He doesn't always cross my mind and for the most part I have let go but I never got closure. So at times it is difficult to continue to move forward.
But anyway I'll drop the subject.
Uh....My ferrets had a play date a few days ago and got to meet another ferret named lizzy. That was fun.
I was supposed to have like... $500 by now but I needed a phone so there went $100...Then I paid off a doll layaway with the girl I plan on going to go see...So there went $240
Then I was supposed to put down $200 this month but I got caught up in doll stuff again...So next month I'm for sure setting aside $200 to get started.
Funny thing is I was supposed to see her next month if all went well.
Oh she totally is..Shes the reason I'm not upgrading my dell latitude D630. :/
Either way I'm trying my hardest to save up for a ticket to florida but I've never flown alone before and I'm beyond terrified. I can't even go alone into a grocery store alone without feeling like a lost child.
I mean I have a few good friends in the doll hobby who I adore and plan to see in person one day but that terrifies me to no end and one person I really REALLY like and I shouldn't.
I think I told you about him but if I didn't then I'll spare you time of reading and just keep it to myself.