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We all love you. Very much. 1/9/14 Australia -1/8/14 America
1.22.14 I love you my angel <3
So sorry you f*****t.
My beautiful girl c:
Bye Devin..I love you.
Frankly I don't give a damn what you say. I do love her. Very much. More than you ever will know. You know why? Because I actually give a damn about people. She's the nicest person I've ever met. You wouldn't know because you won't give a chance to understand. Take a walk in our shoes. You won't be able to handle it.Trust me.
Many of you guys knew him.He was important to so many of us.Spencer. He was a great guy.Always cared about everyone.But not himself. Since he was born he's been hurt,rejected,hated..and all he did was love. He saved so many lives. But still people hated him.For no reason. He never did anything wrong. He turned to a life of sex,drugs,and alcohol (only things that made him feel loved...). Because people don't understand being nice anymore. He donated over a million dollars to people. People that were always mean to him. His father hated him.His mother hated him. The only person that did love him was my mom. But he loved her so she had to go away right? She's no longer here.Hasn't been for a very very long time. I was barely alive at that time. I watched my own mother die because of all the hate in the world. He found true love.Scarlett. They had a kid together. Leland. But she kidnapped and never found.She's seven years old now. Scarlett killed herself not too long after that. No one saw Spencer for a long time until Ashley came back. Marriage,kids,she cheated,divorce,suicide. Karma. Love,coma, turned gay,suicide.Gage.Cheater.Andrew.Abusive. Gabe.Ran away. He never had a good life. Not in the beginning or end. As time went by the ones he loved were lost. He drank more and more each time. Until he was fed up and turned. His ex beat him. Causing him to have internal damage. On top of the drinking,his kidneys failed. His body rejected all of the transplants. But really his body didn't..he did. He gave up after all the abuse. You see. Because of these little words you say without thinking..really hurt. The only family I had left. Gave up.Because he felt unimportant.Hated. He felt like he was s**t. And If you don't believe me I'll give you his quotes from the journals he had to keep. He never knew that two people could really hold him back for so long. Kasey and Mike. I thank you for keeping him alive long enough so I could see him again. You guys meant more than you know to him. He loves you guys.
People We All Miss
Rip Uncle Max
Devin was my best guy friend,my ex,my puppy,my little brother, my dumb a**, he was a great guy,way better than me. He made one mistake and everyone teased him about it. It ruined his life. Thanks Noah. For hurting him this much. On top of abuse from his parents and being bullied, he just felt like nothing We all have those days. Well his "days" were forever. He felt as if it would never get better. The mirror was broken and collected to never be fixed. I love you Devin. I wish we had more time. So I could tell you you're worth the fight.
Kasey Is my girlfriend. We met about two years ago. She hated me but I thought it was cute. She's so perfect to me. I love everything about her,no matter what. Her flaws are her so they're good. She took my heart and I never want it back. She's the best thing in my life. Not many people understand me but she does. She's beautiful inside and out. Sadly she can't see this anymore. But that's okay. Because that just means I get to call her beautiful even more. She brightens up the world. She's the sun that feeds the plant life. Shes the moon that creates righteous waves. When I think of her name I can't help but smile. I want to spend the rest of my life with her. But that's not long enough. I wish I could hold her forever and ever. I love her more than anyone will ever love. You're perfect in my eyes. Never let people get to you. I love you Kasey Lynn M.