Each day I live, the pain consumes
What little sanity I have bloomed
Like walking in a cloud of fog
Falling down, sinking into smog
Life just seems grim
I think on a whim
Interest lost in everything I do
But what a life, who really knew?
Depressed to a fault, that all I see
Death just seems like the only way for me
A waste of time, I feel I am
But that's its nature, a full mind jam
I try and try to ease the pain
A fallen effort with no gain
Thoughts begin to eat away
Makes me want to end it today
Uncomfortable around others for the way I feel
I pray and wish this all wasn't real
Life just seems more like a prison
Caged, alone, an abomination risen
No one could ever understand
Why I would want my death sooner than planned
Its not something I want for me
But to end my suffering this is what has to be
So I write this all as I fall from grace
Down to this place, some barren waste
I know not how much longer I will last
But all I can do, is pray that this will just pass.
© Vincent Ramos
Hello, I am Bloodstained Silhouette, I am Nineteen years old and I live in Southern California. I work in retail and love it!
I love to roleplay on guilds, I am currently soul searching. I have lived many places in my short life but I am hoping I have found the place I will call home. I am usually kind to all unless you mess with a friend or a family member.
I am a good listener so if you ever need to talk to someone I am always here. I don't really watch tv or keep up with shows that often, but on occasion I will get serious into a tv show. (Like Reign, Or The Tudors.)
I love stormy weather and meeting new people. I want to travel to another country some day. Hopefully Italy or Japan, Or maybe Germany. I love learning about others culture and history.
Feel free to shoot me a pm, I am usually very kind. I love getting random Pms (As long as they are not the creepy ones.)
Theres not really much else I can think of to say right now. But hopefully soon I will come up with something better to write. I was never really good at these about me things.