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It's more about you than me. So take a step back.

This is a test of the Emergency Broadcast System in the event of an actual emergency you're screwed. This was only a test.

I drank tea today, I drank tea yesterday, I drink tea everyday. Deep south.

My secrets have secrets. Their secrets don't have secrets. That would be ridiculous!

I sometimes tap the plastic when I sit in peoples' cars just to see how cheap they are. So far I'm the cheapest..

My hobbies include walking on ceilings, screaming threats at the top of my lungs, and causing the room I'm in to quake. I'm not special, just possessed.

Ice melts, and I wear t-shirts. So very similar right?

Ever imagined a giant slowly ambling over a clearing? No bigger than that. I'm talking head in the clouds big or bigger. Scared yet?

I made a really good decision and changed from an American to a Texan. Oh wow, I can feel the sludge and perversion of freedom slipping away. This is nice :3

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Splodges Report | 09/30/2015 11:03 am
Indeed! -knuckle touch-

Lololololol. Well, it didn't end there. Apparently and all honesty..I went off on him multiple times after that. Yeah, like I spammed him with emails. Seriously. I don't even remember doing that. I think I sent like 11 emails total. Some were emotional and some were a bit chaotic. One of them I called him a "f*cker"(without censorship) for misspelling Oskar's name. I don't even know what happened. Like I snapped I guess. I snapped and I don't even remember snapping.

I honestly don't understand why, or how people can do this. Like, how can you live your life doing this to people? Does it not bother you? In another email I said something like.."Why are you emailing me now? Is it cause you have a heart? No. You have no heart." and that was it. What the hell Veronica? >.<

On a super note, I woke up feeling fine f*cking dandy today. And some anxiety. Other than that I'm dandy as can be~ Talked with my bestie a little bit through text as well as my sister. It was nice. It was really nice. Also spoke with my jade seller on etsy. I'm excited about getting slabs. He said he was shipping them off today. He's quite helpful. Some man I can assume in his fifties. Said he's been stone carving for about ten years already. Which is cool.

Don't hate me, I have yet to see a DBZ. I haven't seen any of the episodes. >.<

My emotions and thoughts are scattered, like marbles..dumped on the ground. Some are broken and some are still intact. I'm not even sure I make sense.

Hii you!! ^.^

There's a lot of things that still bother me and won't leave the back of my mind and some how make their way to my day. Those are the things that hurt the most.

Oh guess who called me today? Yup..that nurse. She's like two days late. She said she didn't have access to her computer cause the net was down..Umm I left her a voice mail on her answering machine. You don't need the internet for that shxt. It's bullshxt. I didn't call her back. I already got what I needed.

Everything is fine! How are you doing? Don't worry. Let's be happy. Today is a great day. -prances around-
Splodges Report | 09/30/2015 2:49 am
It's not your fault. But cutting that dosage in half did help. But I've been having anxiety all day. My hearts racing fast. I had a minor headache that slowly went away.

Got a email from someone that was my friend. Not even sure if I want him around as a friend. He ditched me a month ago when my depression got bad. He is the reason why I even considered getting back on my meds. The day of my appointment with my psychiatrist, he ditched me. Said he would be there for me, and wasn't. A month has passed and I am now just hearing from him. He seems chipper and dandy wanting to know how my life is now that I'm on my meds and what not. I didn't know how to respond to him. I got pissed. It's like he's coming around when things are going.."smoother". Thing with him is he'll ditch you on a bad day and come around on a good day. That is why he is coming around now. Things are starting to change for the better for me and he is coming around..that soab!!!!

So, I was writing out a response..then thought. No, no, nononononono. He doesn't need to know how I'm doing. He doesn't need to know what's going on in my life. So I went straight to the point and wrote this instead:

"Go f*ck yourself." (just without the censorship)

I honestly don't know if I wrote this due to the fact that I've been feeling very pissy for a couple of days or what. After I sent it I wasn't sure if I had any doubts or regrets. Just right now I am not myself because I am too pissy and too emotional. Just a few more weeks and I'll be stable.

I was obsessive knitting. I may just start over cause I don't like the new colours that I added in there. I knitted for around 8 hours straight. Then found myself obsessing over something that hasn't taken place (yet?). Yes I was obsessive thinking for those 8 hours that I was knitting. It sucks.

I have anxiety and I feel so..i don't even know. Not myself. I feel not like myself. I feel snappy and pissy and I feel my heart racing fast.

This comment is everywhere. OMgawsh!!!

I hope you're doing okay. I do. How was your day? Did you have a good day? I hope you're having a good sleep. I don't want you to be upset about what's going on with me and those slack offs at the clinic. Everything will be okay. Half a dosage seems to work nicely. I just think I should still get a much lower dosage. 150mg is what I took today rather than 300mg. Be safe~
Splodges Report | 09/29/2015 2:11 pm
idk idk idk idk

I'm crying right now. I called them up again just now. I got off the phone just now. When I called I got disconnected from the lady. So I called again. They were going to transfer me to that nurse again. I was like no no no no no don't transfer me to her. Ya'll already transferred me to her yesterday and I had to leave a voice mail. She never called me back. So I called earlier today and was transferred to her again. Left another voice mail and she didn't call. I don't think she will ever call. I need to talk to someone right now that can help me. They transferred me to Elisha which is a case worker person. I was crying. Still crying. I feel so emotional right now. She said she was going to email my psychiatrist about lowering the dosage and then she'd call me back with a response.I hope she calls today. Then she said that she thinks I'd be okay with just cutting my dosage in half. She asked how I was feeling and I said emotional.

