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- 08/02/1991
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About
“Would you kindly” read my bio?A new beginning….
In which the Author believes it is time to update the profile…
In comparison with other writers on this site, I would like to believe I am unique, but the same can be said for many others out there, I’m attempting to live my life to the fullest as a jack of all trades!
“A man chooses, a slave obeys.”
I am what I am, most cannot accept this, most refuse to believe a person can change after so much grief and name calling, but like all in this small world… we learn from our mistakes, say we are sorry if we truly mean it and move on with our lives, because baby… we only live once.
“We all make choices, but in the end our choices make us.”
Life right now is still at a crawl, I am a struggling photographer and aspiring model, I hope to work with other models infront of the camera and behind to see both sides of the chaotic world that is fashion and overwhelming beauty.
“What is the difference between a man and a parasite? A man builds. A parasite asks 'Where is my share?' A man creates. A parasite says, 'What will the neighbors think?' A man invents. A parasite says, 'Watch out, or you might tread on the toes of God... '”
Religion has always been an on off situation with me… one moment I’m a Christian, next I’m an agnostic … but what I truly believe is in this world we are all under the same circumstances, we are all of the same whether you like it or not… why do I think this? Because we are all human, that is something none of us can deny, we are of the same flesh and blood and in a sense… Brothers and Sisters in this world of parasites.
“What can I do with this one, Aphrodite? She WON'T... STAY... STILL! I want to make them beautiful, but they always turn out WRONG! That one... too fat! This one... too tall! This one... too symmetrical! And now... what's this, Goddess? An intruder? He's ugly. Ugly! UGLY! UGLY!”
Some may think I’m beautiful.. pretty… some may think I am ugly, but in the end I am Truly Beautiful, why do I say this you ponder? Because I am human, my imperfections make me more perfect then most could ever fathom, On the 29th of April 2011, i shave my head and see the world through the eyes of others unfortunate, those with disabilities of physical nature, though shaving my hair off may not be the worst of things, through the eyes of those who seek beauty, it is their worst fear to awaken with no hair, but I stand beautiful, firm and brave, I walk the streets with my head held high and my head shown to the world, you may accuse me of being a Nazi, you can say I may have Cancer, you can say I lost it due to over dyeing… but I will say I took those clippers and took the hair by my own choice and I show the world that being vain… isn’t everything.
“Do you really believe you have memories of a family?”
My family mean the world to me and at the end of the day through all hardships I will continue to love them till the end of days, my mother Is what I would call my lifeline, I’ve already cried over losing her and yet she is still around, I would give up a lot for her as well as my younger sister, who I would give my life for if need be.
“"I like nonsense, it wakes up the brain cells. Fantasy is a necessary ingredient in living, It's a way of looking at life through the wrong end of a telescope. Which is what I do, And that enables you to laugh at life's realities."”
At the mere age of 11 I was sent to carol Kendrick unit and over the years of physiological therapy and “exams” I was finally diagnosed with asperges syndrome. This in no way means I am unable to speak for myself as the above proves, on paper or computer I speak more then able, in real I can be boisterous and outrageous but in the end I am me and special in my own unique way, a way I have had to put up with, some say I use it as an excuse, that I’m making fun of those who truly have it, but in fact I have more then enough proof to prove from council, government and therapist reports that I truly am what I say I am… at first I saw it as a disease, something I didn’t want, but in the end I’ve learnt to just embrace it. I act without thought on many occasions, I speak without thinking, I act without knowing… but in the end you’ll find no love like mine, but also no anger like mine either, in the past I have been evil and mean with things I have said when angry, but I now look forward, I apologize to the past and I step into a new life.
I'm also a model! My page link is in my siggy!
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╚══`.¸. Reyvon Jones
"Let love rule thy heart, logic rule thy mind and faith rule your soul."
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