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venus in furs 66 Report | 04/18/2014 1:20 pm
venus in furs 66
i know, they are really cute! i don't know what i would do if i didn't have kitties in my life. it would be so lonely!
venus in furs 66 Report | 04/17/2014 6:03 pm
venus in furs 66
oh how cute! just yuki follows me all over the house and he chases me. he likes to be with people! smile
venus in furs 66 Report | 04/15/2014 6:18 pm
venus in furs 66
awwww, that is so cute! i bet he follows you all over too and loves to play. smile
venus in furs 66 Report | 04/14/2014 9:22 pm
venus in furs 66
does he still sleep with you little archie?
venus in furs 66 Report | 04/13/2014 7:32 pm
venus in furs 66
i totally know what you mean! smile
venus in furs 66 Report | 04/11/2014 8:06 pm
venus in furs 66
ha,ha,ha,! he knows were it's at! biggrin
venus in furs 66 Report | 04/10/2014 6:47 pm
venus in furs 66
that's great! biggrin
venus in furs 66 Report | 04/09/2014 10:58 pm
venus in furs 66
hi, how are you doing? how is little archie? smile
venus in furs 66 Report | 04/06/2014 12:08 pm
venus in furs 66
it is! he keeps me on my toes!
venus in furs 66 Report | 04/04/2014 1:36 pm
venus in furs 66
my little wookie was the sweetest cat i ever had. yuki is just love able and he gets in to a lot of trouble making messes with toys but he is so cute.
 

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Last Login: 04/22/2014 10:52 pm

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Humans, like dimonds, cut by their own dust.
One day, you look at a crucifix, and all you see is a man dying on a cross.
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im madly in love whith a great man, (sigh) im a horible person.

RULES pain in the a** to make fun as hell too brake

I’ve never felt this way before. It’s almost too much emotion that I can’t handle. I no longer have to worry, to cry, and to be brought down by the very existence of myself. Finally, I am my own self, whether or not I miss my empty shell. The part of me that could never be . . . “Why do we keep going on in this world when we know there was no hope to begin with? Well, we were wrong. There was a small, yet possible ray of light that shined on our kind and sent our demons to their graves. Away from hate, away from us, away from that sadness, and away from it all. And yet, I still cling on to that sweet sorrow that I feel now, knowing that I am allowed something I wasn’t before. I can hold him close to me . . . . . . .”

Where am I? Who’s there? Who are you? Who am I? . . . . . . . . . . .

Dying is just another rule in the game.

C l o v e r ; Also known as a lucky charm or simply just charm, charming a lady isn’t as simple as one thinks. simpy to put it im hard to get.

The two so different, so many miles apart. Yet all it took was a single message to bring them together.

on the inside im crying slowly im dieing, but on the out side all you see is me simling

Drawn to the enticing, exquisite lake causes one to be knocking on death’s door…

"I consider your class of demon very worthy, worthy to fight, and worthy to die"

"So tell me, what's it like living in a constant haze of stupidity?"

"Does a death wish cause you to talk to me that way?"

"Don't talk, it makes you sound stupid."

"You try to sound like you think through things, when in fact you're not thinking at all."

"Is there a need for a reason to kill someone?"

"I musn't run away..."

they have places for pepole like you with paded rooms and everything.

"That's life. Those are life. This is life. They're all lives."

"... if you let the fly live, the spider is going to die. You can't save both without one suffering.."

"That's some good advice. Maybe I should write that down, frame it, and stick it up on my wall."

"There is no such thing as a weapon that doesn't kill.."

"A sinner once passed away will never return, but sins will never vanish and the love will never die."

"Shining brightly, even for a split second, is better than living a dull-grey life for eternity."

"The past is the past... and the future is the future. A man is a man, and a woman is a woman. I am who I am, and you are who you are. Like it really matters anyway....

"I'm not going there to die. I'm going to find out if I'm really alive.

"I think I know, I don't think I know, I don't think I think I know, I don't think I think."

