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.And there's no sign of a parachute.





Never Was a Cornflake Girl

You get to a certain point in life where you're not sure where you stand in the runaround of things. Every thing the world has to throw at you is coming down on you all at once, causing you to keep tumbling and tumbling in a cycle of your own self-pity and misery until finally you hit rock bottom. You have a choice whether or not to pick yourself back up. You'll give yourself a reason not to keep going, to stay down, but then someone is there to pick you up. Something, or someone, is there with you, and a conscious feeling of understanding will flow through your heart and soul if you allow it. You have to have a desire. That's when you finally realize things have to change. You have to change yourself and your own self-destructive ways before you kill yourself from it.

I began healing myself soon after a demonic attack on my life, and God was there with me to help me through. I think that was my rock bottom. I'm not sure why it happened, but it happened, and it woke me up. It made me realize some things about myself. Then I started to discover Tori Amos. When I listen to her music, I'm put into this place of happiness and understanding, and after a session of Little Earthquakes or Boys for Pele, I feel like I can face the world. I started understanding that maybe, just maybe, I'm not everybody else's girl after all - I'm my own, and I should learn to love myself for it. I should learn to accept and love things for what they are.

I'll let you get to know me a little better. I'm what you would describe as an afternoon drive around the city with the family while listening to a calming, upbeat piano segment while eating Ben & Jerry's many flavored ice cream watching the sun set.

I'm a very open minded person and I accept the Lord Jesus Christ as my savior. I love animals, especially cats, and I love all 20 of my cats and my dog Zoid, even my recently deceased puppy, Molly. I enjoy music of many variations, from Avenged Sevenfold to Tori Amos to Enigma to Joni Mitchell. I'll try anything except rap/hip-hop.

I'm a webdesigner currently working on my portfolio entitled Daisy Dead Petals and a musical project site for the one-woman band Nasrath. I am also working to eventually be able to apply for an online art school to major in web design and receive a minor in graphics design, which requires a Bachelor's Degree, in other words, four years of college. I'm trying to do my best in school and earn as many scholarships that I can, and I'm also receiving help from my teachers to earn money for college.

There's not a whole lot more I can say about me, other than I love anime and manga. I also love [scrubs]. My character obsessions are Genkai (Yu Yu Hakusho) and Dr. Cox ( [scrubs] ). My main obsessions are Genkai, Dr. Cox, and Tori Amos, respectively.

That's about it from me.





.In this chapel, little chapel of love.











.Can't we get a little grace and some elegance?.


.My Life's Soundtrack.

If my life was a movie, this would be the soundtrack. (Shuffled my playlist and played the next song for the next question.)

Opening Credits: When I'm Gone - 3 Doors Down (Interesting.)

Waking Up: Running Up That Hill - Within Temptation (Makes perfect sense.)

First Day At School: Monophobia - Moi dix Moi (...okay.)

Falling In Love: Precious Things (Rabbit In The Moon Remix) - Tori Amos

Fight Song: Cornflake Girl - Tori Amos (ROTFLMFAO.)

Breaking Up: Life of My Own - 3 Doors Down (Haha.)

Prom: Good Ol' Boys - Waylon Jennings (Trust me - I can see this happening.)

Life's OK: Dominant - Emilie Autumn

Mental Breakdown: No More Sorrow - Linkin Park (Alright...)

Driving: That Guy - Tori Amos (I just hit that guy!)

Flashback: Running Up That Hill - Placebo (Fits.)

Getting Back Together: Die Another Day (Deepsky Remix) - Madonna

Wedding: Whisper - Evanescence (Not Marry Me? Aww...)

Birth of Child: I Don't Care - Apocalyptica (God, I'm horrible. o.o)

Final Battle: Never Too Late - Three Days Grace

Death Scene: Anywhere But Here - New Anthem (Well, it's true.)

Funeral Song: Every Rose Has It's Thorn - Poison (Odd, but okay.)

End Credits: Opheliac - Emilie Autumn (I'm chill with this.)


.No, we scream in cathedrals, "Why can't it be beautiful?".


.Friend's Songs.

Here is what songs would best represent my friends by shuffling my music player.


Roger: Sweet Child o' Mine - Guns n' Roses (ROTFL.)

Denys: My Heart Will Go On - Celine Dion (Why a sad song?!)

Christy: Tourette's - Nirvana (ROTFLMFAO!!! THE FUNNIEST THING EVER! XD Sorry Lulu...)

Jessica: Whisper (Version 3) - Evanescence (Well, at least you got the choir. smilies/icon_biggrin.gif)

Amanda: Best Safety Lies in Fear - Emilie Autumn (LOL.)

Brittany: Vermillion, Pt. 1 - Slipknot (...sure.)

