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I'm like a book that's never been opened, sitting on the shelf collecting dust particles as the other books get their pages shuffled, dirtied and used. My pages remain crisp and smelling sweet, my bindings untouched and perfect, and my secret story has yet to be read by human eyes; yet, I wait for that one person to pick me off the shelf and take me into their arms, giving me a purpose to exist, and become who I was meant to be.


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For those of you who actually read this, please know that I appreciate you taking time out of your life to read a small, very minute part of mine.
My story has yet to be completely written, but with every day, the pages exceed the day before and the book of life thickens in width, increasing in knowledge and experience. I'm still discovering who I am, and what my purpose in life is. I have somewhat of an idea, and I hope that's my destiny, for the future is clouded and only the best of the best can see through it's milky-atmosphere. I know my ambitions: I want to become an writer. I want to find love. I want to enjoy life. I never want to be alone.
Writing is not just a passion for me; it's a way of life. I write everyday. I write like anything could be put into words and explained with a kinder tone.

Finding a love for my own seems to be the life-long ambition for everybody. Some of us find our love early in life and some must find them later, much later. I honestly think that I have found my one, but I've seemed to have lost him. I've moved on, and I'm back in the game again; searching for that one boy who can make me feel like anything is possible and that can be there for me when I need him. Love is fruitful, but when you have nobody to unleash it upon, it becomes sour, and nothing is worse than introverted loneliness.

Enjoying life seems to be a laid-back procedure. My life is going well and all I have to do is lay back and let the pieces fall into place. I know that I have to work for things that I want, and I'm prepared to do that, but life seems oh-so-easy when you have best friends that love you for who you are and people that are there to support you when you need help. I thank everyone for their help, and know that I'll never forget it. Everything that has happened to me has helped me develop in some way or another and made me the person I am today.

Being alone seems to be one of the greatest fears to me. I can't even imagine being truly alone; divided from the rest of the world. I constantly have to be in touch with people that I care about and people that I can relate to. The exact moment that I start to feel alone, depression sets in instantly and I feel as if living is useless. It's such a silly thing to dread about, I'm sure, but it's a deep fear I have (autophobia). If there's nobody there to help me, I would more than likely die from singularity.


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Zayfell

Report | 03/31/2013 7:38 am

Zayfell

I know it's been a while, but I thought I'd stop in to wish you a happy birthday.
Hope you're well, and having a lovely day c:
slug tears

Report | 12/20/2010 12:52 pm

slug tears

hihi C:
we haven`t talked in a while.
i used to be ibocchan, if that`s who you used to know me as ;0
slug tears

Report | 10/30/2010 8:30 am

slug tears

-poke-
AIuma

Report | 07/11/2010 11:19 am

AIuma

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING FRIEND!!!!
Zayfell

Report | 04/08/2010 12:20 pm

Zayfell

Aww, happy belated birthday, baby boy *huggles* I hope all's well.
<3
ohh the wonderful

Report | 04/04/2010 3:46 pm

ohh the wonderful

PLEASE DONT READ THIS. YOU WILL GET KISSED ON THE NEAREST POSSIBLE FRIDAY BY THE LOVE OF YOUR LIFE. TOMORROW WILL BE THE BEST DAY OF YOUR LIFE. HOWEVER IF YOU DONT POST THIS COMMENT TO AT LEAST 3 PROFILES YOU WILL DIE WITHIN 2 DAYS. NOW UV STARTED READIN DIS DUNT STOP THIS IS SO SCARY. SEND THIS OVER TO 5 PROFILES IN 143 MINUTES WHEN UR DONE PRESS F6 AND UR CRUSHES NAME WILL APPEAR ON THE SCREEN IN BIG LETTERS. THIS IS SO SCARY BECAUSE IT ACTUALLY WORKs
xHalf Princex

Report | 03/31/2010 3:39 pm

xHalf Princex

Happy Birthday~
;D
TOBI IS A GOOD B0I

Report | 03/31/2010 2:16 pm

TOBI IS A GOOD B0I

XD YW *gives you a giant lolipop*
dere u go biggrin
TOBI IS A GOOD B0I

Report | 03/31/2010 2:09 pm

TOBI IS A GOOD B0I

*poke*
I SAID HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! > razz
Zakyria

Report | 03/31/2010 7:46 am

Zakyria

Happy birthday o:

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Forever is such a

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very, long time..