hmhmhm, about me, i've had this one article completely unchanged since the day i first put it up. so much has happened since that day. since then i've met a beautiful young woman who to this day still captivates and inspires me. i love her more than my own understanding allows. i bring her nothing but pain yet still she loves me. for aslong i've known her i've been a worry for her, she worries when i am hurt an dalways soothes my aching self weither physicaly, vocaly or mentaly, she heals my broken heart and keeps me from falling apart. she's met my family aswell as given me my own. my family has taken again and again, sh ewelcomes it, no matter how odd my family. our family has extended rather quickly, two new members, aswell as a family member i once thought lost to time. my heart no longer aches is solitude, yet still it aches for the pain i cuase her. when she reads this, she will want to know my reason for writing all of this. i tell you now its to get it out and admit that i love her will never want to leave her.