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Shedeem Report | 04/16/2014 6:30 am
THANK YOU heart I've been too tired for e mails but I'll try for you emotion_bigheart hope it will make sense
AliceLoathesWonderland Report | 04/15/2014 6:29 pm
You're right. the experience is worth it.
I would be happy with some casual companionship in the beginning.

Not having full mobility is lame but like you said there are others that have it way worse and i tell myself that all the time. It's one of the things that keeps me strong in the bad times.
Also the hope and the wanting for a better life. I want it so bad, so i'm not going to give up. no hell no wayyyy.

And thank you for the pixel gold, sweetie <3
AliceLoathesWonderland Report | 04/14/2014 10:41 pm
I need a man. So bad. But i am scared of dating and who wants to date a sickly person mad

it is okay, my hands and feet are getting better which means i can do s**t myself and soon i will be able to actually go for a walk.
my skin is iffy but it can take a few months for the injection to start working properly and even then it wont cure me. nothing will.
All in all things are looking ok. biggrin
AliceLoathesWonderland Report | 04/14/2014 3:41 pm
Lololol
Have fun <3
I am a lil envious xD
AliceLoathesWonderland Report | 04/13/2014 10:05 pm
lolol
that sounds like fun biggrin
except the moving too fast stuff.
AliceLoathesWonderland Report | 04/12/2014 6:26 pm
man candy? =o
OV8ION Report | 04/02/2014 10:35 pm
Is that a whiff of schadenfreude in the air?
AliceLoathesWonderland Report | 03/30/2014 7:53 pm
I would like to get off of most my medication oen day.
I take 7-10 different medications a day depending on what day of the week it is.
But life saving as it is, it is killing my liver i have recently learned
AliceLoathesWonderland Report | 03/30/2014 5:19 pm
Yes, maam.
My brain cant do it.
I have to take medication just to stop my brain from thinking so i can fall asleep
Guin - Aoiichi Report | 03/27/2014 9:30 am
THat Music video on your status ! It gave me nostalgia for Southern California !

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August 12, 2013
The first touch was wonderful. The honeymoon was amazing.
The marriage was blissful. But the divorce will be liberating.
So yeah, didn't really put this anywhere too public but if
you're wondering why I haven't posted in a while I'm in the process of quitting parts of Gaia. From now on I will simply log
on to use Gaia like a good whore on a quiet corner of the Internet. I'll post to participate in spam events, PM with people/friends, etc but
I don't feel like contributing meaningful discussions to a website that preys on users' addictions with obscene amounts of cash, expects
them to eat it and enjoy it, and has staff who are willing to provide the gullible with false logic and eye-roll worthy rationalizations.
If you know/stalk me really well you'll probably know what I've been doing with a lot of my gold/account worth to get rid of it.
BUT I do have a lot of gold, so if you are a GOOD friend of mine and you'd like something, let me know and I will see
what I can do smilies/icon_biggrin.gif I have around 300mil gold I was hoarding for no reason other than to hoard gold, so it will take me
a while to get rid of it, but I will probably reserve a good chunk of it to spend on friends. That doesn't mean you can ask me for million gold items
though. I'm getting rid of this gold SLOWLY because buying quality art with it is a slow process. But feel free to pipe up if you want some things
in the 1-200k range and you know that I like you! If I can't remember who you are then don't even bother asking though. I'm only giving stuff
away to friends. Does this update sound bitter? I've been aggravated by Gaia so I guess that's just how it is. You can suck it Gaia.
Don't worry my dislike isn't for the community, just the company. I love the community. I just can't support stupidity because it really annoys me.
Gaia might survive but the direction they are going is not something I can see myself enjoying.
Goodbye GCD and SF, sorry but I no longer want to care for Gaia.

Goodbye GCD and SF
July 30, 2013

Something we (and Gaia) need to take a page out of, old article but still relevant.

Silicon Valley Says Step Away From the Device
http://www.nytimes.com/2012/07/24/technology/silicon-valley-worries-about-addiction-to-devices.html
“It’s nothing less than everything,” he said, adding that if people can find time to occasionally disconnect, “we can have more intimate and
authentic relationships with ourselves and those we love in our communities.” Google, which owns YouTube, earns more ad revenue as people stay
online longer. But Mr. Fernandez, echoing others in Silicon Valley, said they were not in business to push people into destructive behavior.

“Consumers need to have an internal compass where they’re able to balance the capabilities that technology offers them for work, for search,
with the qualities of the lives they live offline,” he said.
“It’s about creating space, because otherwise we can be swept away by our technologies.”

Now I leave you with a favorite quote of mine. Yes, there is a philosophical meaning behind it.
I find it particularly deep.
"Existentialism means that no one else can take a bath for you." - Jean-Paul Sarte