Freak the mighty ♥ dumdum forever!!
I’m not Average in any meaning of the word. My boundaries are made up of limitless lines. My simplest ally often becomes my enemy when misconstrued thoughts take over. My defenses are what keep me sane, Vulnerability being my worst fear in this world. Simple things become tiring, such as writing this. For once I am willing to show that I can string words together without being "laid back" all the time. I enjoy my personality, and my own company.
I have a hard time believing that people are telling the whole truth or being themselves 110% of the time. I tend to feel sorry for people and I have only recently learned how to say no without feeling bad.
There are some people I love a lot more then others...I wouldn’t call these people lucky. But to strangers im indifferent. Im a bit hard to work out, I believe that love at first sight is kinda beautiful. I miss being a small child but I still am a child and I love it. I’m scared of growing up. I want to be forever young. I secretly love college but loath math with a passion. I’m scared that someone I’ve never met is going to hurt me Majorly. I often find ways to idolize people, even ones I hate. I find their charm.
Although I may not know you, I love you ♥