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Birthday: 11/25



Hi, I'm Aurora. I'm 22 and a lesbian residing in Arizona Hell, who really loves and collects Hello Kitty. emotion_yatta

"it's sad how we have to teach people to endure hate, rather than teaching people not to give hate." Erica 1/31/2017 8:35PM

To my friends:
I'm currently in cosmetology school right now for aesthetician training. I'm sorry that I won't be able to be on as much anymore! I love you guys. If you wanna get a hold of me you can PM me and I will try to reply when I can, or add me on skype (telling me who you are) @ aurorabletheadorable

I married Adrien Ludovic Gilles here on Gaia August 27th, 2016. I've grown grossly attached to her, and I'm buying my time until she gets sick of me. I love her as much as she hates me. Somehow this has worked out thus far.

I have a love/hate relationship with VVednesdays. She drives me crazy... and I drive her crazy... but for some reason, it hurts too much to let go, so we don't. We got sick of each other a long time ago, I guess it just doesn't matter at this point lol

You'll probably see me mostly in the Chatterbox, the Gaia Exchange, and lately even the GCD. I collect lots and lots of avatar art. I love all my friends, I don't know where I'd be without their support. I like cute things, books/reading, anime/manga, sweets/yummy food, makeup, computers/web design, butts, photography, and traveling, although I haven't been to many places (especially lately). I abuse emotes on here and I apologize. lol
This is what I look like irl.
crush thing I guess
Please don't add me if I don't know you.
I'm open to PM's and comments though if you wanna strike up a conversation wink
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My Names Not James Report | 04/24/2017 12:21 am
His little like your daddy?
Anyway, thanks for the gloves you threw away, they are nice!
Drowsy Wine v2 Report | 04/16/2017 6:22 pm
        I won't be online much since I'm in the process of changing school/major, but I love you, please do continue to give me updates about your life darling emotion_bigheart
Schedel Report | 04/09/2017 5:03 am
I've really tried the opposite,
responsibilities like school took priority.
I only smoked weed once during school hours.
And hard drugs meh, I would let people talk me into that.
but only at someones home.

but yes it is ******** yourself,
I know the missing out mentality and I consider it pretty destructive when it comes to drugs.

It is hard to be hopeful,
but at the same time I have some image of how things could be,
and I just hope that with time things will be better.
Yeah that's bad, having just that one goal.
She really needs more than that or she could get really depressed.
Schedel Report | 04/09/2017 4:33 am
Yeah exactly, I'm always afraid of cancer too.
But goddamn.
I can't let this addiction be a part of my life forever.
I feel like this will doom me.

Exactly, all that, you said it very well.
Sometimes you surprise me with your ability to say exactly how I feel too.
It is miserable and sad!
I feel like there is no happy medium,
we can't ever be enough, and being alone is even more horrible!

especially because I feel like my youth and teenage years were so wasted.
but idk, this is just the path we're on, being 16 doesn't change that we are going to end up where we are now.

Sometimes I feel like I'll just spend my life, trying to fix my life.
wtf is up with that.
Schedel Report | 04/09/2017 4:03 am
Yeah smoking weed, meh
I think this addiction might just be one of the biggest regrets of my life.
I want to quit, but at the same time I'm not motivated to quit and always fall back.
I spend so much money on it, it's ridiculous.

Yeah alright, I know what you mean.
Society has never been very kind to me anyway.
But still, we're brought up in a way with expectations and s**t.

You know, I don't consider myself a bad person, I actually like myself as a person.
But I've been let down so much, and let myself down so much.
There's just no living up to the standards that people expect of me, and that's ******** scary,
I mean I'm 26, but most of the things you list are true for me too.
I also still have acne, masturbate too much, eating disorder, communication skills, shower once a week, blablabla
I live on my own and have some IRL friends but alright.
I can barely even do that, I mean my house is a mess all the time, and I don't take care of my self very well.

It's amazing I still like myself, or rather managed to learn to appreciate myself.
It's just that I'm in a mess of a life.
It's meeting nobody's standards, not society's, not mine actually, but I have no idea how to change.
I want to move forward and I am moving forward,
but there are always so many more steps to make, this time it's my gender, but I feel like I'll never be done.
Schedel Report | 04/09/2017 3:30 am
Right right.
Yeah it does work well as a defense mechanism against bad stuff.
At some point you really have to stop caring.
But it's ok to care sometimes, and just embrace to fact that s**t is ******** up and unfair.

Yeah it does,
but it wasn't always this bad though,
but my depression and drug habits made it worse.

I know, but society wants you to be in that race though,
and preferably first place.

I know we can talk.
But it's hard, I want to be alone a lot lately.
More than ever before, and it's not healthy, but I just can't deal with people or conversations sometimes.
The thing is, it's hard to focus on people, I get lost in my thoughts of the future or whatever.
And I want people I care about to have my full attention, so I just distance myself.
Schedel Report | 04/09/2017 2:43 am
I thought that too.
Nopenope not a phase, just a night person.

Ah right well I'm definitely in one too.
But we have to care Aurora.
Not caring is like suicide to me.
I'll waste away by not caring.

I mean I'm already not caring about food, friends, taking care of myself.
I need to start caring again. crying
Schedel Report | 04/09/2017 2:21 am
Ah right that's not so bad.
I'm usually awake till 2 or 3 too.

Yeah exactly.
And that's scary you know.
I'm afraid my life isn't actually moving forward.
And that this is it, this is just how things will be.
Schedel Report | 04/09/2017 2:11 am
We did. c:
It must be quite late there.
You insomniac. xD

Not well tbh.
And I don't know how to change.
Schedel Report | 04/09/2017 2:06 am
Well I suppose we should talk then,
have nothing better to do together.


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His little girI
Adrien Ludovic Gilles
Drowsy Wine v2

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So nice of you to come by!
xIf you haven't already,
xxyou should give my
King of the Underworld
a visit. I'm sure he'd love
xxto meet you, as well!