i think this is the only place where i can say this because i think you will never open this ever again but i just wanted to say these things. i still love you after everything. but it really hurts me so much that you broke up with me just for reasons that left me hanging. you don't know how much i miss you so much that ever since you broke up with me, you are still always in my dreams and we are okay there. but by the time i wake up, i realize and slowly get used to you not there anymore. i say that it is unfair because i was getting the feeling that we were falling apart but i made sure that i could make things better between us by reminding you and myself the reasons i fell in love with you. and i did! and i fell even deeper for you even after all the misunderstandings, mistakes, fights and other things, i always have loved you even if i get annoyed, mad, pissed and all that. it was just unfair that you didn't do the same for me. if you did love me, you would have done the same. i wonder if you still miss me or even love me. but i don't want to hope anymore. i am healing. i hope that you are too. i thought you were that bestfriend i asked God for but maybe you were but in a different time. maybe someday if you still love me, our hearts may find a way. like that song only heaven knows. honestly, i am still waiting for you. even after a month, even after everything, even after so many years probably, i will wait. but don't make me wait forever. if you really want me back, i just want you to run to me or just show yourself to me with the willingness of being back with me. you were the best thing in my life before. you are the only one who moved and touched my heart this much. you will never be forgoten and i hope you will never forget about me. but for now, i will leave you alone to be with yourself and so you can be yourself and have fun in your life without me. i just wish maybe if another girl will ever come to your life, cherish her more. love her more and take good care of her and this time, don't let her go. if she is worth marrying, then marry her! and make her the happiest woman in the world. i know that she will be especially that you are really a great lover. and if fate isn't for me, my only wish is that i would find someone who would just run after me if i turn my back on the world. you are one lucky guy. you are getting what you want. sometimes i see that you are better off without me. but now, all i want to say is that, i am slowly forgiving you and i hope you forgive me too. and i wish you all the best in life. please don't brush me away if you hear anything about me or remember anything about me. i will be happy for you from a distance. take care in your life and just stay safe. i still love you. goodbye..
Hi! Yes, you did. Thank you for spelling it correctly! biggrin
Lol it's okay. XD I've had lots of stuff keep me busy too. More of it is in real life than on the internet unfortunately... sweatdrop
Really? eek I'm sorry you keep forgetting. sad My younger sister is like that too! She has two Gaia accounts because she couldn't remember her first username and password, and I don't think she remembers her second one now either. XD I have both of her accounts as my friends so the username isn't the problem. She always uses different passwords so she never remembers!
Yep! 3nodding I'd say you're both doing a great job of that! ^^
Thank you SOOO much for the birthday gift!! biggrin I love it!
Since you were 10? Wow! eek You must be a total pro at it!
Aww that is so sweet! whee Oh my gosh you two make me ship you both more and more everyday! mrgreen Which is lots more than many anime couples I've seen in my life.
I've seen pictures of those! They look really cool. Especially Ragnarok Valkyrie. biggrin By the way, your avatar looks great! I wish mine looked that cool when I first started out. XD
Awww, that's so sweet! The relationship you two have really is special and wonderful. Not many people have that anymore(or at least from what I've seen around here in America) so I'm glad you two do! And also, since it's the new year over there, Happy New Year to you!! mrgreen
Yeah, Gaia can get a little boring after about an hour if you have no one to talk to. XD What other online games have you been playing?
You're welcome, I really love talking with her! 4laugh She's such a sweet girl and wonderful friend, and I'm really glad she has such a nice boyfriend that is you! mrgreen