I hate myself...And love myself..

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Registered: 06/03/2007

Gender: Male

 

Love and Care

I feel no better after loving something than I do hating it. I fear that I am getting better and losing the insanity that once nourished me as a child. I feel like escaping from becoming what society deals normal but I also feel that, In a weird way, I will always be insane. Even if I become normal. A part of me will be laying in wait to devour and destroy everything in my wake.

I'm loving this...And I'm caring for this.

Let the rain wash over my past and may I build my castle to live in and suffer on my own.

I don't remember writing these..

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The warmth never lasts

Emotional thought, for me. Is like fielding through a vast desert in an attempt to find one sliver of ice.

Talk to me..

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Reaper187666 Report | 03/07/2013 9:03 pm
I couldn't sleep and I was bored.. So I decided to comment on your profile saying hello. So hello.
Death By Brownies Report | 01/02/2013 7:36 pm
yeh
stare
Death By Brownies Report | 01/02/2013 6:56 pm
that ******** was cheating on me scream
cemeterywitch Report | 12/16/2012 3:06 pm
I figured it out :3
cemeterywitch Report | 12/16/2012 2:47 pm
My phone wont let me pm :
ShainiesLove_II Report | 12/16/2012 1:29 am
That's how the kid who showed me it found it.
Good luck.
It's really good.
ShainiesLove_II Report | 12/16/2012 12:38 am
I enjoyed that one particularly a lot, because after my friend and I had played it, we went and played it with another friend of mine.
She almost pissed herself she was so scared. I laughed so hard.
ShainiesLove_II Report | 12/15/2012 11:49 pm
An "ImScared" fan. heart

Nice to see you~
rabidpandaren Report | 12/15/2012 1:28 pm
Your status update made me smile and giggle to myself. whee heart
NF_Roxel Report | 12/12/2012 11:25 pm
panda > w< eheheh... ok ok
a hellish panda..
but its still cute 4laugh

Pain comes in many flavors.



ABANDON THREAD

Such sweet music..

 
 

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