About



Been awhile since I updated this thing. I happen to be very bored right now, might as well put that boredom to good use.

You can call me dark_chocolateangel, however most people on here just tend to shorten it down to Dark, Angel, or Chocolate. I've been a Gaia resident for about five years since I joined back in 2006. I'm mainly on Gaia for the roleplays, and the awesome people I tend to meet in them. I'm not picky about RP types, I do Yuri, Yaoi and Hetero, though I'm not as experienced yet with how Yuri roleplays work. I'm picky about plots, I dont like generic things usually. On the other hand, I'm also not picky, which is just confusing in every way shape and form. In short, Roleplays and talking to people are about all I do on here.

I'm a lazy person who writes fan-fiction on occasion, sadly that laziness has the tendency to effect most of what I write because I'm terrible at motivating myself to do things. I'm on most weekdays, but on weekends and holidays dont expect me to be awake before I would usually get on after school.

There's a lot about me, just like there is about most people. However, if you're reading this, chances are I dont know you. Therefore by default, I have no desire to tell you about myself. Nothing personal, much, but saying personal information over the internet isnt exactly a safe thing and my random spurts of paranoia frown on it.

For the most part, aside from my attitude towards strangers, most of my friends think I'm an awesome person, if cheesy and somewhat naive. If we ever speak (whomever you are), you may be the judge of that yourself.



This is the collection of all of my awesome art! I have absolutely no drawing talent, by the way >_>; I bought all the stuff listed below, and I'm always looking for more~
Me and my sister, who no longer uses Gaia.

A picture of me, my sister, and a close friend who no longer uses Gaia.

A picure I bought when I still used the old miad outfit.

A picture I bought from Ravyn Raver some time ago.

A picture of me and my other sister\'s dream avatars that I bought as a joint birthday present. She no longer uses Gaia.

A piece of art made by squishedjellybear, whose shop is no longer open.

A picture by Nekomimi-Icksy, whose shop is no longer open, of me and my other sister.

An awesome picture by my friend ScarletComet, who sadly closed her shop.

A picture made by my friend R-I-P Ghoulish, who was bored and wanted to draw, and I offered one of my dream avatars for her to draw.

A picture of me, my other sister, and two great friends made by ScarletComet for an anniversary of when we first met.

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Teh ninners

Report | 11/01/2011 6:16 pm

Teh ninners

Happy Birthday to you!!
Cunning Malevolence

Report | 10/04/2011 2:47 pm

Cunning Malevolence

Mmhmm, Very much like myself. Just the pursuit of more information from getting a taste of the infinite sea that is the universe. God its so trippy! And fearsome yes, A lot of the possibilities can be very dark, but then again. The cosmos are a hostile place! As for your video game, I love all the Tales of games xD I've played tons of them.. It sounds like something i'd play. As for what you were saying about humans and thier wierdness censor, that has to do with how they have just grown lax and comfortable with thier little worlds they feel entitled to from birth right. When something threatens that ego world it causes alarm and hesitation. And anything abnormal can trigger a closed mind to feel that way. I try to be as open minded as my emotions and humanity will allow. Which isn't bad biggrin Virtual reality? yes very much...that was pretty much exactly what i wanted it to be. You should of seen the equipment i made blueprints for. It would of really worked in theory ): It started with a dream i had...Oh it was an interesting dream. A stadium setting with a dome in the center like i described, It was me, and my opponent. At the begging of the game we both chose an element of battle. Somehow, the rules of the game were built into my dream and i remembered them well. It was a fight, As you fought and landed blows, and your addrenaline levels rose, the elemental effects you choose begin to kick in stronger and stronger. In my dream, it started off purely physical melee combat (I choose Combustion, my opponet got Earth and matter) So threw a bunch of kicks and punches, evenly matched, got my battle spirit kicking in the dream, i got REALLY into it, having to much fun to be dreaming. And the fire started kicking in, I came up with the best movements i could to get past the defenses and land the flame, but still evenly matched. Then it put my knowledge of physics to the test, everything i knew i could do with combustion became at my disposal. The opponet was shitting out all kind of earth chunk attacks and trying to coil sand and rock like right out of an anime. Then i used combustion through electricity to electrically charge the fire stream. the opponet's matter was perfectly flamible at points, the flame stream carried along it, then the eletricity travelling through the flame coiled and turned it into explosive plasma, then just an extra kick and boom! the fight was over and i heard a crowd. I woke up shortly after the thrill was gone, and said "Omfg i NEED to make that real" XD but a dream it remains. My story has a interesting twist on humanity xD... Ill send you a PM with a chunk of my brainstorm plot stuff and see what you think of it!
Cunning Malevolence