"Lesson #3 : If you see a stranger, Follow him"

" Someone once told me...that watching the birds made them want to go on a journey..."

"Tears of Sadness... Tears of Joy... They're far from the same."

"No matter where you are... Everyone is always connected."

"I came to laugh at you!"

"We quickly forget the lessons we learn, and then have to learn them all over again."

"The most dangerous man in the world is a man who believes he's a hero".

"If you shoot like a human, you will only miss like they do."

"Even eternity doesn't last forever."

"There is no one who carries scars in there hearts... if there was someone like that he would be nothing but an empty soul"

If things were to change, do you think you could ever fall in love with me? Or fulfill a dream for which I long? The world is about to change. That's why I'm here now. I've come and this will mean a new beginning for my life"

I knew I didn't carry enough faith in myself. I am to blame. I was afraid that even if there had been no gate, we would someday go our separate ways, but I have to put that behind me now and live in the present believing in the future."

"What a strange creature is man, who would cage himself so willingly." ~Athena

"If you had the strength, you could live. This is our contract. In return for my gift of power, you must grant one of my wishes. If you enter this contract, you will live as a human, but also as one completely different. Different rules, different time, a different life.... The power of the king will make you lonely indeed. If you are prepared for that, then....~

"It feels so close to me, yet I can't reach it even if I hold out my hands. But even if I can't reach it, there are things that will stay in my heart. Being in the same time and looking at the same sky – if I can remember that, then even if we are far apart, I believe we can still be together.

Death is certain, the hour is not."

"To live is to undertake a journey - no, to undertake a journey is to live. To face the wind or to follow it, all journeys lead to the gates of death...The light in which all journeys are taken is deceptive-not hopeful, but sorrowful. And the struggle never ends-everywhere on the earth is fleeting life. We are blown by the wind. The words we write in the sand disappear and finally, when we are swallowed by the sea we do not hear the waves. The humblest of creatures must face these dreadful barriers. No-not barriers, but challenges rather..."

"A dream - I'm looking at a dream. A dream I see everyday - an endless dream. The day the dream didn't end, when was it? Was it a long time ago or was it just few minutes ago? The answer to it must lie in the dream...in the time you didn't realize that if it's passing, you just only wait."

"What lies in the farthest reaches of the sky?" "That which will guide the lost child to her mother's arms-Exile" "The waves that dye the land gold" "The blessed breath which nurtures life-A land of wheat" "The path the angels descend upon" "The path of great winds-The Grand Stream" "What lies in the farthest depths of memory? "The place where all are born and where all will return-A blue star"

"Memories - they can sometimes become vague and foggy and there are times when they disappear altogether. Therefore, because there are many things I don't want to lose track of, I will record everything in here for the sake of those moments that should not be forgotten"

Living forever means that the suffering of life also continues forever."

There is happiness for those who accept their fate, there is glory for those who resist their fate."

scared but strong....... alive but dead........... human but not........... loved but hated............ alone but not................ that is what i am....................

i live two lives i am to people i fool all who see me i am another girl she is another of her self she fools all who she meets who is she she is me and we are one and we are the moon and sun.

in all of us there is a flame of love and when your love is gone that flame goes out untill it is lite again.................

i smiled at you and you smiled back but you still walked away from me and never came back..................................

today i fly with you in my arms i feel so safe as we fly were about to sorrw higher when i wake up and it was all a dream...............................................

past prestent future what do you dwell on? a love a life a frieand a fow what are you to me? treshure that is what i am to you not a love nor a frieand. i cry and cry a tear falls from my eye it hits the ground i look deep within it i see who i really am who am i i am you a mear copy of the real thing................

There will be something solid for you to step upon, or you will learn how to fly" "Yesturday is history, Tomorrow is a mystery, but Today is a gift. Thats why it is called the present!"

I never stopped loving you, I just stopped letting it show

"The easy part is hating you, the hard part is admitting i will love you forever

The worst part about going to sleep when your broken, is knowing when you wake up you will still be broken

"if the majority of the population is weird, wouldnt weird be normal?"

"Its better to burn out then fade away"

"Originality is merely the art of concealing your sources."

One so deadly In a group of seven. Commit one of these and you're not going to heaven. Being so proud can cause you grief. Greed puts you in jail, makes you a thief. Envy can hurt so much get too jealous and your out of luck. Lust is undenyable it makes love unreliable. Anger is an evil spell, makes you kill and sends you to hell. Sloth, looks like a giant rat, Consume too much of this sin and you'll just end up fat. Gluttony is a selfish thing, you'll find out when the debt bell rings. One sin is just one too many. Be a good person, and don't rely on any.

I Remember that day You said goodbye and you You walked out Its Been a Couple of years Since then I keep asking daddy Wheres mommy When will she be back Is She ok And all he can tell me is I dont know I hear him every night Crying in his room He holds your picture He asks him self Can i keep doing this One Night is worse Then the last Then one morning I go into daddys room He wont wake up I lay on him Im crying He wont wake up Hes just laying there I call 911 Im little so i dont know What to say Well now i know Daddys gone Mommys gone Im the only on left I keep living I thrive I have a drive to be better For my mom and dad I try twice as hard 3 times and hard As all the other kids Thriving Working Living But I still cry Myself to sleep Because all the other Kid have there parents Telling them good job Way to go Some times I forget Which way to go

