Hey just wanted to say hi, and see how stuff is going.
Haven't really talked much since the year began; or well not much at all in the last few years.
You know I am on skype all the time or on steam, but idk why you don't talk to me.
I have come to realize how much things have changed and how other priorities have taken hold over others, and I am fine with that.
I think many things are different now. Probably for the better...
Anyway, I am not sure where our friendship stands anymore to be honest. Maybe for you it hasn't changed or maybe it has, nevertheless it has for me.
I feel at times I am very distant from you vs how we were. Not to mention you don't talk to me much anymore and never tell me whats up with family or even Zach.
Its good to keep some more private matters to yourself, which I can respect, but its like... as the years went by that privacy gate became more and more closed to me - when I felt we could share anything together. I mean wasn't I like your sister or second family?
Either way, this whole phase has been so many tugs on my heartstrings and I feel that you haven't taken into consideration how hard it has hurt me in the past.
I know what it is like to have a true blue friend, one who always trys to think of me and include me into stuff, or keep me away from things that can upset or damage me. Also one who is honest and holds nothing back. Someone who thinks just as much about me as I do for them. Honestly, in the beginning I feel you fit those qualities, but not much anymore.
What I am saying is... unless you really care... goodbye.
I still value you but... ;I am sorry if stuff is going tough on you right now, but how would I know? Friends are suppose to be there to help one another through rough times and... well....
I guess either option wouldn't phase me, most of my strings have been broken and I am not as emotionally attached to you anymore...
Whatever path you choose, I wish you well. I hope stuff works out for you and if you choose to talk, then great, and if not,ok.
I hope you can get that apartment, Zach, or whatever else you are after now. Photography? idk.
While I do agree Tumblr is absurdly annoying with its content and people (at many times bipolar on subjects), it is still fun to go there and look up stuff that you like. I luckily use a black/white list add-on which blocks what I don't wanna see.
Its pretty sweet.
However, even with skype you are still very idle. I sent you like a good 3-4 paragraph long comment and have yet to hear a reply from you, as well as shared some cool songs too.
I don't really use it much anymore, but I come here for outfit design ideas. Other times it has good pixel references.
Not to mention once in a while when I see you on here, you actually respond.
Other than this and skype I have no idea what you use or where you play on. No more youtube, no dA, no tumblr..... idk where else you reside anymore.
Ya know if you and Zatch Bell are having probs with religious factors, I have a list of ppl that are good to listen to.
Mom buys alot of CD's and listens to them in the car, and on TV and it really gets her going, but also exposes alot of truth and stuff that you don't normally get while reading the bible. Including that of pros and stuff.
A few to mention are: Joseph Prince, Creflo Dollar, Joel Osteen, and maybe John Hagee.
Their sermons are something that gets you up and going, but has legit factors to it.