And people are always asking me what I want to do with my life. I don't know what I want to do. To be completely honest, I don't want to think about what I could do or what I could be because, to me, none of it really matters. Right now, all matters to me is that I'm me, not the straight A student that I was when I was little.
Single. Yeah, who cares? Most of my friends are. I don't want to be in a relationship. Too much work! Nah...I'm just not really a..."feely" person. And I don't want to date my guy friends because if we broke up, it'd screw our friendship up. So no dating for me!
I think I like him. hate his f-ing guts and right now think he should die (: fixed it all up....sort of (: am pretty sure we're just friends now and I'm perfectly happy with it.[/strike] pfft. i'm completely past all that now so life is back to the way it should be. i'd say 'normal', but those of you who know me in person know that life with Ellie is NEVER normal.
as of Monday, December 17, 2007
AM NO LONGER SINGLE!! yay~
And as of Wednesday, January 9, 2008
I'm back to just me again.
too bad i still love him.
But then I realized that it's not worth it
oh and a note, my computer officially thinks that i spell my name [Ellie] wrong. that's hilarious.
"Maybe I don't want to meet someone who shares my interests. I hate my interests."
Hates lots of things and loves just as many.
I say stuff like "love ya" and "much love" all the time even if I don't know you. If I haven't known you for very long or something, don't take me seriously. I call people babe, baby, hun, honey, etc. too so don't get all offended by it if I do.
I have an extremely low self-esteem most of the time. Don't be fooled by my internet-ness of being all high and mighty. Reality check tells me I'm a loser. =P
I'm extremely smart, but I'm also very stupid. Not ignorant. Just stupid. Yes. There is a difference. It takes me a while to get lots of stuff because as soon as I log onto the internet, I lose grip of reality and start slipping into the never-ending clutch of the numbers and wires that make up what I find to be one of the most interesting things ever created.[/end retarded moment]
Note to all: don't take everything I say seriously. EVAR. Because if you do, it'll probably end badly for all of us. Those of you who know the story, you know what I'm talking about.
We aren't good people. We're just great actors.
|Now, color me confused. ;D|
Johnny Depp is a pirate. But he can fly. Ninjas fly. Therefore, Johnny Depp is a PirateNinja. So stop asking which is better becacuse Johnny Depp beats ALL!!! AND
|Fashion is a form of ugliness so intolerable that we have to alter it every six months.
My phone has been through more than the hell it deserves and it STILL FREAKING WORKS!
God it's hilarious.
Drop it down stairs the day after I got it on accident(it fell out of my pants that I was carrying downstairs)and screwed up the top half
Dropped it June 16 on my friends bathroom floor on accident, screwed up the rest of the screen
threw it across a church floor a few times and got some nice colored stripes on the screen
some more drops that weren't that major, but screwed up the screen a bit more each time
And the best one, I threw it across the street almost as hard as I could at 6:25AMish on October 5th, and the thing STILL WORKS!!
This has got to be THE greatest phone EVAR!!!
I am in chorus and I love it. I sing all the time and I dance too. Horribly, but I love it.
Live for today and don't fret over tomorrow. Live for now and take risks because even if you regret it in the morning, at least you'll know that you did what you once wanted.
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