~Just need to swallow this pill of sour and ill be better for tomorrow~
"The world keeps going even if we die...it wont stop or freeze...that's how little we matter in the cycle, and is only when you think about it that it affects you...Its much more greater than one self.. the world will always keep spinning after you kicked the bucket...it only matter how much of your bucket you used before it gets kicked"
And yet...i dont know what ill do when those I love lights Fade...
Its still me and me alone...
But here are people who matter to me:
[Nix],Standart Deviance,Rextrious,twilightreaperXLalein,Billy, Nocteur,Eyza Grey,Sir Wuffleton,Mekkiro JamieLad,wolfs pride,Qocks,Gloomers,Luze,xXCloverXx,Carnage,Abonai,hackersRlame,Curtneko,I-Iarlot,,JonMess,Jkh,pinky,Killer Penguins,Pandiecakes,Quin Archetype,Tigcat2,IDandee,Hitsumitsu,Teti,Cannae.Abelard, V3nixx...
~Aztec-Ishimura,-Depict- & Blazen Raven~
~Love and Miss them Always...~
Facts about me:
-Because i don't want to forget the existence,i document everything to prove i existed.I collect meaningful things and i will never part from them, youll have to claw them from my bear hands for me to let go,
-I keep a handwritten Will Testaments in case something ever happens to me and i update it as i see fit.
-I cannot be real about my emotions even in real life.It would drive myself to madness,just to think everything i do now is futile to an inevitable end.although at times is seems i am already in madness.
The. Best. Always. Gets. Taken. Away.
-I sometimes refuse to plan ahead because of the statement above. Plans are always changing and i don't like setting myself or others for disappointments.
-Ive learned to close my heart and thoughts at times, it doesn't make me ignorant, just make me human, ive been hurt and rejected. and yet i breath everyday. My son tells me "just don't take it personal" therefore i try my best comprehend it.
-Music helps me escape from reality.Its been my savior for past years and years to come.
-I only trust a handful of people, ive always tell them when in doubt ask and ill answer...it may not be what you want to hear,but i can assure you ill always be honest to you even if it isnt what you want to hear.
-i Donate to those i see fit, if you ask me and beg i will refuse and ignore.i am not friends with the measure of amounts you need, so Please do not beg for donations
-My Personal FB : http://www.facebook.com/faijifugde
zOMG and Dms:
+I was some of the lucky ones to get into zOMG first and was in the close beta group ZBetas. but real life came a knocking and i was forced to take a 2 year hiatus.
+I came back from my hiatus in march of 2012, and i started from the bottom to the top. (10cl),Now i can do just about anything. but my specialty is: HealTank/Kiter
+I am not a fun or clown tank at times, i tend to take my job seriously because i like to get things done in a timely manner. i dont like wasting peoples time or powerups , i know what it cost to get them. my regulars who crew with me know how i roll and i am and hope they are satify with our times and records c:
+Theres equipping items ill always wear that represents me. its the Love Warriors Halo,& OMG spirit pin it stand for the kills ive made with friends in Blood Lust. i would like for friends who understand this to wear it,but the pin was given to me by the only dmser i ever met in RL, it means alot to be in RL talking about dms and eating thai food at the same time.
+My record is 100 BL kills in under 6 months, if you ask how i did them. it wasn't easy and there were hardships,
but i had this goal, and this wasn't just for me. I achieve this goal with someone special in mind.Even now when i tank something fierce, I think of them always c:
+My Tuna was given to me by Devit (who forced me take it at 10.6cl xD), My First Form tanker was Ginnjii (he was a jerky even then) and My BL Cheery was taken by Dustin Ragequit (although Omni was suppose to tank. things went awry >>lll)
+All i have to craft is the Jacket and Blood Sword and i have done all the epics.
+In the past zOMG Bday i successfully tanked 3 Ufos. (2 with the help of a fellow tank)
(3rd to tank ufos)(2nd to successfully do it)(1st to tank 3 back to back)
+I have Completed my 200th BL on Jan 14th making it 3 months since i hit my 100th. So my DMS career so far is 9months with over 200 BLS defeated.
+Currently Loves Summoning LandShark in GB, join me in my hunts and i can teach you how to summon it too ^-^
+I discover the TRIGGER for the BB Landy and now can be enjoy by many, i am always looking for new challange so my next is summoning the Zurg.
+I am Always Modifying Sets from DPS to Tank. if you have any questions or like advise on Tank and GR sets, feel free to ask ^-^
+Always remember your most important buffs (Iron,Ghost,Rock,Keen,Teflon,Halo)
they are called scaling rings. which help DPs and tanks get through GRs and BLs faster and assure victory.
(Coy,Sphere,Dense,PotLid,Divnity) are NonScaling so arent that important to have leveled.
+I am looking foward for anyone to be able to take up the challenge and beat my records. i love seeing new Talent.
+Tanking Gr NF's are a great way to practice Aggro Whoring for anything. i use it to practice for future UFO tanking.
+This game of passion is not just about Talent Alone, but Attitude,
First impressions to me are what set you apart from everyone when i meet you, if you act stupid or have attitude, dont expect me to set you on my "Call Back" list
I am always looking for new regulars to mix with my old ones. i only choose the best of the best.
Dayafter Thoughts...My thoughts...i share with thee, take em or leave em. but know that i am who i am therefore i am me.
Status: In Peace or in Pieces