Lalalal, Look, I scroll down o:

    -Soft spoken

    Never has there been a time In my entire life, That I've felt such agony Pain, delusion, strife. Nor have I ever cared so much 'Bout anything or one, And take the burden upon myself To help someone be done. I'm learning what's important I know what I can't do, What I really care about Is the happiness of you. I can't make you as happy As I know you need to be, Your happiness seems so natural When you're not with me. I don't feel so upbeat When we are apart, Though knowing you are happy Gives pleasure to my heart. Giving you up is rough for me I care for you so much, I'll always miss your graciousness Your demeanor and your touch. I wish I could have done for you What you've done for me, I think that I can do it now Your freedom sets me free. The hurt that I feel deep inside Will never go away, I'll keep it locked inside myself And think of you each day. Tears are streaming down my face As I know what I must do, Today I give you back your life Not for me, but you. I will carry all the guilt The suffering and the sorrow, Knowing you've found what you've sought And you'll still be there tomorrow. I've held on till the very end Held on very tight, I pray you can forgive me For things I did not right. Should things not always go the way That you expect them to, Please always remember There's a friend out there for you. I still love you very much And will until I die, For you I'll do this one last thing I will say...Goodbye.
    If you are reading this. . . congratulations. You are alive. If, that is not a reason to smile then what is?

    This world doesn't make any sense to me anymore.
    The people I love let me down always.
    I don't trust easily.
    You know my name not my story so you have no idea how I feel so Shut the ******** Up.
    I am proud of my heart cause it was played,beaten & broken but it still works so far.
    My attempts to communicate are destroyed by my stupidity and saying too much.
    My mind doesn't shut up when i want to.
    I am a happy puppy. Or, i try very hard to give you that impression. c:
    I am an ugly girl living in a "pretty" world.
    Nothing is too great or too perfect about me.
    I have many flaws.
    In the end of the day. . .,I am just me. If, you don't like me then go away.
    Any criticisms? Not welcomed. If, you wanna know anything go ahead and ask.

    Sorry, I only scroll up now. c: