Earl of Lemongrab XIII

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Last Login: 04/22/2014 11:36 pm

Registered: 04/15/2008

Gender: Male

Location: Miami, Fl

Birthday: 05/01/1993

Occupation: Security Officer

The Song Of My People

 

About

My name is Keith, 20 years old , I live in Florida. Don't judge me just like I will never judge you, and most of all, don't take things so serious,hmm? I'm intelligent and quick thinking. Psychology is one of my favorite subjects.

I write lots of poetry too if your interested, I posted them throughout my profile but these are just a mere few....

If there's any questions about me that you would like to know then feel free to ask...


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Razor Kissed Wrists

With the razor kissed wrists
this is my bright red scream
as I press down harder blood begins to surface
I convince myself "you don't feel pain, forget it, it's worth it"
You convince yourself that there is no pain
I try to forget
it's just my sick little game
there's white ones, red ones, fresh ones too
I'm ashamed of what I do
As time goes by they get harder to hide
more and more skin with scars on the outside
Hide them with long sleeved shirts,
it covers them up but doesn't take away the hurt
It hurts the same when nobody knows;
it's just the way it goes
Cut to feel alive,
it's something I know is real
It's something I wish I could hide, something I didn't have to feel
When things get too bad it's first instinct to just cut away
Cut away, make some new scars to just get through the day
This time it got out of hand, cut too deep and can hardly stand
Losing way too much blood and I begin to fall
This will be my little secret, I won't say anything at all


- By Me

Death... Is Just The Beginning

[looks down]
So what if I'm a puppet...

Once upon a time....

...You were too!

Is Weakness
And Hatred
A Shapeless Enemy?

Now You Know Me

Can you look at me?
Now you see the real me?
Now you see the scars,
Now you see my arms,
Now you hear my thoughts,
Of death and all demise,
Of all that i despise,
Of the hurt that i have caused my family,
Of the people i have hurt,
Of all the snobby kids and throats i would like to slit,
Its sad i have to wonder,
What people think of me,
And if i die today,
What will the people see?
You my friend,
Are included in these people,
And i wonder very much,
Now you know me best,
Tell me what you want,
Can you look at me?
Or will i have to change?
You tell me,
Before its too late...

- By Me

Alone

Alone, Alone, how I'm always alone.
As if fate chose for me to be alone.
My mother hates me while my father uses me. No family here but myself.
Friends abandon me, even when they say otherwise.
Always lied too, Always used.

No one to care for, no one to love.
The only thing to look forward too is that I will die alone.
And in doing so, maybe I won't feel so alone...
because in the after life...no one is ever alone.


- By Keith Lehmann (Me)

Again

Darkness falls
who knows my pain
sitting here
alone again

it ends tonight
cant bear the pain
she broke my heart
my eyes now rain

what did i do
to cause this pain
what didnt i do
im going insane

I cut myself
I need the pain
makes me feel like
she's mine again

one day soon
I may cut too deep
and watch the blood
gather at my feet

why does my heart
feel the pain
when im alone
alone again
- By Me


Dark as day
Bright as night
For what you see
Is nothing in sight

As you walk
down the road
You suddenly feel
oh so cold

As you ponder
Of what could be
Death slowly crawls
Up to thee

If you knew
what was there
all you would think
was that it's just
"a nightmare"

dont be fooled
Dont be frightened

Death's service
is always priceless

Stand up tall
do not be afraid
we all expect this
soon one day

None live long
as other may think

Death sees to it
to end it that day

Dark as day
Bright as night
For what you see
Is nothing in sight

- By Me

Loveless



When the war of the beasts brings about the world's end
The goddess descends from the sky
Wings of light and dark spread afar
She guides us to bliss, her gift everlasting


Infinite in mystery is the gift of the goddess
We seek it thus, and take to the sky
Ripples form on the water's surface
The wandering soul knows no rest


There is no hate, only joy
For you are beloved by the goddess
Hero of the dawn, Healer of worlds

