You know what? I used to let people control how I felt and lived but no more. My name is Russell and I'm from Tennessee, 6'2" 240 pounds and trying to drop some weight. I am a sweet, caring guy, with a good heart that has been taken advantage of alot of times. I am making an effort to change my life for the better and if you're just here to try and crush me keep on going.I'm searching for who I am again so I can't tell you much about what I like right now because I'm not even sure anymore.