Report | 10/04/2011 9:53 am

Cunning Malevolence

Hahaha your weird alright, weird like me. Weird for taking the whole picture in and trying to understand it anyways instead of just writing it off as your first assumption
Do you remember the point in your life where you started noticing all the inconsistencies and started questioning it all? the seed that gets planted to turn a human into an open minded being usually has to do with feeling a great injustice. Feeling like, your birth right to true information and a way of life was violated. When that happens, your mind kinda hits this wall where you know there is something on the other side and you struggle and struggle, until all of a sudden BOOM things start making sense left and right, your world changes in an instant and suddenly "Sense" has fallen upon your mind! you feel that life will forever be different, and carry on with a renewed sense of vigor. Thats a very round about way of how i came to start thinking this way, im kinda curious as to how you did biggrin Sure as fack ain't common. Your idea about us humans being the worst thing the universe ever created? Very well perhaps. Our minds are capable of such outrageous darkness and evil. The things the human mind is capable of....Anything. See, now thats scary o.o; We humans, We to are an Extremeophile, A being of LUCK. We as a race, are so, so...Outrageously lucky to exist as we do today. Earth, as a planet, is insanely lucky to exist today. It doesn't surprise me we are so radical, when you look at the baptism of fire we were born into. Were the closest things to demons and monsters that exist, We are demons and monsters by our description. We evolved from single celled creatures, to walk talk and destroy our surroundings. Amazing things, powered by just a will to be? or something more? not for us to know now. But whatever it is that drives life to be, (Thats what my book is ALLLLLL about xD bizarre spin on reality) Sure is powerful, and it sure is beautiful. Because life is simply an art on matter, putting your own will into something to make it come to be. from the reaches of your mind to paper. Whatever it may be, whos our artist? :O love that question. what caused those single cells to come to be? what started it all? some force that exists that we don't know about! theres proof right there that the greatest answer is still so far away! the questions been asked but what will we do as a whole? something interesting i hope!~ XD Id be very interested to hear about your video game. Years and years ago, when this way of thinking took me by storm. I was in 7th grade i think, i started developing EVERYTHING for a video game version of my tale...Though technology all those years ago was completely behind. With the help of the janitor who was a pot head and knew his technology, i started to go through what sort of equipment would be possible for development in the next decade. They have yet to produce the last few things on our list XD I dont understand why! they are the best ones. I invented an a fairly flawless idea for 3d environment using optical illusions and bending light. It doesn't create a holographic projection like in the movies, But it simulates the effects using the way your eyes perceive strands of light off of angled surfaces. The multi-monitor system creates a dome around the users, then with body reading technology "similar" to what xbox developed for kinect, The sensors would re-display the visual information on the outside of the dome to match whatever environment was being simulated. Then...In this situation. With simple rfid tagged props, 3D worlds would be able to be played out in maybe real life team death match on some game, Or an awesome opportunity for real life acting vs. animation! theater could be reborn with that kind of technology! it would gravitate all sorts of interest and moneys! i can't believe with how far our technology has come, something that was completely plausible almost a decade ago should have been started on or done by now! D:
Cunning Malevolence

