Just a introverted depressed shut-in who is trying to find her place in the world.
I've been one of those who never really belonged anywhere. Everywhere I went, I felt all eyes were on me and I was being constantly judged. Even when I tried to talk to my family, I was told that my depression was a lie and I was a 'bad kid' because I never did anything.
But now I've been getting better, even if I'm taking 'baby steps'. But that's just fine with me. My depression is still there, and I have accepted it as a part of me. It doesn't control me anymore. And I might be a shut-in, but that doesn't mean that I am a cruel person. I will accept everyone and am very patient/tolerable...to a point. I have my limits, like everyone else. I respect everyone, but the moment you cross a line with me then my respect for you will be gone.
But I still try to make friends with everyone, because I don't want anyone I meet to be lonely. It's ok if you don't wanna be friends, but just know I'll still be there if you wanna have a li'l chat about whatever.
I think about others before me, but instead of me thinking everyone hates me I now want to help others and be nice because I want to. I'm not doing it 'cause someone is telling me to. I'm tired of doing that because everyone tells me to act that way, like I'm some puppet and they're holding the strings.
I might be boring as all hell, but once you get to know me I am the most patient and kind person you can meet (unless you're one of the 4 people that I loathe and literally want dead). I give respect to all, and I expect you to give me the same. I also take things way too seriously for my own good, and I have a rather...strange...sense of humor. But overall, once I am your friend you won't regret it.
I like drawing, watching videos on youtube, collecting alchemy ingredients/farm with my Kin, reading manga/waitching anime, and listening to all kinds of music. I am a metalhead, but I am also a J-Pop nerd and love catchy anime openings. And I am a total Naru-tard.
Here's my fave gif!
He's just going in a circle!