Go ahead and listen to everyone who is telling you to move on and find someone else. If you do, then I will honestly be happy for you. A part of me wishes though, that I could keep you with me forever and never let you go. I'm afraid that you let me go, though, so holding on to you is pointless and too painful. I loved you so much. I will never ever forget the years that I have known you. You were my best friend, my love, and my life. You were the only person that I wouldn't mind spending all of forever with, even despite how much we disagree and fight, sometimes. It didn't matter to me because I always felt like you belonged to me, and I belonged to you. Nothing else mattered. I have always come back to you. I have always forgiven you of everything that you have done wrong. I trust you more than anyone else, even though you will never believe me, now. I'm crying so much now because I have never felt so empty. I feel like a huge part of me died and left me forever. And that part is you. I wish that you were here. I wish that I could see you and hold you, and kiss you, and have the rest of the world go away. I'd give anything for that. And now, I will have to spend a whole lifetime trying to imagine what that would have been like.
I feel so dead. There is no one else, for me. No one. I have been through enough people to know this. No one has ever made me so happy. No one has ever filled me with so much warmth and joy, and happiness. Even now, as I think of you, my heart melts even though it is broken at the same time. I wish that you would come back to me. All I need is one "I love you" to keep me happy. I feel so selfish. I don't want to imagine you with someone else. I don't want to think of you loving someone else, or being with someone else, or holding someone else. It just kills me inside, and that is all I've been doing for the past hour.
This is all so useless. I doubt that you will even read this. But if you do, just know that you really do mean the world to me. I know that I am always so lame and cheesy, and it sounds fake. You probably think that I am all fake, and desperate, and lame. But I don't care.
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i had it and didnt even know
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your ava reminds me of sabrina the witch
its a mystery