Report | 10/03/2011 5:33 pm

Cunning Malevolence

My god....I always liked you because you were pretty cool, But now..You've just become one of the Coolest people i've ever met!!! mrgreen TO COOL!
I was actually being round-about joking on how i'd much rather be a being of energy just floating through the cosmos, Creating my own distortion field amongst the higgs-boson particles and observing lifeforms far and wide traveling at light speed at my discretion. Oh yes...What a fantasy of mine it is xD to be the Guiding cartographer of the universe communicating with life as i saw fit...^_^ But a dream it is!
The sea is my other favorite interest, That and all rainforest. So many mysteries still in both places! all the possibilities left undiscovered. Its awesome! And as for humans ohhh yes...If our predecessors could see us im sure they would die all over again lol We survived the storm of our planet's destruction, only to be left on top of the foodchain to grow lax and overconfident. (Btw those little glowing see-through guys you were talking about? my favorite life forms!) Ocean creatures are an entry way into radical ways of thinking and inspiration to us Humans. It awakens a knowledge of a primordial way of life where we came from. Our cell's cell's ancestors were once those creatures. Fighting insane battles to eat and survive. Though they had brains thier thoughts were to preoccupied with fighting for life to become relaxed like us. So thier minds grew sharp as knives processing thier opponets and learning thier weakness. The way of the warrior! its our ancestors calling! so neat! biggrin I don't understand why as a species we can't realize this and restart our way of life. Redistribute our resources evenly and work as a unit. One species, undivided, working separately together. Thats one of my books many messages im trying to infect the population with.... Its such a moving thing. Watching a team work together flawlessly by knowning one another perfectly. Animals do it all the time to survive. Birds and fish moving as one, Hunters moving as one body to intercept them, Its an amazing spectacle that weve forgotten because all our predators were eradicated for the most part. The dinosaurs kept us evolving and in line, on our toes. Ever changing, ever weeding out the weak and giving abundance to the superbeings and weaving their genetics into the next spawn. Now our genetics are weakened by all sorts of things. Not to mention the poisoning of pollutions, forever diminishing our chances our survival in future generations. Even if we do escape this planet, we may have polluted our gene pool so badly we will never recover o.o; scary thought? There are plenty more scary possibilities where that came from if we can't change everyone's minds to be a better species....
Cunning Malevolence

Report | 10/03/2011 4:18 pm

Cunning Malevolence

Yes! They are but you have the exactly right idea! how i praise you! biggrin The cosmos are terrifying certainly yes, however, Its the unknown aspect that appeals so strongly to us creatures. We want to learn, and become more intelligent. We have had our taste of sentience, A mutated brain in which overconfidence in our abilities to survive and adapt led us to be relaxed, and dabble in the less intense parts of being alive. We see it all around us, all the time. That wild aspect of our race in the animals that inhabbit our planet. When i look at an animal, i see a genius life form, contructed from the fear of death and the wanting to be more. Somewhere along the lines those microrganismns that just kept building together to create a more supreme physical form came to a realization. A realization that theres A LOT more out there then just surviving and growing. Then things changed, the life forms that recognized this started developing all sorts of abstract thought to attempt to process the new information...And...here we are today lol. Interesting story? thats all it is! lol Who knows what really happened, But thats why i became an author! to insipire the emotion in everyone that the universe is so amazing and beautiful and terrifying. Why aren't we all as excited to get out there and do it up!? lol! What more amazing thing in life is there then the unknown? the known? ******** the known! XD how boring! My adventurous spirit makes me want to defy gravity and float through space for all eternity to learn its secrets xP Your to cool~ i love that your interested in all this! And yea! its no ice 9 thankfully lol But its the same sort of substance! which is incredibly interesting! biggrin National geographic did a show on the water planet. It was amazing, to think that theres a ball of water out there with no land mass only an ice core. The atmophere was located in the "Goldilocks" zone of planets just like Gliese581g With a blue sky and wind belts that would supposedly be like earth just windier. So lots of waves, great weather, I wonder what kind of life could survive on a planet like that, Some megaladon fish like creatures? maybe something entirely different like our wildest imaginations! who knows! XD id rather see some non-intelligent life myself before intelligent life, However, ANYTHING would be better then not! And yea, exactly. Our planet is a goldmine by any race's standards. I don't know exactly how well sending our exact coordinates into the great unknown was a good idea xD but to late now. If anything if should inspire more people to realize the threats real! and we need to become a better race! stronger, smarter, more driven! better! I think you will like my book when its done biggrin
Cunning Malevolence

