About

Hello everyone! It has been a number of years since I have been on Gaiaonline, however I'm looking to come back to stay! Hopefully... Haha
Just to give you a brief description of who I am I'll make a list.

1. I have ADHD so if I don't remember/pay attention, don't be butthurt. Sorry in advance.
2. I'm an accepting individual when it comes to different opinions. So long as you don't come flaming me I won't have to tear you apart. =D
3. I'm 1/4 Finnish, 1/8 German, 1/8 Norweigan and 1/2 WTF
4. I'm a Scorpio. Yes, I AM ******** INTESNSE! UMADBRO?! Hahaha
5. I am Asatru. Meaning I believe in the old Norsk gods. (Thor, Odin, Loki, Hel, etc.)
6. I am a Kandi Kid. I live by the raver's creed Peace. Love. Unity. Respect. aka P.L.U.R
7. I'm a glover and love playing with my lights.
8. I have been dealing with depression for almost 8 years without medication. It's finally starting to get better. =]
9. I'm a writer. I love to write realistic/plausible fiction. I am currently working on four books.
10. I dropped out of college and now I'm going back. I'm aiming for a degree in Business/Marketing

If you have any other questions just send me a message!



One of my favorite poems I wrote. Writing poetry helped me deal with a lot.

Darkness engulf me
Take me from this painful existence
Let me sink in to nothingness
For nothingness is the only way
The only way to destroy them
These feelings that torment me
These feelings that skew and twist reality
Darkness take me so they may be destroyed
I only wish for the calm
Not these feelings of despair
I am ripped apart and torn to pieces
I despise these emotions that kill me so
I plead continually
Darkness take me, engulf me, destroy me
So that these emotions be destroyed once and for all





Favorite Music: Symphonic Black Metal, Gothic Orchestral, Dark Symphonic, Classical, Death Metal, Metal, Black Metal, Rock, Hard Rock, J-Rock, J-Pop, K-Pop, Hardstyle, UK Hardcore, Happy Hardcore, J-Core, Trance,
Favorite T.V Shows: Fullmetal Alchemist, Elfen Lied, Blood+ , Vampire Knight, Arrow, Legend of the Seeker, Merlin, Archer, South Park, Fairy Tail, Attack on Titan, Hunter x Hunter, Nisekoi, Evangelion, Gundam, Sword Art Onine, Log Horizon, .Hack//
Favorite Manga (Genres): Shounen, Seinen, Josei, Shoujo, Slice of Life, School Life, Historical, Romance, Drama
Favorite Food: Cheesecake and parfaits omfg xD



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Dark Elf's Aura
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Black Tribal Torso Tattoo
Black Tribal Right Arm Tattoo
Black Tribal Left Arm Tattoo
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Assassin's Guise
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Black Zoot Suit Tapa
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