Diabolical Donut

Diabolical Donut's avatar

Last Login: 08/26/2016 11:17 pm

Registered: 10/20/2008

Gender: Female

Birthday: 09/11


Each day I live, the pain consumes
What little sanity I have bloomed
Like walking in a cloud of fog
Falling down, sinking into smog

Life just seems grim
I think on a whim
Interest lost in everything I do
But what a life, who really knew?

Depressed to a fault, that all I see
Death just seems like the only way for me
A waste of time, I feel I am
But that's its nature, a full mind jam

I try and try to ease the pain
A fallen effort with no gain
Thoughts begin to eat away
Makes me want to end it today

Uncomfortable around others for the way I feel
I pray and wish this all wasn't real
Life just seems more like a prison
Caged, alone, an abomination risen

No one could ever understand
Why I would want my death sooner than planned
Its not something I want for me
But to end my suffering this is what has to be

So I write this all as I fall from grace
Down to this place, some barren waste
I know not how much longer I will last
But all I can do, is pray that this will just pass.

© Vincent Ramos

Hello, I am Bloodstained Silhouette, I am Nineteen years old and I live in Southern California. I work in retail and love it!

I love to roleplay on guilds, I am currently soul searching. I have lived many places in my short life but I am hoping I have found the place I will call home. I am usually kind to all unless you mess with a friend or a family member.

I am a good listener so if you ever need to talk to someone I am always here. I don't really watch tv or keep up with shows that often, but on occasion I will get serious into a tv show. (Like Reign, Or The Tudors.)

I love stormy weather and meeting new people. I want to travel to another country some day. Hopefully Italy or Japan, Or maybe Germany. I love learning about others culture and history.

Feel free to shoot me a pm, I am usually very kind. I love getting random Pms (As long as they are not the creepy ones.)

Theres not really much else I can think of to say right now. But hopefully soon I will come up with something better to write. I was never really good at these about me things.


  • Add to Friends
  • Send Message
  • Trade Items

Recent Visitors

Wish List



View All Comments

Divinity of Purpose Report | 03/22/2016 1:23 am
Divinity of Purpose
I love your Avi and really enjoyed your profile. I hope you find everything your soul desires on your voyage through life. It's always a breath of fresh air to see someone so honest.
SeraSprightly Report | 02/23/2016 1:17 am
Thank you kindly for your purchase!
Shonen ai Prince Report | 01/20/2016 2:35 pm
Shonen ai Prince
Ughu I gotta earn the gold back, mind holding it on reserve? ;-;
Shonen ai Prince Report | 01/18/2016 9:32 pm
Shonen ai Prince
Hullo, I want to buy your Five Yen Favor. PM me, Im willing to buy for 100bil. Its only worth about 90bil.
Chombi Report | 01/03/2016 2:22 pm
Thanks, I havent been on since that day but I try and not think about those people. I think she would have another view if she suddenly gained 200 pounds and was struggling to lose weight as I have.
Bo-Bae Eun Report | 09/11/2015 6:05 pm
Bo-Bae Eun
Happy birthday. I hope you had a good day
Underachievers Report | 06/23/2015 4:54 pm
190b for Precise Inspector please!
Xandoril Report | 06/17/2015 11:28 pm
I forgot your name at first. But luckily my brain remembered right away a while later.
cake af Report | 06/02/2015 6:07 pm
cake af
can i give u 23 bill for the white laurels bc i really want them and thats all i have
Kittysaurus Rawr Report | 05/08/2015 6:56 am
Kittysaurus Rawr
I still scout roleplays in Barton but they're like... so short-lived. gonk
I have a summer job (it's summer where I am) and I don't even know if my body
can take such drastic changes because the office is freezing cold but
when I go outside it's soooo hot!