Pain is all I feel, I just want to scream My mouth is sealed shut, Hands are bound I wanna tear at my flesh, I wanna feel a different kind of pain I wish I could cry a river, But the tears won't come... " All I see is blood " Bang my head againts the wall, Make myself see lights and stars My heart is in pain, I just wanna gut it out Dig a knife into my skin, And tear me up inside Red paints the walls, My blood overflows the tube... " Bloody tears stain my face " Rain begins to fall, Winds bite into my skin Hail makes me bleed, My blood mixs with mud Tripped and now covered in bloody mud, Dirty and stained Bloody tears stain my porclen face, As I fall and sink below... " Water begins to beat againts me " I once held out my hand for another, Now it's been shreded into pieces Torn bits of flesh scattered about, Bloody hand prints on these soiled white walls Words written for others to see, Whispers of death and sorrow cling to these walls along with me I thrash againts my binds trying to break free, My scream can be heard throughout the building... " Listen as my scream echos off these cold and unforgiving walls " Chained to a wall, Pinned up like a little butterfly on display I once had wings till they were ripped from my back, Blood splaters all over me as my wings turned red Is this all i'm allowed to feel, Just pain while they all tear me apart and cut me to pieces As my head is slamed into the wall, All I see is red washing away my reality... " I wish I was never born and I still do till this day " All alone in the darkness, No one to hold onto to anymore Cuts litter my arms and legs, Razor in hand held tightly in a bleeding hand Wrist ripped open wide, Blood flows with every beat of my heart Eyes glazed over looking for the light, A hand that would take me away... " Won't someone save me from all of this pain? " Pain is all I feel, I just want to scream..maybe even bleed My mouth is sealed shut, Hands are bound..tightly away from me I wanna tear at my flesh, I wanna feel a different kind of pain..something other than heart ache I wish I could cry a river, But the tears won't come...just red litters my face... " All I see is blood, A sea of blood " Bang my head againts the wall, Make myself see lights and stars..hopefully I will forget My heart is in pain, I just wanna gut it out..and toss it aside Dig a knife into my skin, And tear me up inside..shred myself into a million pieces Red paints the walls, My blood overflows the tube...as it begins to stain the floor... " Bloody tears stain my face, It flows like tears " Razor held out, Wrist in sight Thoughts I wish I never had, Take over me and i'm somewhat glad Sound of tearing flesh, Smell of fresh spilled blood A scream of pain and release, I can finally escape all of the pain that my heart ach has caused me... " I can finally cry tears of release, As I sink into my own darkness Maybe someone will still come for me someday, But till that day I will relive this moment again and again That is my fate, My blessing and also my cruse I will remain in this world that is stained with blood....till my time has come..." Pain is all I feel, I just want to scream My mouth is sealed shut, Hands are bound I wanna tear at my flesh, I wanna feel a different kind of pain I wish I could cry a river, But the tears won't come... " All I see is blood " Bang my head againts the wall, Make myself see lights and stars My heart is in pain, I just wanna gut it out Dig a knife into my skin, And tear me up inside Red paints the walls, My blood overflows the tube... " Bloody tears stain my face " Rain begins to fall, Winds bite into my skin Hail makes me bleed, My blood mixs with mud Tripped and now covered in bloody mud, Dirty and stained Bloody tears stain my porclen face, As I fall and sink below... " Water begins to beat againts me " I once held out my hand for another, Now it's been shreded into pieces Torn bits of flesh scattered about, Bloody hand prints on these soiled white walls Words written for others to see, Whispers of death and sorrow cling to these walls along with me I thrash againts my binds trying to break free, My scream can be heard throughout the building... " Listen as my scream echos off these cold and unforgiving walls " Chained to a wall, Pinned up like a little butterfly on display I once had wings till they were ripped from my back, Blood splaters all over me as my wings turned red Is this all i'm allowed to feel, Just pain while they all tear me apart and cut me to pieces As my head is slamed into the wall, All I see is red washing away my reality... " I wish I was never born and I still do till this day " All alone in the darkness, No one to hold onto to anymore Cuts litter my arms and legs, Razor in hand held tightly in a bleeding hand Wrist ripped open wide, Blood flows with every beat of my heart Eyes glazed over looking for the light, A hand that would take me away... " Won't someone save me from all of this pain? " Pain is all I feel, I just want to scream..maybe even bleed My mouth is sealed shut, Hands are bound..tightly away from me I wanna tear at my flesh, I wanna feel a different kind of pain..something other than heart ache I wish I could cry a river, But the tears won't come...just red litters my face... " All I see is blood, A sea of blood " Bang my head againts the wall, Make myself see lights and stars..hopefully I will forget My heart is in pain, I just wanna gut it out..and toss it aside Dig a knife into my skin, And tear me up inside..shred myself into a million pieces Red paints the walls, My blood overflows the tube...as it begins to stain the floor... " Bloody tears stain my face, It flows like tears " Razor held out, Wrist in sight Thoughts I wish I never had, Take over me and i'm somewhat glad Sound of tearing flesh, Smell of fresh spilled blood A scream of pain and release, I can finally escape all of the pain that my heart ach has caused me... " I can finally cry tears of release, As I sink into my own darkness Maybe someone will still come for me someday, But till that day I will relive this moment again and again That is my fate, My blessing and also my cruse I will remain in this world that is stained with blood....till my time has come..."

Love is scary. It is like a drug, and you get more addicted to it day by day. It is difficult to be cured. Sometimes, it can’t be cured at all. Trying to avoid it makes it more alluring, appealing. It is potent. It is attractive, beautiful yet lethal and dangerous. Like a rose in many ways. Perhaps that’s why rose in often used as a symbol for love. The petals of the rose are so soft, delicate, refined but there are thorns hidden, waiting in the darkness. If you are careless, you may fall into its trap.Slowly falling into the evil clutches of love, you get sucked inside from the wonders of it all. Yet, there is no way of getting out of the endless pit. It causes great joy but it is rare; causes great grief, how common. There is no found solution to the madness of addiction, the addiction of love.He never knew how or why he fallen into entanglement, he can’t get out, he was doom to remained entangled in the cycle of love forever.

