Here’s the story of my life,
and I’ll tell you in a rhyme.
Because I have nothing left,
all there is for me is time.

I was happy once you see,
I had the one thing that I want.
But my heart to them was s**t,
simply something there to taunt.

So I fell into despair,
because now I really see
Just how dark my life will be,
if I hold onto this key

I'm so tired of the pain,
of the misery inside.
And I wish that I could live,
feeling nothing but the night.

There is nothing in this world,
that will clear away the dark.
So I sit here all alone,
blood now tainted through my art.

Sorrow with me as I lie,
as I pull away to sleep
There's a demon in my head,
stabbing me until I weep

Is there no one here for me?
Am I really all alone?
As I stare into the grey,
wondering if I had a home

Sadness fills up in my head,
why do I just want to die?
When there's life inside my veins,
pushing me so I can fly.

Slowly apathy kicks in,
and I smirk in false delight
There’s a tear upon my cheek,
but I laugh into the night

Now I reach out for my heart,
find that it has gone away.
I stare sadly at the hole,
realise I have lost my way.

And now there’s nothing in my life,
that can lift away the pain …

Poetry aside, If you're reading this, I presume that you want to know a bit about me ...
Well ... I'm a guy going through life, struggling with it just like everyone else. But due to some recent events, I've become a person that finds a hollow pleasure from the misery of others and the twisted side of humanity.
Some would call me a sadist. I just think I'm outright insane. But hey! What
human being is without flaws.
People know me as Jachaunt L Aeons (Jac-Haunt-L-Ae-ons) but most refer to me as Jac
I enjoy drawing, I'm decent at that, if I do say so myself. I love Music, I play piano. Sarcasm, I need five doses of it a day. Anime, because it's just awesome (most of it) and Games, who doesn't. These are the four things I could not live without..
My favorite color is Red, my favorite color scheme would be Black, White and Red, because to me, it reminds me a chessboard with a small puddle of blood on it.
Music that I love would probably be Rock, Metal, J-Rock, J-Pop and vocaloids. Sometimes I listen to Jazz and Classical, but I'm not a real fan of Techno
I dislike people adding me for no valid reason, as on account they never bother replying to my inquires as to why they wish to befriend me.

Other than that, there's not much to know about me


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Report | 07/18/2013 12:13 am


The sound of the hull of your boat scraping land is not a pleasant one.
Especially if you hear a loud crack shortly after.

Report | 07/16/2013 10:18 pm


Yeah, it would be very difficult to try to drive a boat on land.
A hovercraft would probably make it a bit further, but not by much.

Report | 07/10/2013 6:16 pm


Well, I guess it could be...
Although, from the condition of the boat, it's not a very valuable boat. It's completely wooden, and in need of a lot of repairs (we just found out that a few of the boards are popping out from the hull...)
Since this is a family boat, we more or less collectively pay for it, but all together we do not have enough money to hire someone to repair the boat, so we must do it ourselves.

I guess I'm not used to viewing boats as a sign of richness, since it's pretty common for people around where I live to own at least a small boat. Then again, I live closer to the ocean than some people may.
However, there are huge boats tied up in our marina. Those ones are crazy expensive to buy and to run. That sure is a sign of richness!

Report | 07/07/2013 10:40 am


Good, good, good, just a little busy.
My family has taken our boat out of the water and has asked me to come down and help fix it up, so that's eating away a lot of my time.
Our boat is almost 100% wooden, which takes a lot of labour to ensure that it at least doesn't sink to the bottom of the ocean...
^ ^;;;

Report | 07/06/2013 10:19 am


Oh yeah! I think I installed that on my computer...

Report | 07/05/2013 11:47 pm


heh, I should probably invest in getting an instant messaging account...
It's probably much easier than leaving multiple comments and waiting for a response...

What have you found to work better as an instant messager?

Report | 07/05/2013 9:04 pm


Well, that can be fun too!
I guess it depends on what kind of people you talk to though.
I've heard a few stories about how people formed relationships via Gaia. I guess that means there is a good population of people on Gaia, and many of them are easy and fun to talk to.

I find it strange that you may live on the complete opposite side of the world from where I am, yet I'm able to communicate with you. If not for Gaia, we would probably never know one another existed.
Isn't that a strange thought? ;P
That's me just thinking out loud, lol...

Report | 07/05/2013 4:44 pm


Ahh, just one of those times where there's not much to do, eh?

Have you been drawing recently? ;D

Aww, well, I took a little hiatus from Gaia and found that it was more pleasurable to come back to once I had left it for a while. Sometimes it takes not doing something for a while to really appreciate why you did it in the first place.

Report | 07/05/2013 9:12 am


Hullo! ;D
You're usually the first one to contact me, so I thought I would switch it up a little.

How's it going?

Report | 07/04/2013 9:20 am




Art by me