Welcome, name's gosmos88. I tend to keep to myself from time to time, but that does not mean I can't hold up a good conversation. I like movies (especially old ones), games (mostly JRPGs) and works of art. I am a talented writer and very creative, though I hardly write my ideas down. I'm good at RPs (Not running them) just as long as I'm given enough to time to post. As a college student, duty always calls, but I still do what I can to enjoy the finer things in life.
sweatdrop sometimes that is the way the world turns. I am sure one day that other person will manage to forgive you and you will forgive yourself.
My advice to you is, make yourself happy before you can even try to make someone else happy. If you are not truly happy w/ yourself, its almost guaranteed your relationship will not work out.
I wish the best for you and if you want to talk I want you to know that I am always here. ^_^ PM me or comment me for anything. heartheart
Sometimes its hard to make a big decision like that. Hearing your situation reminds me of when I was in the same boat as you. No matter who you chose, you would sometimes think "what if" about that person you didn't choose. sometimes I still do.
What do you want the next step to be?? are you going to try and work things out with the person who is talking to you, or do you really want to try and get a hold of the other person?
Really, the only person who can choose what to do is you. It really sucks and yes people will get hurt, but its not fair to drag them along.