so i'm symphonicwind, but you may know me as xxxpessimist or xxpessii or even Thorn9491. either one of those.
my birthday past not too long ago, so currently, i am seventeen years old and is in second year of high school (eleventh grade). um, i am female. a really short asian one at that.
well i was going through my old profile comments a while ago, and it made me realize just ... just how far i've strayed from who i used to be. now this can both be thought of in a good, and a bad way. i realized that i lost a lot of the innocence i used to have and that now i'm a bit ... ... okay, a lot more cynical and pessimistic in my view points of life. true. i was actually suicidal at a point back in those years, but ... ... but well, i was a heck lot more social back then it seems. back then, i had a lot of friends come visit me on my profile, leaving comments and heart-warming messages. now i just enjoy a good conversation with the few that i roleplay with, and even those conversations die out when the roleplay dies. ... ... i guess i find this a bit depressing in a sense. i should stop ranting this out here. just meant to say: I MEAN TO CHANGE BACK. back to those days when i was cheerful and not the little loserface i am today ~
osh could be funn lets do that one then....
the last time i did this rp idea it died
but the winner was the rich guy, who was somewhat of a player, sort of stuck up, and straight as could to most although he liked to tease around the idea of homosexuality and suggest that he is into although he honestly never really took it seriously.extemely playful, a bit childish, and sort of selfish...
the loser was more of a hot head, average but definitely sort of boy next doorish when it comes to body type, he doesn't hide that he is gay but he doesn't exactly admit to it either, and is amazing in sports and junk like that...sort of conservative when it comes to PDA or relationships. hard working, smart mouthed, and ultra competitive
i really don't care which one i play mainly because although it's petxmaster kind a thing going on
once the kissing gets mixed in it sort of becomes an odd kind of a dominance fight between the two
mainly because the loser is more experience in guy love and loves to surprise the winner while the
winner refuses to lose without a fight of some sort
1. winner x loser - two college seniors, one rich the other average have competed against each other since they met, from sports to eating the two making everything a bet; at last the rich comes up with the perfect bet, at a party he bets the male at a card game, and the winner would have the other be their personal pet for the rest of the year surprisingly enough the rich actually does win and finds making the loud mouth average act like a pet to be the funniest thing ever doing anything he can to make the male feel uncomfortable even to the point of making him kiss him, just to fluster him...[eh sort of bad idea but w/e]
2. anti-fan x idol - anti-fan hates idol not because his music, but because his girlfriend left him because she had decided it was her dream to be with the idol one day...one day at a club performance, the anti-fan gets a bit wasted and decides to try and punch the idol, instead tripping and ending up in a rather passionate kiss with the male that leaves him baffled and in front of a million cameras. now he has no choice but to play the role of being the idol
s boyfriend to save both his and the idol's reputation...
i wouldn't mind just doing anything though as long as it had a lot of sexual tension combined in it aha
yeah so i've been stalking your
and reading all your 1x1a
the one with x__nom nom nom is my fav
but i also love the one you have with Exotic Kitty..
i sound stalkerish but i really just want to say
your writing is A M A Z I N G
Well, I'm sorry that you had those experiences, babe.
I'd honestly prefer fxm, right now any way. Who knows what will happen within the near future. Maybe over break we could start a mxm when I have more time, but I might now be on that much. We're going down to Texas for the holidays.