Insanity Running for so long, trying to escape from the many problems. To the point where nothing makes sense anymore. Trying to break free from the many unanswered questions isn’t an option. Turn around to realize that you are blocked by the walls of agony. Feeling so cold, so alone and that no one really bothered to care hurts the most. Once you had felt so alive, it feels so much like an untouchable dream now. Fallen into an abyss of despair like an angel’s wings that were brutally pulled out. Being ridiculed every single day, thrown around like an unwanted toy. Living had turned into a nightmare that one could not wake up from. Torments that surround the heart had seemed to increase by the day… Fragments of broken promises remained in memories that could not be erased. Being rejected was still the worse of all.

Rain That is what eases pain. It washes you. And all the wrong-doings you’ve done. No one understands the pain, no one at all. Everyone makes mistakes, but not everyone is willing to forgive. Wasn’t it a clear, cool evening to begin with? Since when the clouds gather or the sky darkens, the temperature seemed to have gone down a few degrees as well. Rain is water. Water is a healing element. It is supposed to help with recovering. It heals; leaving ugly, long scars that revives painful memories.

For it takes true courage to accept who you are with all your faults. It takes a truly strong person to love yourself and to accept everything you hate about yourself. Because bravery isn't bravery if one does not know fear. Bravery is only bravery when the person knows what fear is but can still fight back even with the fear.

Sind sie mein herrscher?

If there's a graceful way to die, I must have missed the memo.

Guilt is anger directed at ourselves. ~Peter Williams.

It is the confession, not the priest, that gives us absolution. ~Oscar Wilde

I have tried, I have TRIED. I wanted religion, I wanted an escape from the darkness, something, anything to fill the emptiness inside me, I did. But I can’t have it, because when I look at a crucifix, all I see is a man bloody and brutalized, nailed to a cross

Monday's child is fair of face.Tuesday's child is full of grace.Wednesday's child is full of woe.Thursday's child has far to go.Friday's child is loving and giving.Saturday's child works hard for a living,But the child who is born on the Sabbath DayIs bonny and blithe and good and gay.

There are victims of circumstance, and then there are monsters by design.

People don't forget a monster, not any more than they forget a hero.

the kanji of loyalty: 忠.

"There are nights when the wolves are silent and only the moon howls."George Carlin

Honest to God I'll break your heartTear you to pieces and rip you apart- 30 seconds to mars

Paper airplanes and fireflies,Fairy lights and forgotten liesThey're all falling from the sky,Tumbling down from way up high.-30 seconds to mars

"I enjoy warmth because I have been cold. I appreciate light because I have been in darkness. By the same token, I can experience joy because I have known sadness." -?

"Bonds tie the universe together, so that it can blossom into life. Life then creates blood, which is spilt in order to create new bonds. This creates the blossom of life again, and so it continues."

"Three things cannot be hidden for long—the sun, the moon and the truth."--Hindu Prince Gautama Siddhartha, 563-483 B.C.

"The value of love will always be stronger than the value of hate."-Franklin D. Roosevelt

Love knows no reasons,love knows no lies.Love defies all reasons,love has no eyes.But love is not blind,love sees—but doesn't mind.-Anonymous

The difference between men and Wolves is that Wolves are more humane.- Unknown

"It is to the credit of human nature, that it loves more readily than it hates... Hatred, by a gradual and quiet process, will even be transformed to love..."

"We hate some persons because we do not know them; and will not know them because we hate them."

"Are you insane?""No, I just think rather illogically."

Because when humans want something, we lie.

"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together." -Marilyn Monroe

"Some women choose to follow men, and some women choose to follow their dreams. If you're wondering which way to go, remember that your career will never wake up and tell you that it doesn't love you anymore. " -Lady Gaga

“If love be rough with you, be rough with love" -Romeo and Juliet

"Women might be able to fake orgasms. But men can fake a whole relationship." -Sharon Stone

"Courage is looking fear right in the eye and saying, "Get the hell out of my way, I've got things to do."" -William Shed

"The world most beautiful sentence, “But I love you.” The world’s most painful sentence, “I love you but…”" -Vea Mariz

