i'm rarely allowed time for gaia anymore.. my career has rocketed & still baffles me how it never ceases improving. my intentions of so long finally turned into actions. on another rigorously honest note, avoiding gaia does help avoid surfacing painful memories of how i treated someone that i had held closer to me than any other person in my life ever before or more than likely ever will. but that is something in the past that i've learned to improve from rather than wish to shut the door on. i really miss my best friends on here.. my job has allows me to visit some of them in person from time to time, for that i'm incredibly grateful!
if you catch me online, you wouldn't be nearly as impressed as i. perhaps someday i'll be rewarded with enough downtime to consider restarting my account.