I'm shaking right now.
Splodges Report | 09/29/2015 1:08 pm
I'm not driving when I feel like this. Last time I drove while feeling emotional, not well and upset, I drove reckless. No one got hurt, but it scared my passenger. My dad isn't even home. He left to run a few errands. I don't know when he'll be back. I feel stressed out right now. I don't know what to do right now. It's already after 3 and still no return call.
Splodges Report | 09/29/2015 11:27 am
I think I'm officially done. I got another recording. WTFFFF I left her another voicemail. I think I sounded irritated, maybe even irate.
Splodges Report | 09/29/2015 11:22 am
My head doesn't hurt today. Yay. Sadly I feel very emotional. I felt emotional last night and was crying controlably. Then today I wake up feeling not well. Moments later I ended up crying again. I'm still trying to not cry anymore. I'm about to call up the clinic after I finish your message.

I have leftover pizza. I may have that for my lunch. Did you ever decide what you were going to have today?

Don't get me wrong I love exploring new places, my anxiety really gets me though. So it makes it less enjoyable. Especially if I am as well feeling stressed out. Which tends to happen almost every time. I think I just need to not travel with family anymore and try travelling with friends instead. Which by the way, my bestie ended up taking my advice and grabbed the forms for the passport. She's going to get herself a passport. Which makes me happy. I want us to visit Europe together. We'd have a place to stay in Germany for free. My sisters home. They have a outside apartment that we can stay at. Which is nice. I've stayed there the times that I have visited. I like it.

I used to know every item in the MP. Not anymore. There's so many items it's ridonkulous. I can't keep up. I was trying to find some good bloody items last night. I want to make a really good zombie avi, for halloween~

She wants to visit Hawaii cause one of her favourite shows is filmed there. There's a chance we may not go to Hawaii though. Then again I don't know. My sister and her husband are coming down next year for summer break. They're thinking of taking my dad and I to another state. My dad doesn't think he'd be able to do it. So, if my dad can't go, maybe I can get Amanda to come along. It would be nice. Then I wouldn't feel like a third wheel.

You're concerned with the world and people as well? I seem to stress about it. I don't like hearing about the many killings that take place. It triggers my depression, then it makes me think "Is this what it's come to now?" Surely there have to be good around here, right? I have yet to see some positive news on the tv. Last night I saw the news and four people got struck by cars while crossing the street(at different times) in San Antonio. One of them died. I understand that you're not too keen on getting too much sleep. Share some of your sleep with me cause I don't get enough?

Thanks, it would have been nice if they called. I'm about to call them now. I hope you're doing okay today. -hugs-

Splodges Report | 09/28/2015 10:35 pm
My eyes don't hurt as much. Just very, very, very mild. It's almost unnoticeable.

I ended up ordering pizza. Ha. And I think I regret it. I feel full to the max. Next time I'll just stick to cooking. Not my fault I wanted pizza though. A friend of mine had pizza for her birthday a couple nights ago I think? Made me want piizza talk2hand

Huzzah~ I'm actually very happy for you that you're getting to see them in another state. I was talking with my dad I think yesterday about wanting to visit Nevada again. Just so I could take photos. I wouldn't mind going back to NYC either for that as well.

Did you find anything in the MP that was worth buying? I spend close to 20bill on a birthday gift for my friend. I got her a bundle as well with nice items in it. I love giving bundles with loads of items in it.<3 -oogly woogly eyes-.<3

Talking with you is fun as well. I love it. It makes me happy. Then again talking with anyone makes me happy. I talked with my Bestie and had a nice talk with her today. If we were to make the trip to Europe, I'm just wondering if she would have her friend come along as well. I should ask her. I know she wanted him to come along if we were to go to Hawaii next year in August. That's IF we were going to go.

I'm sorry that the narcolepsy bothers you. I think that would bother anyone that was diagnosed with it. I've never known anyone ever that has it. Just wondering, are you by any chance depressed, ever? Or stressed out?

I hope you're sleeping good.~ I would be sleeping too, but I'm not going to take my meds till I have an answer. Ugh. -shakes fist- See you when I see you~
Splodges Report | 09/28/2015 4:24 pm
It's okay. I feel slightly out of it right now.

I probably may go to sleep early tonight. I won't be napping or I'll sleep the remainder of the day. I need to make dinner. So I'm most likely going to hope off here and do that.

She's never been to Europe, but I have a few times. I love it there.<33

Oh yes Arizona. I hope you and your friend have a nice time there. Especially at the concert~

I'll sleep when I'm dead..err after dinner? >.<

If you go sleep or nap have a good rest okay? emotion_hug

Thank you, for talking with me.
Splodges Report | 09/28/2015 3:59 pm
I feel like going to sleep. Did I tell you that they never even called me back? I was meaning to call them at 3pm if I hadn't heard from them by then. My bestie ended up calling me and we had a long talk about traveling next year. I told her she should get herself a passport. So then we can go visit Europe.

My eyes hurt. I didn't take my medicine today. Afraid I'll have a major headache. I'm annoyed. More tired than anything right now.

I don't like having to rely on meds. I don't want to be depending on them the rest of my life. I'm tired. Not a good kind of tired either. I need to call them tomorrow.
Splodges Report | 09/28/2015 10:03 am
Did you have a good sleep, rest thing? I didn't take my other antidepressant at night. Simply, because my head was hurting still. Just not nearly as bad. I wake up and my head is still hurting. I feel really tired though. Like, I could totally sleep for a whole day.

Daytime in night time would mess me up. And to think Alaska has the Midnight Sun for a few months.

I had called up the clinic and was transferred over to the nurse. Unfortunately she didn't answer cause she was either on lunch or something. So I left a message for her. Hopefully she'll call me soon.