I don't ever want to break down.I don't ever want to shut my life down and avoid reality. I know hiding my feelings wont always work. There are some times when I break down crying and pull away. I cant pretend everything is okay because it really isn't. my world isn't perfect nor am I. No one ever is or ever will be. I hug my knees crying. I hug my knees in pain. I hug my knees in memories. I hug my knees laughing because I just realized i was being stupid. There are good times and bad times. I know some one out there is feeling the same as me, so I wipe away my tears. I hug my knees laughing because I love my life just the way it is.
were speeding over 100 miles per hour on a motorcycle. Girl:"Slow down,I'm scared!" Guy:"No,this is fun!" Girl: "No,it's not. Please,it's too scary." Guy: "Then tell me you love me." Girl: "I love you. Slow down!" Guy: "Now,give me a big hug." She gave him a big hug. Guy: "take off my helmet and put it on your head. it's bothering me." In the newspaper the next day, a motorcycle had crashed into a building because of break failure. Two people were on it only one survived. The truth was that halfway down the road the guy realized that the breaks were broken, but he didn't want the girl to know. Instead he had her hug him and tell him he loved her one last time. Then he had her put his helmet on so that she would live even if it meant that he would die. If you would do the same for the person you love,copy this in your profile
About: emo doesn't mean u cut.emo doesn't mean ur gay.emo doesn't mean ur suicidal.emo is real.emo is people.emo is everything.emo is a label.emo is being free.free to be you.free to express.free to tell everyone to f*** off!!*Are not cry babies*Do not always wear black*Can be very nice people*Don't always cut themselves*Are not always depressed*Can be happy too*Are normal people just like you(Put this on your profile if you agree with this)
What happens when im left alone, who picks up the pieces when my heart is shattered, who will make the pain go away, will the blood make it leave, i dont know i just want to be loved, i dont want to be alone, i dont want to lay here crying, i want someone to take me and make the pain go away, i want what i had b4, once, when i was happy, but i cant have that, i threw it away, and i can never have it back, i dont know what to do, but i hope you know i still cared...i still loved you...i didnt want you to die...
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