I have fallen from sky,
Fallen to the ground,
I am the angel of sadness,
Angel of lost hopes,
Angel of lost dreams,
I am the fallen angel
Fear me not,
I am here for a reason,
That reason is to have a second chance in life,
That life I was given for a reason,
They took my wings,
They took me apart
Made me human,
I was the fallen angel
But that fallen angel had one chance in life that she was given,
This angel won't make the same mistakes she made before,
This angel will go down the right path that has been chosen for her,
This fallen angel knows what she has to do to be forgiven.
And I realized...
Our friendship was nothing more than a fragile sand castle.
What is more important, love or friendship?
Heeyy! I'm Rena. People call me all sorts of weird things like Jinx, Zefie, Jinxy (can only call me this if you have permission), Jinxy-cat (Only Hecate can call me this), Renachu (Only Veri can call me this), and Jinxy Babe (only my Hadasuko can call me this). I'm nineteen twenty-two twenty-three years young.
I'm a jealous girl who is selfish, picky and stubborn. I'm brutaly honest and don't care if it hurts someone's feelings. I'm crazy and proud of it.
I'm happily taken in an I don't know what the ******** is going on relationship with a wonderful man that I absolutely adore and love.
I'm difficult, cruel and hard to love.
I'm slowly decaying on the inside.
I use to be a girl but now I'm a ghost.
Looking for a savior. Pretty damn sure I've found him, I'm just waiting for him to man up. I can save myself.
I AM a coffee addict.
I am male and female.
I am a nympho.
I (occasionally) cut. It's not a sign of weakness or need for attention.
Recently had to make a choice between two people who mean the world to me.
So I won't be around anymore.
I'm a social smoker. I quit. I'm working on quitting...again.
Anything else you'd like to know? PM me. =]
My lover's kids
pink, black, purple, blue, red, green, and silver
MUSIC, all kinds
People who are mean to my friends
People who rag on gays
People who pick fights for the heck of it.
close minded people.
Promises, specially broken ones
Once you've loved there's a part of your heart that belongs to that person.
It can't be sold or rented out - it's theirs,
You gave it to them and they live in it,
Claiming its space for all time.
"Ew, it's a Vahn. D; "
outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on
attention. no self control. kind hearted. self
confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful.
easy to get along with and talk to. has an "every
thing's peachy" attitude. likes talking and singing.
loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates
not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be
loved. hates studying. in need of "that someone".
longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or
restricted. lives by "no pain no gain" caring.
always a suspect. playful. mysterious. "charming"
or "beautiful" to everyone. stubborn. curious.
independent. strong willed. a fighter.
"I feel my heart breaking in the abyss
Shattering the life of lies and hope
This is the truth
This is the pain
This is all that is real"
"How to break a heart
It is not difficult
Anyone can do it
So could you, if you tried
Just find a light
And switch it off
As easy as blinking
Thats what I was taught
When I was too young to ask
By ladies in white nightgowns
In dripping weeds and black ribbons
A girl's best friend is a small handgun
The question was useless
For I could say yes
But you'd have to ask my army
And they are not inclinded to grant favors just now"
"When I get sad,
Within my week heart.
When I get angry,
From my week heart.
When I become happy,
I share it with the world,
With all my heart.
With this little black and white heart of mine,
I will fulfill my own dreams.
My life will forever stand still,
Like a black and white film."
"Throughout the vast shadowy world of ghosts and demons there is no figure so terrible, no figure so dreaded and adhorred, yet dight with with such fearful fascination, as the vampire, who is himself neither ghost nor demon, but yet who partakes the dark natures and possesses the mysterious and terrible qualities of both."
- Rev. Montague Summers
"If there is in this world a well-attested account, it is that of the vampires. Nothing is lacking: official reports, affidavits of well-known people, of surgeons, of priests, of magistrates; the judicial proof in most complete. And with all that, who is there who believes in vampires?"
"The soundless sway of her ebony locks
The pale moon glow of alabaster skin
My vision swimming in deep burgundy eyes
To hide in the shadows is to live in her realm
Awaiting a gentle caress, a sirens whisper, and pearly whites
The unbearable pause before the end
Her velvet kiss and the nightmare begins"
"Then I wish for a way to have you undone, kind Shadow
I want you mauled and buried by the darkest blighted meadow."
"You know how people have these little habits that get you down.
Like Bernie. Bernie like to chew gum.
No, not chew. POP.
Well, I came this one day
And I am really irritated, and looking for a little sympathy
and there's Bernie layin' on the couch, drinkin' a beer and chewin'.
No, not chewin'. Poppin'.
So, I said to him, "Bernie, you pop that gum one more time..."
and he did.
So I took the shotgun off the wall and I fired two warning shots...
...into his head."
~Cell Block Tango, Chicago