She knew why I wanted to kiss her. Because she
was beautiful. And before that, because she was
kind. And before that, because she was Lovely.
Because I could imagine taking a long trip with her
without ever getting bored. Because whenever I saw
something new and interesting, or new and
ridiculous, I always wondered what she'd have to
say about it. How many stars she'd give it and why.
She scare me a little. I wish for her, I always do. Her
name is on my mind at 3am, and thoughts of her
circle my mind throughout the day, only hoping that
I'm in her mind too. I hope that she will Love me for
the way I will never leave her. And I will Love her
for the thousand secret ways she will make me stay.

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Do you want the truth or something beautiful?
I'm not a complicated person,well maybe a bit,I'm selectively social. I just want to run away with you, rob a bank, fall in Love and eat ice cream in Paris. I am not a graceful person. I Love being alone, and still learning how much i like it. I am not a Sunday morning or a Friday sunset. I am a Tuesday 2am, I am gunshots muffled by a few city blocks, I am a broken window during February. My bones crack on a nightly basis. I fall from elegance with a dull thud, and I apologize for my awkward sadness. I sometimes believe that I don't belong around people, that I belong to all leap days that didn't happen. The way light and darkness mix under my skin has become a storm. You don't see lightning, but you hear the echoes. I have become far, far, far too talented at silent weeping. Sometimes I worry my heart is bursting at the seams with Love I am willing to give, the Love I had bundled inside of me during that harsh winter. Ready to present to you, but instead I smothered it back down unexpectedly, so now it is oozing from my cracks because there is no place to direct it. I am tired of always falling back to nostalgia, the parts just out of reach, the fond memories of what was lost along the way. Where are there affectionate sentiments and the dizzy fallings, the location for the unyielding kindness growing. I just want to say hello. You are a beautiful soul. You deserve to be treated as such.I'm scared as hell to want you. But, here I am wanting you anyway. I had nothing to offer you except my own confusion.
P.S.
I Love Reese's ,vanilla ice cream, cookies, setting sun, origami, coffee, marshmallows, pandas, cats, music, books, cooking shows, black and brown, doughnuts, cake, pizza, apple pie, long walks, mimes, smoking and drinking, road trips.
And yeah, I'm a she smilies/icon_eek.gif I'm from Philippines.



thanks for the lovely pixel art RianneRianne

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RianneRianneee Report | 06/01/2015 9:27 am
i love you ching~ and im sorry that im leaving gai,but dont worry i might go on after a few years again like before heart
Shanazoned Report | 05/31/2015 10:49 pm
IKAAAW??

WALANG LOVELIFEEEEEEEEEE? WEHHH emotion_awesome
Shanazoned Report | 05/31/2015 9:53 pm
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA LANDEEEEEEEEEEE
Shanazoned Report | 05/30/2015 7:50 am
What reason is it
Shanazoned Report | 05/30/2015 7:44 am
Goldfish.
Shanazoned Report | 05/30/2015 7:39 am
I NEVER ASKED
YOU JUST TOLD ME THAT

WTF CHING
Shanazoned Report | 05/30/2015 7:31 am
YOU ALWAYS TELL ME THAT YOU DON'T LOVE YOUR PARTNER AND STUFF emotion_donotwant
Shanazoned Report | 05/30/2015 7:22 am
CAUSE U DONT TAKE RELATIONSHIPS SERIOUSLY emotion_donotwant
Shanazoned Report | 05/30/2015 7:06 am
RUUUUUDE!
rofl

anw, how's you and yo lovelife emotion_awesome
Shanazoned Report | 05/30/2015 7:01 am
Yeah im used to crying bc of guys rofl
Ohh thanks ching!
Wow since when did u become nice to me

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