hi, im chris....i miss the little domo emoticon that gaia removed because this is where i would put it if i could. dramallama
i have been on gaia since august 2007, however am forced to abandon both accounts i had before this one. sweatdrop
dont ask why i dont use those accounts because im not going to go into it. yes it sucks to go from millions to nothing. its not easy to have to start over. but hopefully with some help of others i can get back to where i was before. 3nodding
as a graphic designer i make banners for gaians if the trade sounds reasonable. i have helped out gaians with things as small as an item quest banner to as big as designing entire quest threads. just let me know if you are interested and i will show you my work. i dont care to put up a store so i suppose i am going to have to rely on word of mouth. whee
i am indeed a ninja ninja
and that is no joke. my lover makes fun of me for it because she doesnt believe me. but thats okay because i would prefer to keep her away from the horrifying world of the shinobi no mono. xp
im not quite sure which path in life i am going to follow. im an artist and a musician. i am playing with the ideas of tattooing, touring with a band, sitting in a studio engineering music, sitting in a studio working on exploiting consumerism, sitting at a computer making fairly attractive women look so beautiful you want to starve yourself, etc. unfortunately i am the most indecisive person in the world when it comes to this decision since i have talent in all those area. hell, not to be vain, but i pretty much succeed at anything i try and also succeed without even trying. i was the kid in school who slept in the back for the whole class and still aced the test...without studying. however staying motivated was never my strong point and i tend to waste every ounce of talent i have. gonk
not to worry, one day i will pull it all together....someday. xd
okay, onto other things....
i have met the woman i want to grow old with. there is nothing i would rather have in life than to get to wake up and kiss her with her morning breath and all, wash her back for her in the shower, sit on the bed and listen to her tummy noises when we are bored, dance in the freezing rain together only to realize we have an overabundance of white clothes on, feel her body in my hands and her hands on my body, caress her cheek when she starts grinding her teeth in her sleep, and nearly kill her with my violent sleeping patterns....for the rest of my life because the 5 months of our relationship didnt even come close to being enough. okay, nearly killing her in her sleep, i like her very much alive. sadly we have something that keeps us apart and it is called the atlantic ocean.
but sometimes you get lucky enough to beat the odds and find someone where temporary distance could never destroy everlasting love. she is my duchesse starscreem
and my jigoku ochiru heart
the 2nd of september is something very important to me and it always will be. emo
so to wrap things up i will clear this up now. i am indeed on myspace and you most certainly can say hi to me on there. in fact i would like that very much. this is my myspace