These people make me feel better all the time ; w ; even when im down
Jake lost th..
All of my other bby's: B0nerita, Nepirimu, Groping Justice, Pumpernickel Dreams, Xx_Skyfall_xX, Cappychu,
Divined Morality, x Icey_Condoms x,Kitashy Strata, ashley wa, Karazu Yagami15, A Graceful End,
Nahella, Your Broken Fantasy, Xx_Nikkii_xX
Nick, I wonder if you'll ever find this message
So.. this is it...? I'm still a bit confused in what you did. I really do wish I understood why you wouldn't come down here for me. Did you have anything specific you wanted to do in Rhode Island? I was willing to wait 4 years for you. And I still plan to. Believe it or not I will wait 4 years. I don't want any other person. When I got to know you, you were the one for me. I still think you're the one for me. Weird I know... Maybe I just cant get over you. Oh, and my account is still your account. Don't worry. I wouldn't change anything unless I told you I would. I don't know what I'm doing but, every night.... I will reach for you. I will strive for you. You're my hope. My faith. I don't care if you're not my love anymore. I just feel like I can work this out somehow. I feel like I can make a difference. And even if you leave this country... I will follow you. I know I'm a weird person. You're probably weirded out by me saying that. I understand why you would be. I type things in which aren't understandable just like I am typing this for you. I think I made it too confusing but.. Yolo? I wish you'd promise me that.. If I ever did live close to you
and you were single. You'd still date me... No other man/woman person... Has ever made me as happy as you made me.
Sure... You would ignore me a bit but, that's okay. But it was worth it being with you. I looked at the stars every night and still do thinking of you
I always think of you while Im in school. I really didnt care if you were long distance since I knew one day we would touch and become one.
It can still happen. I know it can. I wont stop believing in that...
My biggest goal is to meet you. To be with you for the rest of my life.
But you probably want someone else. Don't you?... Someone you probably met when you started your senior year that made you think you didn't need me. I met someone too that liked me. and I kind of liked the person back. But at that same moment I decided to stop liking that person. I belonged to you and I forever want to belong to you if it's possible once again. I would love that. I really would.
I try hard everyday in school just to get to you. I will keep trying. You're the dream I want to achieve.. My goal... My love.. I never wrote one of these for someone you know? I care for you way too much. I've never loved someone this much that I would write this. I wont stop thinking about you either. You're always in my thoughts. You probably don't feel the same way though... And I understand. You're smarter anyway. And I don't see how it would be hard for you to meet me.. You're almost 18. You're going to be able to move out. Live freely. Do what you please. //Except for drinking. You would be an adult. And moving to a new state would not affect school. Is it that you do not want a job though? You want to live in your parents house so you don't have to worry about bills? Or is it that you have to stay in dorms? or whatever those are... I don't even know what im saying. I'll just stop right here and wait 4 years and see what happens. I wont find anyone.. I only want you... 4 years....
Razor is da sexiest.
Katie Kat is da c00test.
AWE YIS FEATURED
NOTICE ME. o//A//o