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I'm a pretty cool guy, friendly, with alot of imagination. Just be nice and I'll treat you the same way, don't be afraid to approach me, if you wish to know more feel free to ask.

Name: Rob.
Age: 28
Sex: Male
Eyes: Brown
Height: 6'0
S. Orientation: Straight
From: Puerto Rico

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Jen-Til

Report | 05/17/2017 6:18 am

Jen-Til

I'm not jumping, I'm pushing someone over.
Morgue

Report | 05/15/2017 4:34 pm

Morgue

I wonder if you have the same lack of interest in things you once loved or still do love?
Morgue

Report | 05/15/2017 11:31 am

Morgue

That's how I feel myself at times. Like my life is meaningless & that I'm dull & boring because I lack confidence & motivation. Today, I've been in bed all day so far. I got really ripped drunk last night. I passed out at 7pm. Didn't get up til 7am. You're not pathetic. I'm pretty pathetic. Starving myself, getting hammered to deal with depression. My social life is pretty dead. My online friends don't talk to me much. Or when I want to talk to them, I feel like a bother. I try to put my best out there to be a really a loving & caring person. I'm pretty invisible myself. The only thing I have is hope. Hope that it will get better. Because I don't know what else to cling to. I have a great life, my brain is just screwed up. I Try to remind myself of that. Then I have dark days like yesterday where I black out drunk because I hate myself for many of little reasons.
Morgue

Report | 05/13/2017 4:32 pm

Morgue

There we both go. It does sap motivation & confidence. I hate to admit that, because it makes me look vulnerable. But it's true. Sometimes you don't even want to try, maybe you expect immediate failure? That's how I feel often. I yearn for close friends but I'm so boring, yet so weird too. So in isolation, I have too much time to stew in it all, to realize my life is not as perfect as I want it to be. Only because my mind is flawed. It's negative, deeply self punitive. That's how depression affects me. And it's corny to say it will get better. Nobody knows that for sure. We have no control as mortal beings. But it's more that people want to send you feelings of hope, even when you have none of your own. You never know how your existance affects another. And if we had empathy & kindness the world would be a lot better. It just has to be genuine & heartfelt when being said, you know?
Morgue

Report | 05/13/2017 1:10 pm

Morgue

This isn't something I tell many people, but I was recently diagnosed with bipolar depression. I still don't know exactly what it is even, because it's a recent diagnosis that stacks on other issues I have, like panic disorder, agoraphobia, & generalized anxiety. Sometimes I don't know what the ******** to do with myself, & then lack of motivation will swallow me until I get kinda wasted. And then I suddenly become productive. Then I'll sleep for 10 hours a day, sometimes more. That's how my depression gets me at least. How does it affect you in day to day living?
Morgue

Report | 05/12/2017 12:06 pm

Morgue

Oh, I'm married but we're polyamorous. I truly do have a great marriage, he's my soulmate. We just have a naughty side. Can I ask why your day seems so gloomy? I wish I could make everything happy for you somehow. I'm here to listen if you'd like. And yes, life is more bearable when wasted. I have terrible, terrible anxiety. That's why sometimes I'm shy about saying hello to you. I feel like I'm a bother & that I irritate you somehow.
Fvck Fairy

Report | 05/11/2017 8:13 pm

Fvck Fairy

Oh I see.
I've been listening to a lot of badflower, Volbeat, Ghost, Melanie Martinez, Paramore.
Fvck Fairy

Report | 05/11/2017 8:05 pm

Fvck Fairy

me either, you should try out their new song. c:
what doyou like?
Fvck Fairy

Report | 05/11/2017 8:02 pm

Fvck Fairy

oh serious question have you heard nickelbacks new song?
Fvck Fairy

Report | 05/11/2017 7:56 pm

Fvck Fairy

I'm Kat c:
Yes, it's erm.. metal for those who don't like metal ha!

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