Men are like a fine wine. They all start out like grapes, and it's our job to stomp on them and keep them in the dark until they mature into something you'd like to have dinner with.-Kathleen Mifsud

The man who fights too long against dragons becomes a dragon himself.Friedrich Nietzsch

-during sex- "P.S.: This room is really nice.""P.S.: Shut the ******** up." -from National Lampoon's VanWilder

"I'm looking for a man named Ace Ventura." "We do not go by names here." "Erm, he's American." "We do not descriminate by such titles." "He likes to talk through his rear." "...oh. Him." -Ace Venture: When Nature Calls

can you understand? not having a dream… not being needed by anyone… the pain of merely being alive.

I truly believe you could be amazing if you changed a lot about yourself.

Sex is not a goddamn performance.Sex should feel as natural as drinking water.It should not require confidence.Sex should happen, because the moment is ripe.Ripening lips, ripening labia, ripening c**k, ripening pupils, ripening state of being. Ripe and augmented and brimming. Your energy goes to your pumping heart, then to every external nerve, then to theirs, on fire.You bask, roll, play in it. You sigh, moan, laugh.It’s not about being “good in bed.”It’s about being happy.One should never worry if they’re doing it “correctly.” Sex is not factual. I don’t want your cookie-cutter sex, I don’t want your meticulously crafted, calculated, fool-proof ****. I don’t want a show. I want you. Let your instincts, urges and whims define that. It’s enough.What do most girls like? Forget about it. Statistics are meaningless when there’s only one. Hello, here’s me. Here’s you.Don’t worry about taking it too slow. We got time. We got infinite rhythms, combinations, possibilities. Explore each ********. Take our time. We can do a different one later.Don’t worry about making me come. I’m here. Right where I want to be.I am overwhelmed by wanting; you don’t have to convince me. I want you because I like you. So don’t put on a front. Don’t taint this.I’m frustrated—it’s just authenticity I want.It’s originality.It’s passion.It’s joy.Don’t say that something I like is ugly. Don’t compare yourself to the rest. You will live and die with and within your experiences like everyone else. If someone thinks you are amazing, they are not wrong. Their universe is as real as any other; it is forged through perception.I don’t care if you accidentally slammed my head into the wall, if you slipped out, if my arm cracked, if the delightful pressure of your wet lips on my anything made a silly sound. There is no right way and no wrong way.“Good in bed,” what.You’re good in my bed. I’m pleased you’re there. I feel it suits you.Shove your technique. Let your memory swallow it. **** me like you’d **** me, **** me like you feel.This isn’t a test.

"Peace is that brief glorious moment in history when everybody stands around reloading."

“We delight in the beauty of the butterfly, but rarely admit the changes it has gone through to achieve that beauty.” ― Maya Angelou

"You’re like outer space… except warmer, I think.And like the rain, but a nice kind of rain.”

we are forlorn like children, and experienced like old men, we are crude and sorrowful and superficial—I believe we are lost.

Someone once said that there exists people in this world who have never made love, but there will never exist a person who has made love only once.

"It’s very healthy to spend time alone. You need to know how to be alone and not be defined by another person."

I wonder some times if nipples are my favorite thing. If, mentally, that's just where i'm at right now.

I am the pied piper of lesbians.

There's no one alive who can comprehend my sexual preference.

"... I shouldn't have googled that..."

"Forget stardust—you are iron. Your blood is nothing but ferrous liquid. When you bleed, you reek of rust. It is iron that fills your heart and sits in your veins. And what is iron, really, unless it’s forged?You are iron. And you are strong."

“The only thing worse than a boy who hates you: a boy that loves you.”— Markus Zusak, The Book Thief

“It doesn't matter who my father was; it matters who I remember he was.”― Anne Sexton

there is a sacredness in tears. they are not the mark of weakness, but of power. they are messengers of overwhelming grief, of deep contrition and unspeakable love.

My skin has turned to porcelain, to ivory, to steel.