Dreams of the morrow hath the shattered soul
Pride is lost
Wings stripped away, the end is nigh


My friend, do you fly away now?
To a world that abhors you and I?
All that awaits you is a somber morrow
No matter where the winds may blow

My friend, your desire
Is the bringer of life, the gift of the goddess

Even if the morrow is barren of promises
Nothing shall forestall my return


My friend, the fates are cruel
There are no dreams, no honor remains
The arrow has left the bow of the goddess

My soul, corrupted by vengeance
Hath endured torment, to find the end of the journey
In my own salvation
And your eternal slumber

Legend shall speak
Of sacrifice at world's end
The wind sails over the water's surface
Quietly, but surely


Even if the morrow is barren of promises
Nothing shall forestall my return
To become the dew that quenches the land
To spare the sands, the seas, the skies
I offer thee this silent sacrifice



Lonely Days


Lonely days,
Lonely nights,
I wish her here all the time.

Is she far?
Or is she near?
Where can I find you, my dear?

I’ve searched high,
I’ve searched low,
But in this search,
I find no hope.

Where can she be?
Where is she hiding?
Is there no chance of our encounter?

I ponder the thought,
Of when we meet
And see that,
It makes me weep.
Not of sadness,
But of joy
And how long I wished it so.

But all dreams must end,
None come true,
For when I wake,
I open my eyes,
Only to see that,
You are not by my side.

Lonely days,
Lonely nights,
She isn’t here,
I must ask why,
But all I get,
Is no reply.

- By Me

A Night With You

This Night as Eternity
night falls upon the forest
the stars shine bright
revealing the haunted masks
of the dead souls taking flight

look beyond the windowsill
watch as they fly
aurora surrounding them
makes you want to cry

close your eyes
and go to sleep
i'll protect you
so don't weep

oh, beyond your smile
oh, sleep tonight
oh, the haunted mile
oh, the love filled tile

into the night sky they leave
bringing light unto the fern
they died because of love
and for love they will return

the world is brighter
now that you have appeared
now that i'm with you
my love has seared
into the dark i will never ride
and into my heart you will never hide

don't worry my dear
nothing will take you away
you have nothing to fear
for with me you will stay

sleep forever if you wish
i'll stay with you
my heart is your hearts dish
to feed and true

oh, beyond your smile
oh, sleep tonight
oh, the haunted mile
oh, the love filled tile

don't worry my love is true
i will always wait for you
nothing makes me want to leave
and i hope nothing makes you too

beyond this world there is so much more
to make you look more beautiful
though it is hard to imagine
but your beauty cannot be fulfilled

entwining are the trees
reaching together for unity
they wish they could have what we do
you have made me fall in love with you

close your eyes
and go to sleep
i'll protect you
so don't weep

the world is brighter
now that you have appeared
now that i'm with you my love has seared
into the dark i will never ride
and into my heart you will never hide

as i look into your eyes
i can feel myself falling into your heart
i want to stay crawling

the darkness unvails
your perfect face
behind the skin pale
is a heart that beats

the spirits dissappear
as i kiss your wine red lips
happiness devours me as time strips
slowing down
making the moment an eternity

oh, beyond your smile
oh, the reverie mile
oh, entwining lovers
oh, spirits discover

i just wish this night would never die
forever you and me take me with you everywhere
even into death for i'm in love with thee


-By Me

It is strange to think
I haven't seen you since a month.
I have seen the new moon,
but not you.

I have seen sunsets and sunrises,
but nothing of your beautiful face.
The pieces of my broken heart are so small
that they could be passed
through the eye of a needle.

I miss you like the sun misses the flower.
Like the sun misses the flower
in the depths of winter.
Instead of beauty to direct its light to
the heart hardens like the frozen world
your absence has banished me to.

With hope.
Hope guides me.
It is what gets me through the day
and especially the night.
The hope that after you are gone from my sight
It will not be the last time I look upon you.