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☮Hello, my given name is Samantha, although here I like to go by Eden. I am currently 18, and a high school graduate.
☮Been a proud Gaian since '04, yo.
☮I used to be Psychotic_Teddybear, but I was hacked. And then I started out as Marianne the Ripper but changed it to my current username. I am not suicidal, it is a reference to one of my favourite mangas. Confidential Confessions. Read it. Now D:<
☮I have a boyfriend. I've been with him for a short amount of time if you look at it in the long-term, but it's the longest relationship I've had. I love him with all my heart, and that is that.
☮I think in unusual ways. My mind and my thoughts are unlike anyone elses. I'm a very unique and different person. Although everyone is nowadays, so I guess I'm more like everyone else, eh?
☮I like a very odd variety of music. My tastes include almost anything. I can honestly say I like at least one song from every genre out there. One day I'll be listening to Blink-182, the next Sean Paul, and then the day after that Kotani Kinya. Music is everything to me; I would honestly die without it. Although I tend to judge it a little harshly, seeing as I am a musician myself; I sing. Singing is my passion.
☮I am often told I am good at everything and that I have everything going for me, beauty included. I disagree, but I enjoy the praise.
☮I do not care for material posessions; all I need is my friends, my family, and some fresh air.
☮I believe in faeries, mermaids and magic. I believe there is a whole other world out there that our non-accepting eyes cannot see, and that are close-minded minds refuse to acknowledge.

☮Just recently a tragedy struck my tiny town of Bellingham; a boy was driving wrecklessly and killed his best friend. Alcohol was a factor, but it was not major. It was devastating. I did not know the boy who died all that well, but I knew him. The boy who was driving, well we had a thing. No one will ever get over this crash, nothing ever happens like this in such a small town. Exactly two months later, to the DAY, another crash happened. There were five people in the car; the driver is now paralyzed from the waste down, the passenger is almost harmless, one boy in the back seat (Marcello Ventrella<3) was thrown from the car and died, another boy (Aram Pothier) was pinned in the vehicle and died, the other boy ran away from the scene. This crash was completely due to alcohol, and it was just as, if not more, devastating than the last; considering the terrible timing and the amount of people involved. Marcello was a genuine person. I'm still having trouble believing what has happened over the past two months.

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mamamisa2003

Report | 07/04/2012 10:31 am

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happy bday ^,^
Cute Minun

Report | 02/26/2010 6:43 pm

Cute Minun

i know
Cute Minun

Report | 02/26/2010 6:38 pm

Cute Minun

lol i know
and its fine.. im not to good off but i have good reasons for being depressed...
Cute Minun

Report | 02/26/2010 6:32 pm

Cute Minun

hmmm im not in middle school lol i've been depressed all my life
Cute Minun

Report | 02/26/2010 6:19 pm

Cute Minun

i see.. im not bipolar i just have depression problems ^^
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Report | 02/26/2010 11:54 am

Cute Minun

hmm? im sorry =( im a really kind hearted person... well i lose alot of my friends because i have a split personality when i talk about it i go into third person.. lol SHE (my other personality i refer to her as she and her lol) ruins alot of my friendships because no one can get along with her she hates almost everyone.. she is the mean stronger side of me.. >w< she beats me up alot
Cute Minun

Report | 02/26/2010 11:33 am

Cute Minun

hmm all the friends i've ever made in real either died, turned against me (because of some girl), or they moved far away =(
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Report | 02/26/2010 11:26 am

Cute Minun

hmmm im just typing the story nothing to big its just something to pass the time >w< im not even supposed to be on the internet but im getting less time today =( and there are some people on that i havn't been able to talk to in a while x.x all my friends are on the internet its sad really
Cute Minun

Report | 02/26/2010 11:23 am

Cute Minun

ok no problem its just alot easier to talk on it razz

damn im getting distracted from my work gonk
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Report | 02/26/2010 11:17 am

Cute Minun

thats what i meant lol thanks ^^ oh if you have msn feel free to add me midorichi17@hotmail.com

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I am the left!

Curse my enemies forever, let's slit our wrists and burn down something beautiful. This desperation leaves me overjoyed, with fading lights that lead us past the lives that we destroyed. This isn't just goodbye, this is I can't stand you.