I'm really moody. Almost bi-polar sometimes.
I hate society because I see the worst in people.
If you're a jerk to me, I'll most likely respond with concealed cynicism.
I don't know everything, but I'll act like I do.
Overall, I'm not a very pleasant person.
Of course, I just happen to be in a bad mood. When I'm in a good mood...
I'm super nice. It's ridiculous.
I give tons of compliments, and I'll listen to anything you have to say.
When I say I am asexual, it doesn't mean I'm confused. It means I have no sexual desire towards anyone of either gender. I'm revolted by the concept of sex. What I am confused about is my romanticism, or emotional attraction. I am unsure of whether I am ambiromantic or homoromantic; I 'fall in love' with both genders, but mostly girls. There is a specific girl that I absolutely adore
, but she's a complete lesbian and wants things that I can't give, so I keep my distance. My orientation is part of why I'm so bitter; I'm not exactly 'desirable', and it's miserable being this lonely.
While music is listed as one of my interests, it's a lot more to me than that. I know some people say that music is their life, and I don't know how accurate that is, but for me... To put it in perspective, I often burst into tears
while listening/singing to my favorite songs. They just hit me or something, and I get so overwhelmed with feelings about it that I can't hold it in. I don't know if that makes me really unstable, or it just shows how much I care? Either way, music isn't a hobby, it's... Unexplainable perfection.
Most of my tear-inducing songs are by Stabilo, such as:
~If It Was Up To Me (all-time favorite song)
~? (Yes, that's the song title)
~Don't Look In Their Eyes
See my interests if you care to know more.