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Lets cut right through the crap. Want to know me? Here.
The truth?
My name is Elicia. I'm sixteen. I have a beautiful baby girl named Emaline, NO, her father isn't around. I like GIRLS, and well as BOYS. I'm 5'5". I have more flaws than anything else. But I don't aim to be perfect. I am stubborn. I get jealous real easy. I am in denial. I feel for others who don't feel a thing for me. I fall easily. I pick the wrong guys. I pick the wrong friends. I make bad decisions. I forgive way too easily. I can't trust. I have a wall built up. I always want what I can't have. I expect alot. Sometimes I am way too honest. Sometimes I don't think before I talk or act. I always find something to worry about. I wish my heart was closed off, but its impossible to shut it off. When I see love, I get sick to my stomach, yet, I wish I had it. I never can just want one thing. I am way too optimistic. I turn to bad stuff when I'm depressed & stressed. I believe in lies, because I like to try to see the good in everyone. I'm too mature for my age. I'm scared of alot, yet, I feel fearless most of the time. I can never be happy with what I have, I always find something else to go after. I am full of ambition & adrenaline. My dreams grow bigger everyday. I play volleyball, soccer, and dance, I'm a good friend, & making a difference in the world is my main goal. I choose to live by choice, not chance. to make changes not excuses. to be motivated not manipulated. to be useful not used. to excel not compete. i choose self esteem, not self pity. i choose to listen to my inner voice not the random opinions of others. I am confident & scared. terrified & excited. I am loving & caring. Thoughtful & hopeful. I am sick & tired. I am shy & friendly. careless & careful. I am broken & whole. I am misunderstood, misguided, and misled. I am hardworking and determined, but a little shaky on the inside. I wish on stars & dream my dreams. I cry my tears. I smile on the outside, while I am dying on the inside. I listen to others who won't listen to me. I walk on eggshells & I walk on fire. I believe in passion & true love. I love you & I push you away. I want you but not so close. I am everythingthing all at once. & Sometimes, you just have to digg a little deeper to really see how I am feeling. All in all, I love this crazy, wacky, rollercoaster ride called my life.

Sorry for my ******** up smile, and face, and hands, and body, I'm sorry for it all. Lol c:


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MidevilKnievil

Report | 12/10/2013 6:58 am

MidevilKnievil

Bonjour c:
Maculkin

Report | 12/07/2013 3:09 pm

Maculkin

lip piercings=cute??? i guess to some people
cartilige ones look kinda awesome

thats good but ew blood emotion_puke
Maculkin

Report | 12/05/2013 8:13 pm

Maculkin

ah ewaoitu;oihfxc;.kxbna[eriogjt;dzfglkj;s;iauerw02475-89c,bxmndf

yucky i hate pain why would you get a piercing it doesnt even look that cool its not worth it bleh
+respect for you though (lol pop? did blood come out orr)
Maculkin

Report | 12/04/2013 6:17 pm

Maculkin

.......... sounds
gross paynful

how long did it takefor the swelling to go away emotion_jawdrop
Maculkin

Report | 12/04/2013 5:40 pm

Maculkin

lol i suspected as much
did your lip piercings hurt
Maculkin

Report | 12/04/2013 5:26 pm

Maculkin

wauwauz i'm honored you asked

step 1: change name to somethingwith "goat" in it
step 1.5: not give a fruck about anything but secretly give a fvck
step 2: worship wildgoat
step 3: be awesome emotion_awesome

lemme know how u do
Maculkin

Report | 12/04/2013 4:47 pm

Maculkin

you and your damned imperfections... ugh
harhar it's k. not everyone is born awesome like wildgoat
Sensei Chyaku

Report | 12/04/2013 5:08 am

Sensei Chyaku

Ah I see sad I'm sorry to hear that. I've been alright, school started again for me Monday. Lawl.
Maculkin

Report | 12/03/2013 9:03 pm

Maculkin

time to change your name to perfectgoat
dude that aint even fuunnnay emotion_facepalm gosh you be lame

never a reason to be stupid unless you a derpface classified_fu
this time it's "watch TV anywhere" ..pretty uncreative
Maculkin

Report | 12/03/2013 8:44 pm

Maculkin

but still goat>imperfection
dude at least it wasnt one of those lame ads... "start saving now..." "progressive wins" blabla classified_fu

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If you get some tattoos, sell enough drugs, and kill a few people; no one will even suspect you cried when bambi's mom died.
My Daughter Emaline Lynn.♥
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