early am;04.25.14 ✖ ZeroDarkMatter: best husbando eva <3 #insta-married LOOOOOOL (rofl) (actually ask him lololol #confused)
early am;04.25.14 ✖ meeting and being with such good people surely brings out the good in me. it's been a while ;u; @SatansLittleSister0fD00m @ZeroDarkMatter
01:19;04.22.14 ✖ Chiroi: my confidence booster and reminder that my art is worth something ;u; more like 'worth a lot'
pm;04.22.14 ✖ crai help i need emotional and patience management blah blahs ;n;
01:39;04.22.14 ✖ oh my. it feels so heartwarming to see people use the drawings/doodles you do for them #feelssoloved
04.21.14 ✖ okay 'back'. back to finishing artsu too crai piled up nao dear customers thank you for being so patient ;u;
pm;04.21.14 ✖ while ym reg-ing, killing nf, me telling the crew to r4 and someone saying 'NO don't r2,3,4!' "sheesh why are you so afraid to die/daze? it's part of the process" oh yeah i love me. with @catalist dre15 @MY757 et. al.
04.16.14 ✖ will be away for the rest of the days in observance of the holy week.
20:19;04.16.14 ✖ Used to be DRUNK: my reality check and (external) reason (HAHA i needed an external brain for proper reasoning wow) #labeling #realization kinda
pm;04.15.14 ✖ first time bl tanking = fail. dammit with all the time and powerups wasted. forever gratitude to those who were patient enough with me. screw to the judgemental/degrading 'pros'. i'll be great too someday you dunces.
02:22;04.15.14 ✖ for the first time in my gaia life i felt envious of such a pretty avi @Chiroi i'm so so sorry @MomSam //removes your avi from my profile
to mom: my envy is something good so don't nid it; it means i find much beauty so huehue
02:16;04.15.14 ✖ eh? i'm still in it... ? "i 'still belong'?" sigh so confused
04.14.14 ✖ ❝ everything is good... was so good... while it lasted... ❞ see 02:16;04.15.14
04.12.14 ✖ ❝ #taiheeeehh ❞ by tai
05:57;04.13.14 convo with **** ✖ "as if i'd get into 1 (bl crew). i don't have any connections anymore." see 02:16;04.15.14
13:42;04.12.14 ✖ idek if they are already flirting with me. or i might be entertaining this idiotic situation myself... crai. help pls... ;A;
22:33;04.11.14 ✖ "i'm a dare davil, did you not know? =)) i just can't go all out 'cause i'm scared for their well being haha"
04.10.14;22:02 ✖ "if there's one thing i should remember for today, it to not doubt myself... which is really rather hard OTL"
04.09.14;15:44 ✖ thanks for ye who appreciate and compliment and what not; it helps improve confidence and self trust etc. thanks really c":
04.08.14;13:09 ✖ ❝ the bitter, the better ❞ -w- green tea
04.07.14;13:02 ✖ ❝ brb getting a life ❞ okay not back; gotta go on trainings for employment. crai.
04.07.14;03:11 ✖ waiting...
04.06.14;20:32 ✖ kinda back. but 'busy' finishing commissions. < won't stop my addict-ness going online tho. huehue
04.05.14;08:03 ✖ ❝ My like/love for you is now nothing but an accumulating (ball of) hatred. I hope it eats you up (instead of me), which is rather impossible... But whatever. You could never even be bothered (more than ever). ❞
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