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so i'm symphonicwind, but you may know me as xxxpessimist or xxpessii or even Thorn9491. either one of those.
my birthday past not too long ago, so currently, i am seventeen years old and is in second year of high school (eleventh grade). um, i am female. a really short asian one at that.
well i was going through my old profile comments a while ago, and it made me realize just ... just how far i've strayed from who i used to be. now this can both be thought of in a good, and a bad way. i realized that i lost a lot of the innocence i used to have and that now i'm a bit ... ... okay, a lot more cynical and pessimistic in my view points of life. true. i was actually suicidal at a point back in those years, but ... ... but well, i was a heck lot more social back then it seems. back then, i had a lot of friends come visit me on my profile, leaving comments and heart-warming messages. now i just enjoy a good conversation with the few that i roleplay with, and even those conversations die out when the roleplay dies. ... ... i guess i find this a bit depressing in a sense. i should stop ranting this out here. just meant to say: I MEAN TO CHANGE BACK. back to those days when i was cheerful and not the little loserface i am today ~
be a better me tomorrow than of day, eh ?
well, is it for now. ~~