I am Xherken.

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This is my world! This is my life!



Me in a nutshell;

I live in my own world, ******** regular society! Im going to enjoy every second, every minute, and every hours of my life, I refuse to just stand by like everyone else and watch my life slowly come to an end. Im going to do what I want to do, whatever makes me happy, not what others tell me! Im going to live my own life, and not one that I was told to live! People working jobs, stressing everyday, that's not the life for me, I live for the party, I live for the music, I live for me and my friends, I live for all the pretty girls! People take life too seriously, just take a ******** step back from reality! I want to become everything I can be, experience life to its fullest! You can't tell me whats normal and whats not, everyone sees the world differently, what you see isn't superior than what I see, so shut the ******** up and back the ******** up!
Live for today, before its over, waking up tomorrow wont last forever.

-Xherken, March 2009



A little note;



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Bitches, know that I am one of the last of a seemengly dying breed. Im hardcore ********, and I can't stant to see girls go for kids that dress like fags, all these ******** who call themselves "emo" and "goth". What happened to originality and individuality? What happened to the domination of the c**k?! Softcore ********, know that I live by one law: Darwin's Law; Survival of the fittest! I am the strong, the vicious, the intelligent. Im well connected, aggressive, and dominant. Let the weak and the ignorant rot in their hole, I know and love my place in this world, let them live their life however they want it to, however pathetic that existence may be.

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Hi all.



- I am the Eternal Paradox -

Im a social kingpin, when I form groups, Im always a leader, but Im very picky with people I allow in my inner circles. I love to party! I don't drink though, people act like ******** retards when they drink, so I stay away from it now. I don't smoke, but I love hookah, quite a fan. I can be very arrogant, but its rly just a combination of my high levels of energy and self confidence. I tend to be very eccentric, spontaneous. I can sometimes be compulsive, overwhelmingly energetic.

I DJ for myself and my friends, I don't pretend to be a pro or anything, I'm just pretty good at it and use it for my entertainment. Im a gamer. I used to be top 200 ranked on Unreal Tournament 2004. Nowadays I mainly play Requiem: Bloodymare, and Guild Wars for PvP purposes (Ive been in top 5 Hero's Ascent guilds), you'll mainly find me in Random Arenas nowadays if Im on.


I consider myself an extremely intelligent person. Im very philosophical, but I dont let it consume me. I live my life with some extreme personal ideas and viewpoints, but I dont push them on other people, and neither am I so prideful that these viewpoints are not open to change. Most people have life philosophies and ideas but they will never allow them to change, they are too ignorant to consider the possibility that they could be wrong, they think that their personal beliefs are the absolute unchangeable truth. People's ignorance doesn't really shock me anymore, but Ive become a very dynamic from my experiences with them.
-I love having intellectual and philosophical conversations.-

I could write pages if I were to start a religious rant, so I'll just tell you that my personal faith is that I acknowledge the fact that I know nothing, and within my lifetime will never find the truth.


- I am the Embodiment of Corruption -


Ive lived some really hard sh!t in my life. Im sure theres a lot of people that have had it much worse than I have, but Ive been through enough psychologicly traumatic stuff for a lifetime.


- I am Jack's Genius Insanity -

"With insomnia, you're never really asleep; you're never really awake."

"With insomnia, nothing is real.Everything is far away. Everything is a copy of a copy of a copy."

I have chronic insomnia. Expect me awake just about anytime. If I decide to sleep, its as likely to be during the day than at night. Im currently seeking treatment for it, but after several months spent in neuro-psychiatric clinics and hospitals, my inability to obtain normal sleeping patterns is a mystery to science, and so is how Im able to function better than normal people while others are weakened by this problem.



- I am that word that strikes fear, into your mind -



My music is harstyle/ hardcore/ darkcore. I'm aka DJ Xherken.

"I like it when it's hard; I love it when it's loud, No one understands what the ******** I am about, I roll with the hardest, Bang with the loudest, And loud is the crowd, That makes me the proudest!"

"Whisky, p***y, nobody can stop me, my freedom is unbreakable cuz I love Hardcore!"



- I am the Unrecognized Genetic Superiority -

I am the architect of the Xsiosis. This project started out in 2004 with the prototype name "Inner Rhythms", and later devoloped into the Artificial Evolution Engine whos sites are still currently online, but blocked to public access. The Xsiosis when released will bring about a culture shock bringing about understanding of the true nature of modern Vampyrs. The current popular culture have completely destroyed the symbolism, metaphor, and realistic aspects of the "vampire", and turned it into a laughable movie topic. The Xsiosis will bring logic and evidence to the existence of people who live in this world with talents and abilities above the human norm, talents that revolve around giving, obtaining, and manipulating energy in many forms.

The Xsiosis Vampyr Ankh;




- I am the Shadow, leader after the end of God's rule on earth -

Slowly, more and more people are coming to the realization that the system is corrupted. Not in a melodramatic way of " the system is ******** up, ******** the police, down with religion, etc etc". The truth is that if you take the time to observe, you might come to realize that there are people in power, and these people do not care about making this world a better place, they only care to remain in power, and by trying to control the world, they are slowly but surely destroying it. The answer I offer isnt anarchy, far from it, anarchy could never work, but the current goverments whos decisions are more influenced by large corporation rather than its people are only meant for failure. It only seems that goverments are trying to play God. The divine powers are very simple: Omnipotence, the power to do anything. Omnipresence, the power to be everywhere. Omniscience, to know everything. All these attribute can be found in the agendas of modern goverments, and they spend more wealth and power on them rather than on bringing a better life to its people. This is a crime against humanity.

All of this is part of the Xsiosis.

Along with the inevitable failure of our goverments, it will explain in debth the logic of how religions have been manipulating us ever since its mainstream existence. The truth is, the standardized religions have ruled for thousands of years, and what good has that brought us? The dark ages, the crusades, the witch burnings, and on and on. Religion uses fear to get us to obey. The inflict you a cut, and offer to sell you a bandage, like for example telling you that you are born with sin, and that the only way to get rid of this overwhelming guilt that you did something wrong, is to obey everything they say, without question. I mean, religion is supposed to be righteous, and how right is it to say that an innocent child is born with sin? We are approaching a time where people are coming to their senses.


- I am The Construct of Hatred -

If I was given the choice to pull the plug on humanity... I'd do it.
Id blow it all to hell.




Some pikz of me.





Im a fire starter, twisted fire starter.






My Donators:

Dr. C A PS L O C K - Alruna's Rose, Demonic Halo, Oculus Mythica, Shadow Spirit, Oh My Gumball and Cheepz

blatva - 67,000 gold !!!

Crimsonn_demoness_Rose - 2500g and bullet belts

xXEvanangelsXx - 500g

What Grace Is Given Me - 5000g

Ziracuny - 3000

Onsailc - 5000g

Kuroda Kaori - 4000g


Some quotes from the forums;

quinblade Wrote:

hahahaha epic win on xherken's part. XD

TheGossipStone Wrote:

That made me so wet. D:

V i n t a g e C r a y o n Wrote:

I agree wholeheartedly. It's people like you that give Gaia a GOOD name.

Dr C A P S L O C K Wrote:

Yes, Xherken is a very good person! ^__^ He donates a bunch, too!

TheAngelFromDownstairs Wrote:

oh, you'r a hot one hehe

S L A S H I I E Wrote:

Nice avatar Xherken.

Cranberry Cheese x3 Wrote:

xherken; your hair is legendary <3

Goro-Buddha Wrote:

trolling irl grade A flawless victory

Arts done for me =3