Who the hell am I?

Hello.


Avi Arts (drawn for me, not by me)

I've been a Gaian since sometime in 2008. I don't think you'll find me all that interesting. I tend to keep to myself, even on the internet. I won't go out of my way to talk to you and you'll probably find it hard to approach me. I'm really not all that threatening though, just introverted, insecure, and at times, socially awkward.
I have my own shares of issues just like anyone else. I sometimes care too much about what goes on around me, especially things that I have absolutely no control over. I get anxious easily, and I have depression. It's fun stuff.
My life moves slowly. If you ask me "what's up?" or "what's going on?", I'll almost always answer with "Not much" or "nothing really", because that's usually the case.
I hate small talk besides that, anyway.
You might find it hard to keep a conversation with me. I'm just shy, as implied before.
I'm in a relationship, and have been for over a year now. I am not going to change that, and I will not do anything that will ruin that.
I'm an aspiring model, but I definitely don't think I'm hot s**t. It's just something I'm trying to pursue and if it doesn't work out, oh well.
I have some college education, but no degree or anything. I'm still figuring out if I'm even college material.
I'm still trying to find out what I want to do with my life and who I want to be.
Don't worry about my age. I don't often feel as old as I am anyway. I apparently look way younger than I am as well.
I'm not a minor, however.
If I'm on Gaia, it's usually because I'm in a pissy mood. I often vent in DLS (Dirty Little Secrets). Sometimes I come on out of pure boredom, though. So it's not always a bad reason.
I play video games. I'm learning to play Yu-gi-Oh!, and I also been playing the Pokemon Trading Card Game as of recently. It's just for fun, mostly. My attention span isn't always lasting.
Despite that I am not that outgoing, I don't mind talking to people...just keep in mind of what I said before and it shouldn't be a problem.
I guess that's really all I can think of to say right now. I'm sure I'll end up changing this in a matter of months or so again.


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radiantrogue Report | 03/22/2012 6:30 pm
radiantrogue
So what's this super huge news?
NessuTheKnight Report | 11/30/2011 12:08 am
NessuTheKnight
nice avi!
Suspicious Liquid Report | 08/26/2011 5:06 pm
Suspicious Liquid
I like your username, and your avi.

And I'm sorry if this came through twice.
Suspicious Liquid Report | 08/26/2011 5:05 pm
Suspicious Liquid
I like your username, and your avi.
master kiler 5 Report | 08/02/2011 1:59 am
master kiler 5
hello there smile nice to meet you
Schlachtung Report | 07/25/2011 9:02 am
Schlachtung
Oops, seems like I already told you that before, sorry for sort of spamming your comments.
I just forgot I had told you before. And I just find you so beautiful that I kind of left you another comment.
Sorry again.
Schlachtung Report | 07/25/2011 9:00 am
Schlachtung
I was wondering where was your comment section but I found it.
You are beautiful, truly beautiful. Just thought I'd let you know.
Although I'm pretty sure many others before me have told you already.
Oh well, just wanted to tell you myself.
Schlachtung Report | 07/12/2011 7:56 pm
Schlachtung
You ma'am are beautiful.
Mel SweetPea Report | 05/09/2011 3:08 am
Mel SweetPea
You're welcome. biggrin
Mel SweetPea Report | 05/08/2011 6:00 am
Mel SweetPea
I like your profile and the way you made things straight to the point. Btw, I like your picture on your signature. You are very pretty.
 
 
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