I am sorry dear. I am sure it has been hard.
What in particular is bothering you? Is it the baby stuff? :c
Yeah, sometimes I go into work looking like a ******** fool, and I try to cover it up with make-up
but my eyes are so puffy that I'm sure everyone can see anyway.
I never understood why my mother was so concerned with puffy eyes after crying until I got older. haha
I always thought so. Just dealing with people is hard for me, especially when they're assholes.
It's just like, you never know what someone is going through,
so why not try to be nice to them? Those days after Jason left I had to go to work and deal with them,
and sometimes I just wanted to scream "I WANTED TO KILL MYSELF YESTERDAY, CAN YOU TRY TO BE A LITTLE BETTER TO ME?"
Um, for conversion from youtube I use http://www.onlinevideoconverter.com/
it's pretty painless.
For actual music downloading a torrent, but that's pretty much for larger files.
If I'm just looking for one song, I just google "_______ free mp3", and there are a few sites I know I can trust.
Sometimes if I'm looking for just one album, but I can't find a torrent, like with my jrock music, I google "_______ rar", and there are normally zipped files.
But if you're not certain of yourself, you can get viruses that way, so I wouldn't recommend it unless you know what you're looking for.