I'm full of love, but get easily overwhelmed by my own problems. Sometimes those overwhelmed phases last a long time, so it's hard for me to remember to have fun in life. Lately, I've been in a depressed state...for about 3-4 years now. It is so frustrating to have gone through so much college and have gotten nothing from it. My parents gave me so much but it's like they denied me the basics of what I needed to thrive, like they holding me back so I couldn't succeed. I am still the angry and hurt child I always was, looking for love. In my life I have been fortunate to have a few people really love me for me. More than I could ask for. But, even though I have such wonderful people I feel bad every day about how my life is so short of what I wanted. I hate my job...anyone could do what I do. I can barely pay my car insurance and am not even close to buying a home. I feel like a failure. What I really want, what I always thought growing up would fall into place because everyone has to do it, is to have a home with a little yard, people who love me living it, and to be a mother. For many years I was against the whole idea of breeding, but no matter how I do it I want to be a mom. So that, I can absolutely give my child everything essential I never got. Always enough attention, support, annoying the ******** out of them to do the right thing. Get them set for life. Be perfectly honest with them. With my husband and other close family for support. I just want to live like how everyone has too.
6/27/2010
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Wish List;
I took a very long gap from Gaia, pretty much since late 2007 through mid 2010, I have me a list of items I should get around to acquiring. Feel free to suggest any items to me that are relatively new and must have's!
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I mean i thought you left for goods.
I've seen you off and on and was like, "She prolly dun even remember me."