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Hmmmm about me well I say Im a out going guy that loves my friends and loved ones as well even I do my best to help out in situations but cant stand drama that much it gets to me so Ill leave also Im a flirt 2 but I do loved the people i flrit with. Im graduate from high school working now still decideing to go college but I will go I know that and I have a short temper so dont make angry as well I get down and depressed from bad situations or stuff that change around so thats about me.


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Demon's Death Soul

Death upon this journal well make me suffer or make stronger deponds on the will of ur soul and mine.


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Lelu Duzell Kitty Report | 05/12/2017 10:47 pm
Yeah... I'm doing better, went to see a free concert being put on by the Charlie Daniel's Band. It cheered me up quite a bit, to hear a famous country artist sing. Neh, can I ask what happened to make your day awkward? O.o
Lelu Duzell Kitty Report | 05/12/2017 7:34 pm
It's real hard to think otherwise though... some thoughts are painful and others appealing and half the time the stuff my mind dredges up scares the hell out of me. I worked it out though... it helped that I wrote down what was going on in my head... almost like a diary or journal of my thoughts in a way. I even went the extra step and showed my BF what I had written, because I couldn't find the words to describe it verbally...
Lelu Duzell Kitty Report | 05/12/2017 9:04 am
Wish I had, had a good day... but it went south real quick. I feel like my BF is mad at me now and I can't seem to stop my stupid thoughts from going places I don't want them too.... and today I just want to curl up somewhere and not leave that spot for a long time
Lelu Duzell Kitty Report | 05/11/2017 9:25 pm
Yeah, I can say I was legitimately surprised.
Lelu Duzell Kitty Report | 05/11/2017 6:46 pm
Yeah -sighs- I find it hard to even talk to him right now though. As for things going on... better now that classes are over until next month. I also was surprised by the fact I'm supposedly now going to get a new laptop, all of it generously given to me by the VA, because I need a laptop to do stuff for classes.
Lelu Duzell Kitty Report | 05/08/2017 5:42 pm
Yeah, x.x I was like sooooo bored to the point I spent most of my time reading XD as for that friend... I'm keeping him at arm's length. He wants to be close again, but honestly I can't bring myself to do so...I don't want to be hurt again like he hurt me... Anywho, Easter weekend was rather...none existent for me. -sighs- I don't think we have celebrated Easter in a long time now.
Lelu Duzell Kitty Report | 04/06/2017 10:46 pm
Honestly...I don't know if I can trust him... he's said he's changed several times after fights similar to that one before... though none of them ended as badly as last time. I wouldn't put it past him to do it again and honestly, I'm rather..., maybe nervous is more like it, when it comes to him at the moment. I'm not sure I can be open with him....if at all again.
Lelu Duzell Kitty Report | 04/05/2017 11:01 pm
Well... other than that... you know that friend I had a falling out with...well he tracked me down on a game we both used to play together, called Final Fantasy XIV. Just to tell me he was sorry for being a jerk and he wants to make up for what he did... however I find it hard to trust anything he says.... even if he's telling me to take my time.
Lelu Duzell Kitty Report | 04/05/2017 9:10 am
-nods- I fixed some of my issues so far like with discord update file and skype file. I also found a way to fix my teredo tunneling Microsoft program which hadn't been working for almost a year now. I also no longer get a server error upon rebooting my laptop, but everything is still super slow. x.x and I corrected most of the errors I had with Microsoft after stripping my computer of the Windows 7 program and reinstalled it. Funny thing is I did this all by myself after my old man refused to help me fix it. So at least I feel a little accomplished in doing it myself, even if there are still some issues.
Lelu Duzell Kitty Report | 04/04/2017 11:16 pm
-chuckles- It's been good...well until my computer went bonkers on it takes for ever to do anything on it -sighs-


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