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Things i "think" about

Sup, guys. This is just where i put random a** thoughts and considerations whenever i feel the need to document something. You probably won't find anything good in here. Sorry.



Hi. i'm shelby.
And i'm not who i used to be.
and i'm not okay.

If you knew me back in the day, i had quite the reputation, and you know it. But i'm not the same anymore.
If you're just meeting me, well, i'm not sure what to tell you right now. i'm rediscovering myself; i don't even know what to tell myself.

You might hear things about me if you visit Towns frequently. i have good friends there, but i also have some "enemies."
i don't care what you believe.

i used to be kind of a c**t, but i'm learning that there is no reason for such a thing. "You can catch more flies with honey than vinegar," they say. Why anyone would want to catch flies in the first place is a mystery to me. In this case, the flies are actual people. The irony is not lost on me.

i am extremely inconsistent, forgetful, ignorant, impulsive, chaotic, excessive, mean-spirited, intoxicated, and misleading.
i have Borderline Personality Disorder
This won't mean much to most people, and to those that it does mean something to, well... what can i say? The stigma on BPD is overwhelming.
It's just like me to say that either you understand, or you don't.
i also experience Anti-social behaviors (though i find this page to be somewhat misleading.)
help me
Regardless, there is not much to be said about me other than my faults.

A few positive things (since i am told that considering these things is good for my well being)
-i have a decent vocabulary
-i dream big and have the drive to live big
-my complexion is immaculate; very good skin
-i'm fairly charismatic (online)
-i'm honest

This profile is likely to be updated/deleted randomly.
PLEASE do not try to add me. i am NOT accepting friend requests at this time, and will not be liable to do so soon. Do not pressure me about this. i have my reasons.

However, feel free to message me. i'm usually down to chat. Unless you're boring.

Don't be boring.

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Alirio Cervantes Report | 08/15/2014 8:37 am
Oh cool. Happy birthday, mang. XD
Alirio Cervantes Report | 08/14/2014 9:24 pm
Whaaat iiiiiiissss uuuuuuuuuuuuuup maaaaaaaaannnnng.
Alirio Cervantes Report | 08/14/2014 5:19 pm
... Boo.
Hovahkiin Dragonwhore Report | 06/06/2014 6:53 am
Vicky Lizbeth Report | 05/17/2014 12:44 am
its always a good thing to see you in towns
Belladonna the Demon Report | 05/12/2014 1:03 pm
Beautiful avatar and art~!
Bearorist Report | 05/12/2014 3:50 am
Okay I'll call the house around 5 or 6 when food will getting ready.
Bearorist Report | 05/12/2014 3:38 am
I already told you before I went to bed.
Bearorist Report | 05/12/2014 3:32 am
If I bring you food*, as in if you don't want to eat it fresh and instead want me to grab some and bring it to you.
Bearorist Report | 05/12/2014 3:31 am
We're goin all out with a cookout today. You're free to stop over. Are you gonna be able to sleep then wake up for 24?

But yeah, we got a brisket, I'm making baked beans, chipoltes, and some salad, Jackson and Bizzle are making naan, baked ziti, and baguette, and Stephanie made Mac salad. If I bring you good, what do you want? I'll try to save you some burnt ends if you want, but they usually go quick.

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