her happiness... her smile... my happiness...
Former Username: MinaseTaki
Hello my name isn't that important, who I am is... just as important, but allow me to humor your inquiry on who i am and keep you busy while you listen to my particular taste of tunes. An Otaku, I know how to speak Espanol, English and a bit of Deutsch, and Japanese although because I mainly use English I haven't had much practice with the others I mean except for Deutsch which i took classes on during high school). guess what... chicken butt, that's right I'm childish, not really more neurotic than childish like those people that never smile but you know are happy by the way their sarcasm exudes a sense of joy filled jenesequa that ensures mutual concurring conversation that leads to measure my personality through a joke gilded neurotic nature, yeah that's me, I think, but then again I don't know what I'm talking about half the time so i might just be rambling again, moving on... , my favorite flavor of pudding is tapioca, I'm into martial arts (taekwondo, muai tai, ninjutsu, jujitsu, and oriental karate), I'm colorblind, and I can read a 337 page picture book in roughly 3 hours(im talking about manga -3- ) so here is a little extra...
Let me describe the nonsense that l enjoy expressing just in a fraction of what it feels like to take a particular monotonous events perspective through a antithetic view and turn it slightly ever so, as if to make a obsessive compulsive three year old fixated on fixing picture frames feel... ocd, and so I will just rant a little and expect it to sound somewhat interesting...
Mornings although I open my eyes, I am far from awake; I sit up slackhagarldy as my eyes fixate to an invisible mural in the cross hairs of my vision. My eyes slightly closed and at a fraction positioned very much like a dumpling divided in half I press my hand slightly and softly against my face using the side of my fingers to rub at the corners of my eyes. I yawn, wide agape, I sigh letting the warm air exhale and fill the cold room with the slight cover of an illusion that comes from my warmth. I shift my vision from the mural and look to my side, alone again and yet I so vividly remember those mornings in which my heart palpitated with the eagerness of what those mornings moments gave me,... peace of mind and the surreal ease of knowing she was safe,... I miss her,... as I sigh to myself the morning losses its glow,... sitting up I shift my vision once again to the mural and leaving my dreams of that night to memory, my eyes slowly trickle the dark the light with which the nostalgia that fills my mind portrays. if only I could have them back if only the time in which I stood could include her, the moment in which I sit "awake" could very well gain its shimmer and light as exuberant as it once was,... and yet...once again I sigh to myself and under a soft slight exhaling breath I whisper to the mural,...... 'I miss her'
contrary to the passage above, I am in fact filled with the utmost-happiness-joy that relieves me of worries and expresses to me the idea that in fact,... the world turns as it should, on an axle that just makes even the most sour of sour candies taste just as sweet as a ed, edd, and eddy jaw breaker.. Thank you Renee, for allowing me to feel this utmost-happiness-joy <3
A person so dear to my heart that without I could not imagine, nor would I be able to,... who brightens each and every one of my days with her smile, she is my bridge between reality and fiction,... my heart beat is a melody that only plays for one, expressions and emotions, like a dream. emotion that envelops and embraces the term so seldom expressed but honorarily heard, love, awake I pause and ponder just how lucky I am to have her, forever in my heart and my soul I share this feeling of blissful emotion with her, that which I cant grasp, yet understand so well, that fuels my actions my motivation and desire to inspire myself to write, to talk, to eat, to breathe. The angel of my most sweetest dreams,
<3 Eternal Devotion <3 Married since 8/23/10 <3
For those that are peaked by curiosity this is I.
Ephemeral Euphoria...
"If 'happiness' had a form, what would it look like?" It might be something like glass... Because one doesn't notice it normally. However, it is actually there. As proof, if you change the angle you look at it, the glass will reflect light. It will state its pressence and existence more eloquently than any other thing in this world... the gentle world was so close... Even if it is stained by fake memories, it still possesses a transparant, glass color. Always, forever, and ever...
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Okay I didn't actually have anything to say other than I think your wife is amazing x'D
She's one of my new buddies so I thought I'd drop a "hi" here and profile stalk for a bit.. 'Tis the ways of the elusive Christina
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Toodles~ x'D
You shant not beat it!
*poke poke poke poke*
twisted
I'm going to finish my A.A.next year and after I'm transferred and everything is settled, I'll see if I can move out.
We've both been busy! LOL.