umm.. I'm gonna keep a lil break from the net againsee x.x
u may have noticed I'm not feeling the best lately, lol @@ on those times it's better I avoid people so I won't spread my gloomy mood.. I only make myself more gloomy like that also x.x haha
I'll maybe talk to u on msn sometimes on december ^o^ and I'll def give u a present >< but I think I should mostly be away for a few weeks x.x"
ohh, I had a nightmare, lol @@
I was out biking, or something, and there was a helicopter high up in the air..
and as I looked at it, I noticed ropeladder hanging from it, with a man hanging on the ladder, struggling to get up to the helicopter x.x
I felt horrible thinking of how he must be feeling @@" dreading for his life..
later I heard that he had got up to the helicopter, but I told the person who told me that, that if it was me, I would've let go and enjoyed my last moments flying through the air instead of fighting with my heart puonding and in case I slipped, then my last moments would've been full of horror!
this is exactly a good example of how I think people r crazy when they're so desperately fighting for their lives x.x"
..eeh? happy thanksgiving to u too..
we don't have such days here, lol
..a fry-pan, then? *o* Lol
awe XD yush! >< that's the true man, who's not afraid to show his feelings
ur so nice person ^^
sometimes when I have those times that I'm feeling better I decide to do this & that to help people, lol, but then I get depressed abt something again @@" I hate that..
ohh, yuush XD u need to grow hair >.< too short, lol
but handsome Izzy, with suit and all XD
lol, my sister told her two children today that she's gonna have a baby..
her son said "So that's why ur so big! I'm gonna be a big brother big brother", lol, 'cuz he has little sister XD she was stroking Annika's tummy yesterday asking her why it's so big. Annika told her to guess, and she said "There might be a big baby there" Annika only told her that "I'm sure u'll figure out in time". lol >< they're five and four years old.
awe XD but there's only room for one Izzy in the whole world whee a heart as big as ur's crying the world'd be too small!!
yush >< me will nevar say goodbye to Iz 4laugh
although Iz will end up takin' a shotgun and start chasing me away sooner or later, lol =S
awe, how sweet ><
there probably r those around there too.. an everlasting love, *sigh* that's the beautiful one..
I'm a romantic.. someone kick me <.<
no wait, I hate too treacle stuff =S
how can I be condraticting myself with everything?? @@ I sometimes feel there's two sides in me that r having a huge war all the time, and they're both winning @_@ LOL
thankee, Iz ^^
when will I see that pic of u with the green hair *-* question
nuu, I mean u would all be honest, and would put up with me on my dark times, and would make me smile even when I don't want to, and etc. etc.
I really can't thank u enough 4laugh
lol, yush~ XD what's the point in washing teeth if u never show them to anyone, eh? ><
aah, poor gurl sad
I had a talk with my sister abt love, lol, we rarely talk anything serious with Erika @@ I asked her if it feels the same if u fall in love again as it did the first time.. she said that after the disappointment of the first love, u don't have so high expectations for it and it'll be more of what u hoped from it x.x or something like that...
in any case she seemed to think first love was never meant to last.. actually my entire family thinks so.
the little girl sure should think so ^^
do u know any stories abt people who met as kids and lived happily ever after, being each others' first love and all? question lol