Jordana: Everywhere - Michelle Branch

Rajah: Bohemian Rhapsody - Emilie Autumn (AWESOME. <3)

Amber: Wake - Linkin Park (Okay, sure.)

Markie: My Little Phoenix - Tarja Turunen (...whatever.)

Becca: Zero - Smashing Pumpkins (HEY! Dsmilies/icon_smile.gif


.Why does there gotta be a sacrifice?.



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x_Koizora

Report | 11/14/2009 3:25 pm

x_Koizora

Happy birthday!!! ^__^ Hope you have a good day!
Turquoise Decaydance

Report | 11/14/2009 10:16 am

Turquoise Decaydance

Happy Birthday!
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x_Koizora

Report | 10/09/2009 7:07 pm

x_Koizora

Ohmygosh, I looked at your website and it looks REALLY awesome!! ^___^ I like the layout alot. It's pretty and easy to look at; not blindening, but not too dark, either. Did you make the cursor yourself?
I'm really in love with Daisy Dead Petals!! :hearts: Your graphic designing skills improved ALOT. How did you learn to make such pretty graphics so fast?
x_Koizora

Report | 09/24/2009 6:16 pm

x_Koizora

How are you in Special Ed. AND AP? o_o I've never heard of that. That's kinda odd, lol. =D My councilor said that if we DID have AP courses, I'd definately be in Honors English. So it makes me feel good about that. X3

It is just a high school. If you add up the elementary and the middle school it MAY be alittle over 450 or so, but that's it. Congrats on being a Bronze school! :3

Lol, I wish history fascinated me. It bores me so much. I'd much rather Math, honestly. XD At least it makes me think. History puts me to sleep. >_<

Awesome. I don't listen to Paramore so much. I only know 'That's What You Get' and 'CrushCrushCrush'.

I'm good, thank you. And why do you have only 5 classes? o___o I have 7!!

1. Biology II
2. Economics
3. Trigonometry
4. World History
5. Alg II (I made a C in the first semester, so I'm retaking it. >///< wink
6. English III
7. Environmental Science

I tried to take Pre-Calc, but they wouldn't let me. They said taking Trig and Pre-Calculus at the sametime would be too hard, and that I should take it next year. Makes me think that they think I'm stupid... xD
But hopefully my GPA will go up by retaking Alg. II... if I don't make a C again... xD
I've basically taken all of the courses required, so next year I can just retake any courses I don't like the grade of. I just need my Englishes and I'll be good! What about you?
x_Koizora

Report | 09/18/2009 7:21 pm

x_Koizora

Wow. You're good in science, then? I just got plain Satisfactory in Biology, which is passing, so I'm okay with it. At least I didn't about fail it, like I did History... >///<

My school is pretty much below average, lol. By like, 200. Well, we have ALITTLE ethnic diversity... But we have hardly any Asians or Pacific Islanders... I'm the only one, that I know of... XD And if we DO have any, they don't attend my school!! Your school must not be so "puny" if you have AP courses... or your school is smarter than mine. T__T It has to be one of those, lol.....

Then you better start working, woman!!! I'm working really hard this year, too. AP courses shouldn't be so bad for you, since that should be pretty much like an average class for average people.... right? XD

Well, right now, I don't have a "hard class". I consider any History courses as hard (except World), because I'm CLEARLY not so good in them... xD; I hate history so much, lol. What about you?

By the way, what are you going to college for? I mean, what career are you trying to pursue?
x_Koizora

Report | 09/18/2009 1:38 pm

x_Koizora

NEVERMIND ABOUT THE LAST PART OF MY LAST COMMENT. xD lol~
x_Koizora

Report | 09/18/2009 1:37 pm

x_Koizora

Jesus, I almost failed the History exam!! My score was just about on the borderline of Satisfactory and Limited Knowledge.... That just shows how bad I am in that area, even though it's supposed to be easy.... Congrats on your good History score and making me feel bad!! xD Lol, just kidding~

My school is SUPER small. There are NEVER any new faces!! Sometimes I wish I could move to a school (and town!!) with more ethnic diversity... and AP courses!! XD I'm sure you'll get caught up. You're smart. biggrin

Yeah, it does suck, but I'll be okay. Are you sick? Why did you miss a week of school?
x_Koizora

Report | 09/17/2009 10:20 pm

x_Koizora

I'm sorry. =( I hope you get better soon!

Um, school is okay, I guess. I got my end-of-instruction exam scores back this week, and I scored advanced in English! XD Yay me~ But my school doesn't have honor classes, so I'm not in any AP courses... How is school for you?
x_Koizora

Report | 09/17/2009 9:12 pm

x_Koizora

Hello Kyouko! =) I'm good, thank you. And yourself?
Art Star_x

Report | 08/28/2009 2:22 pm

Art Star_x

KRUSTY KRABS.

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