Hmmmm about me well I say Im a out going guy that loves my friends and loved ones as well even I do my best to help out in situations but cant stand drama that much it gets to me so Ill leave also Im a flirt 2 but I do loved the people i flrit with. Im graduate from high school working now still decideing to go college but I will go I know that and I have a short temper so dont make angry as well I get down and depressed from bad situations or stuff that change around so thats about me.
Sounds like fun. Kinda wish I had something to keep me busy like work. That supposed friend of mine got in touch with me again and started another fight -sighs-... I seriously wish things were different, but as of right now I can't find it in me to make my smiles or laughs convincing enough even to me. He asked me if I've laughed at any point in the last few days... needless to say he didn't believe me when I told him I haven't. I'm worrying a lot of people at this point. They know I'm not being me right now...One friend told me I was to quiet and another keeps telling me I need to be happy more.... I'm just unable to be so right now it seem -sighs-
Thanks, not sure how long it will be but I hope so. -sighs- I'm actually a bit sad classes start back up on Tuesday x.x I'm gonna be busy again -groans- hopefully I'll have so free time to be on here, but I'm not counting on it. Heard the two classes I'm taking are rather hard x.x yay for struggle.
Welp, I beat the flu... but just recently had a huge falling out with a friend of mine that I considered a really good friend. I've never had an Anxiety attack as bad as that one, I physically couldn't breath because of how upset I got. -sighs- I feel like the friendship is torn and broken now. He wants to apologize and continue being friends, but a part of me feels it's over. Some of what he said hit me hard, because it was something a guy once said to me, a guy that I thought I had loved and had forced me to do things I did want to do... needless to say, what happened reminded me a bit to much of a memory I wish I could forget...and I don't think that friendship will be mending anytime soon if ever -sighs-