the anxieties are fading away
caught myself smiling today
feels good, and maybe soon
life will begin for me for I have
started a new
my uncle though,
wasteful with the food man
threw away my mushrooms because they have been sitting out in their paper bag for four days now
doesn't let bananas ripen before throwing them away
his idea of cleaning dishes is letting them sit in hot water and soap, and then letting them drip dry, that's it!
idk how to tell this 40 year old that he is like this especially if he grew up like this you know . . . my dad is not like this at all though
like, the dude was married and living with a girl at one point of his life . . . idgi. I don't even know if I should bother trying to change him
I don't think he understands what he is doing is wasteful
having to be out of the house at 6:30 so I can be early for a job that starts at 8 because the buses come by so infrequent is something that's going to take getting used to
but oh well I have the chance to explore something that I love even if it's through fast food, it will be an experience for sure
i'm really paranoid about keeping jobs though, I don't like the expendable feeling
it gives me so much fear, hopefully I can like the job and just relax
I'm really going to have to question my existence again if I can't do this
the fast food aspect still concerns me though
As for me it's been a whirl wind of the past few days.
I applied to a pizza job monday, got the interview booked on the same day
Tuesday night I got on the grey hound bus, was on the road for 13 hours
got to my uncles house Wensday morning, slept for a real long time went to the interview
they like me a whole lot and want to hire me on as a shift manager
find out it's a fast food pizza job and a lot of stuff is not prepared in shop (not at all what I was expecting)
now i'm living a little outside of Hamilton in a family house. It's just my uncle now
He's still dealing with grief from both of his parents dying in the past year, my grandmother was a month ago
alone by myself in a small house in a city i'm not familiar with a dog I don't really know how to take care of
It's been a lot going on for me the past few days and soon a job i'll be starting. I'm kind of upset the job was not what I was expecting
but it's a job and I am in the city now though, it's really weird for me is all.
Dang! I'm going to look that up. because that is something.
There is a lot more meaning to that then what a lot of other people may be after
what lead you to want to go down this road? A very noble career to pursue!
and good luck on the testing!
Have been experiencing the same weather here, it hurts having to continue to wear warm clothes
Winter always drags out too long, i'm so burnt out on cold flu weather. it's not fun anymore, the snow is not magical anymore
it's covered in road salt and gross
what would you like to do? where do you wanna go?
I'm real snug in bed yet, weather is starting to warm up around here
but the wind is so terrible you don't wanna go out even with the sun out
Looking forward to wearing less clothes again