hi ya'llso for those of u who dont know much about me this is just some things tht i dont tell ppl very often... -i saw my x bf try and hang himself, and fail..-my dad died to an 18yr old drunk driver..-my grandmother who was so close to me died with me holding her hand..-my parents divorced 2 months before my dad died-after my dad died, i had to live with my mom-i hate my mom, she hates me, and treats me like shi t-i have 3 amazing siblings-i had to hold in that i liked a guy for 7 months-i have suicidal thoughts (but not all the time)-i did cut myself, on the wrist, 12 times.. there are scars but i learned how to cover them..-i have a little brother who was diagnosed with autism.. i love him to death-i have terrible asthma -if u ask people if im the happiest person they know, they will say yes (but im really not)-i am a hunter, i hunt animals, and i have shot down a 4 point buck, it was my first deer, i shot it with my dad, and 1 week later he passed away... I dont tell ppl this. u cant tell anybody, most of these r secrets so shh! if u wanna know more just ask.. <3 rember b strong! what doesnt kill u makes u stronger <3!!