Report | 10/03/2011 3:26 pm

Cunning Malevolence

-Drops EVERYTHING- ....RIGHT!?! biggrin Hey whats 19 million light years!? lmao I'd do it! As for intelligent life, We might be barking up the wrong tree hoping for it in my opinion o.o; When i look at all the different ways that life has come to exist even here on earth, When i think of the possibilities of what sorts of so called "Extremeophiles" the universe could produce in all of its radical enviorments...Its fearsome! those life forms would be outrageously more powerful in every way shape and form other then Ego perhaps. The level of intelligence that we have on Earth is appauling, Its heavily restricted by social and mob mentalities. The amount of sharpness in our race makes us Very weak and vulnerable. Our communication skills are growing planetside, however long distance still relies on radio waves. There are ALOT more efficent means of transmitting light frequencies across intergalactic voids. Though they require monitors on both sides...theoretically of course. The human race is in a disadvantaged state because of our social system. Our planet is a lucky one surviving many near fatal collisions, This caused many of the larger more powerful life forms like dinosaurs to be eradicated. When you view how microbial bacteria operate under a compound microscope and you watch them eat each other, then get bigger, then create new appendages and mouths and arms and etc using the other life form it absorber, you start to think...That makes sense! The other planet im really interested in is the other super planet not far from gliese, the All water planet. Its so massive it even contains a Ice-7 matter crust! which is when the ice molecules reach nearly 0 kalvin and the pressure levels reach such massive densities that the water molecules which are usually rapid moving and erratic, become parallel and break down to become more compact. Creating strange imaginationscapes of pressure created ice molecules :O The universe....The science...the possibilities! its beautiful! Im in love with the cosmos xD heart heart heart
Cunning Malevolence

Report | 10/03/2011 3:00 pm

Cunning Malevolence

Hahaha a pot hole season? ive Never heard of such a thing xD just a pot hole barrage sign maybe that should say monster trucks only xD The main road by my house, its a tar main road. When you go around a corners on the hill, theres a gash in the road so big you actually have to stop, and inch over as it feels like your whole car might snap in half lol And they still haven't fixed it in 5 months! they just put up a "Bump" sign. YEA lol bump for sure. Yea geology is a weird one, ive been studying the effects geology has on the mind lately and ive come to some interesting conclusion xD It definetly radically effects our personalities. Once you kinda hint on to the way our personalities form you figure out a lot of strange trippy things in life o.o; lifes a trippy a** thing! Winter is getting stronger? interesting...Maybe its not so much a total global warming effect were dealing with, it might be a change of wind belts or something because it would seem all over the world the climate is changing opposite gradually o.o And i haven't been down to georgia yet! but all my friends ive had from there talk it up and up and up so it must be pretty damn cool in its own right. Theres nothing more interesting to me then observing geological effects on culture and civilation small scale and large. All the effects are radical. When you really dredge deep into the workings of the mind you come to find, as living things, we really are just living representations of our astrological environment ^.^ Though i still really want to go to Gliese581 Its got the same climate as Earth, a landscape of 1 supercontinent like Earth's original Pangaea continent. Its classified as a Superplanet, somewhere around 14x the size of earth with vast oceans and probably life. Sounds cooler then here to me! -sticks thumb up to the sky- biggrin
Cunning Malevolence

Report | 10/03/2011 2:10 pm

Cunning Malevolence

Hahaha xD This is true, but at least your guy's roads don't totally SUCK lol maine has the lowest road maintenance budget in the country, and BY FAR the worst roads. Idc what hick backwater part of the country where you gotta drive through a swamp to get home, your roads aren't as bad as Maine main roads lmfao
I didn't get to see much of the state from the highways and city areas, in those places all cities look the same other then store names lol I was surprised by the flatness of all the states out in the midwest to central area though, Not many mountains o.o You know how, even though you KNOW homes not everywhere, but when you grow up with mountains ALL around you Everywhere you just naturally tend to think its just that way everywhere you know? Winter has been getting a lot less intense up here o.o; like all the ski resorts are freaking out if it keeps up this way.
Cunning Malevolence

Report | 10/03/2011 1:57 pm

Cunning Malevolence

s**t yea the weather has been like schizophrenically crazy this year. Wtf? Lol theres so much road in indiana biggrin Cars n cars and cars and caaaarrrzzzzz But then again, i only went through the middle of it along the major highway
Cunning Malevolence

Report | 10/03/2011 1:48 pm

Cunning Malevolence

Yesh! x3 theyre my favorite item
Thats good surprised the rains been pissin meh off lol a lot of the trees here already turned and went unfortunately, the rain and extreme cold really did a quick round this year on the earyl ones. but round two is still in route biggrin (lives in Maine)

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